Heard this song a few days ago, and I suddenly had the idea to make a sad oneshot, but of whom? My favorite yaoi couple of course!
I was shy about uploading this but my friend pressured me to do it. So sorry if this sucks because the song doesn't match or the plot stinks..
Song lyrics in italics.
Disclaimer: Don't own bleach. Don't own the song.
Summary: Songfic. This had became a daily routine for Ichigo, just another thing on his list to do everyday, but it still hurt every single time.
~Begin: Gone~
When life leaves you high and dry I'll be at your door tonight if you need help, if you need help
I'll shut down the city lights,
I'll lie, cheat, I'll beg and bribe to make you well, to make you well
When enemies are at your door I'll carry you away from war
If you need help, if you need help
Your hope dangling by a string
I'll share in your suffering to make you well, to make you well
Ichigo vision got blurry as he stopped at a red light and blinked a few times to stop the tears.
It had only been about a month and it still felt like it was yesterday.
Give me reasons to believe that you would do the same for me
Ichigo swallowed, his throat hurt from all of the crying.
And I would do it for you, for you
Ichigo's phone buzzed in the front seat next to his that should have been occupied. He didn't bother to check it because he knew it was at least a friend or a family member asking him what he was doing or wanting to hang out with him at the moment.
They knew exactly what he would be doing, but they always felt the need to be pretend they didn't. They felt like it was doing no good for him, but truth be told Ichigo just had to do this.
A little piece of him had died and he would never be the same again, it hurt every time he did this but he still felt this strong need to do it.
Ichigo's grip tightened on the steering wheel before it loosed as he pulled to another red light
Baby I'm not moving on
I'll love you long after you're gone
For you, for you
You will never be alone
I'll love you long after you're gone
And long after you're gone gone gone
Ichigo let his head rest on the steering while, his hands shaking as he felt another wave of tears wash over him, but he tried his best not to let them out.
He clamped his hands shut, his fingernails digging into his palms, but Ichigo barely noticed till he was close to bleeding.
When you fall like a statue
I'm gon' be there to catch you
Put you on your feet, you on your feet
And if your well is empty
Not a thing will prevent me
Tell me what you need, what do you need
Ichigo looked to his phone, buzzing as he was sent text message after text message.
He left it in the car as he got out, accidentally slamming the door a little too loudly as he felt like falling apart on the sidewalk, but he made it to the cemetery gate.
I surrender honestly
You've always done the same for me
"Hi, Sousuke."
You're my back bone, you're my cornerstone
You're my crutch when my legs stop moving
You're my head start, you're my rugged heart
You're the pulse that I've always needed
Like a drum baby don't stop beating
Like a drum baby don't stop beating
Like a drum baby don't stop beating
Like a drum my heart never stops beating
Ichigo sat down on the wet grass as he began talking about his day, never minding the rain that had began to start again, mixing in with his own light salty tears.
For you, for you
Baby I'm not moving on
I'll love you long after you're gone
"Yuzu had gotten you flowers but Ichi had messed with them, how careless was that for me to put it in her way?" Ichigo said, speaking of their kitten they had gotten only two months ago.
For you, for you
You would never be alone
I'll love you long after you're gone
For you, for you
Baby I'm not moving on
I'll love you long after you're gone
For you, for you
You would never be alone
I'll love you long, long after you're gone
"Its just to hard to try and be happy anymore, I really can't do this! I miss you too much, its not fair!"
Ichigo went silent for awhile all out of tears and what to say.
Like a drum baby don't stop beating
Like a drum baby don't stop beating
Like a drum my heart never stops beating for you
"I..love you." Ichigo said, in a hoarse voice when it was time to go.
And long after you're gone gone gone
I love you long after you're gone gone gone..
~End~
-starts to cry- So sad...Poor Ichigo!
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Hmm, I feel the sudden need to act on writing a bunch of sad oneshots! -grins-
Sorry for any grammatical errors or spelling mistakes!
Sayonara!~ Emmy-chan The Ninja!