When Kurt entered the school, he for once entered the door on the side of the school building. He normally would enter through the main entrance, but today he didn´t. Kurt doesn´t know why, he just felt like taking a different route. Maybe it was because this morning hadn´t been like any other mornings.
This hallway led past the door to the schools auditorium. When he got there he could hear someone playing softly on the piano. It was like something was drawing him towards the door. He had to go inside.
He opened the door and the soft tunes of the piano got louder. He looked towards the scene and gasped for the second time this morning. He put his hand in front of his mouth to mute the sound that escaped his lips when he saw the person in front of the piano. Kurt backed up in the dark corner by the door, so he could not be seen if the person on the stage had heard him.
It was him! The boy, the beautiful boy. With golden eyes and curly hair. The one that made Kurt´s insides turn, his whole body tingle and his knees turn to jelly. The one that had Kurt mesmerized from the first moment he saw him.
And then he started singing. And Kurt´s eyes filled with tears.
Turn down the lights;
Turn down the bed.
Turn down these voices
Inside my head.
Lay down with me;
Tell me no lies.
Just hold me close;
Don't patronize.
Don't patronize me.
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.
You can't make your heart feel
Something it won't.
Here in the dark
In these final hours,
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power;
But you won't.
No, you won't.
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.
I'll close my eyes,
Then I won't see
The love you don't feel
When you're holding me.
Morning will come,
And I'll do what's right;
Just give me till then
To give up this fight.
And I will give up this fight.
'Cuz I can't make you love me…..
Kurt couldn´t move a muscle. The tears kept running through the entire song. The boy sounded so broken and hurt. When the beautiful voice ended the song, he could hear a sob and he saw the boy dry his own tears, before putting the music sheets inside his bag. Then he walked of the stage.
The last time Kurt had heard him sing, it was a totally different song, and he was so full of life, so happy and dancing around the stage at the assembly. Now Kurt felt like he had witnessed a very private moment and he felt so bad for the boy. It was a private moment. The boy thought he was alone. Kurt could only imagine if someone had seen him in his room when he had one of his own break downs.
Kurt didn´t know what to do. Because he felt like he had to do something. He needed some advice, but he didn´t know who to turn to. Kurt doesn´t have any friends to turn to. Except maybe…He could try…Kurt doesn´t actually have anything more to loose…
Before he made his way to class he took out his phone and typed:
«I think I need an advice…»
A/N: The song used in this chapter is «I can't make you love me» (Bonnie Raitt)
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