Nobody answers the phone, and Kurt is kind of relieved. He doesn't know if he is ready to talk to B. But he don't know what to do about the situation he has gotten himself in. He does't even know if Blaine is inside the bathroom.
«Stop being so scared about everything! It might be a beautiful boy that needs somebodys help in there. And you are the only one here, Kurt!» He is frustrated and scared and shaky when he lifts his hand and gently knock the door.
There is no answer. Kurt can't hear anything, so he knocks one more time a little bit louder. Still nothing. He tries to open the door, and is actually surprised that the door opens easily. It is not locked, and Kurt is breathing trough his mouth and trying to control his body when he slowly walks inside.
There is no one to be seen when he enters. But suddenly Kurt heard a sound. It was like a broken sob, like somebody was trying to hold it in. The sound is coming from on of the cubicles.
Kurt doesn't know where the sudden courage comes from, but he walks nearer the cubicle, the only one with the door closed.
«Are you ok in there?» He asks gently Kurt can hear Blaine take a deep breath .
«I don´t know…» Kurt lays a hand on the door as he hears the broken voice inside.
«Can I help you? Do you want me to get somebody?»
«No, I-I don't want anybody to see me like th-this» Blaine stutters. A new sob escapes his lips.
«Do you want me to go?» Blaine doesn't answer right away, as if he is considering what he is going to say next.
«N-no, you can stay…Please stay…» Those last two could barely be heard through the door.
«You can talk to me if you want to. I've got time» Kurt is surprised of how the words seem to come to him without the usual trouble, so natural.
«I don't know…maybe…» Blaine answers. «But…but then I have to know your name. I refuse to talk to strangers.» Kurt chuckles.
«Of course. My name is Kurt» Silence fills the room. It is like no one is even breathing. Kurt is starting to panic. Maybe Blaine knows about him. The strange gay kid hiding it the library, that everyone seems to hate or just ignore.
«Eh…Hi, Kurt. I'm Blaine.» Kurt let out the breath he has been holding.
«Hi, Blaine» Kurt smiles and the relief fills his body. «Do you maybe want to go somewhere else to talk? I mean, we don't have to. It is up to you, but the decorations in here are just hideous. And it is not very private if somebody else decides to come in.» He can hear Blaine´s mood lighten.
«Ok, but I think I need to freshen up first»
«Thats ok, I'll just wait outside in the hallway.»
«Ok…» Blaine whispers and Kurt walks out of the room.
Kurt leans against the wall out side the bathroom, and waits for Blaine. He actually waits for Blaine, the amazing boy he has a crush on. And he has already talked to him. Kurt has, on his own, and he is proud of himself for that. It all came naturally when Blaine was so broken in there. He hopes it will continue that way when he see him in person. With his eyes and his curls and hopefully his smile, his wonderful smile. That, Kurt decided is his goal for the talk, to get Blaine to smile. And he is not so nervous anymore. Blaine is probably the one who is more nervous. Kurt would have been, if the situation was the other way around. He would have felt so vulnerable and small and even embarrassed.
Kurt was thinking and planing in his head like he uses to in new situations, and didn't notice the door beside him open, and he certainly didn't see the way Blaine looked at him before he cleared his voice.
«Eh..hi…» Kurt almost jumps at the sound and turns towards Blaine.
«Oh….hi» They look at each other before they both turn away blushing.
«So,» Kurt says after a while. «Where do you want to go?»