«So, that was, Sam….He is the one I am closest to of the guys in Glee Club.» Blaine says, and looks at Kurt to see his reaction. «And he kind of knew that I liked you after you found out who I was.»
«Yes…He is the one calling you B…He seems nice and very energetic. But Rachel knows too. She figured it out, who I was, and I know you didn't tell her. You just couldn't keep your eyes of me apparently.» Kurt winks. Blaine chuckles.
«I have to go to class, but I will see you at lunch? Anywhere you'd like.»
«I think that maybe I would like to meet your friends, I kind of met two of them already, how many more can they be?» Kurt smiles.»But only if you are there and help me through it.»
«Of course I will, and you don't have to say anything if you don't want to. The Glee club is very accepting and they will like you for who you are. And you have already met Rachel, and she is the one that will probably choke you with her talking.» Blaine gives Kurt a quick hug and looks at him. «I have to go now, but I will meet you here before lunch and we can go together, if you still are up to it.»
«Ok» Kurt smiles and watch Blaine walk down the hallway.
Things are different today. Kurt walks around school with more confidence than he ever had, and it seems like people are nicer to him. At least he thinks so. They look nicer, but maybe it is because Kurt is looking at them. His head is held a little bit higher than before and he is not trying to hide as much. It feels better, but still many of the other students ignore him, but that is ok, he don't want to be someone that draws attention towards himself. He is fine with being in the background, as long as he has control.
The time until lunch is spent thinking about Blaine more than hiding away like he is used to do. He can't believe how lucky he is to have found someone like Blaine, so wonderful and caring and beautiful and sexy. Kurt is lost in a daydream about Blaine's hazel eyes and his warm lips and tongue against his own and hands exploring each others body when someone is interrupting him.
«You look different…» Kurt turns and sees Rachel standing by his desk. He forgot that the next class is math. He just stares at her, lost for words. «In a good way I mean.» She sits down on her chair besides him. «I was just thinking, maybe you would like to eat lunch with me and the glee club? We can talk more about the club, since you were interested to join a while back. And I really think your voice is what we need. Please say yes.» Rachel looks at Kurt and she can see that he is hesitant.
«Oh…I forgot about Blaine and what happened between you two…» But Kurt isn't hesitant because of that naturally, he just suddenly have the urge to tell someone about his boyfriend. And he wonders if he can tell Rachel. «I'm sorry for asking, you don't have to come…»
«Ok» Kurt answers «I'll eat lunch with you» Rachel looks surprised, but smiles. He doesn't tell her more though. She will probably be surprised again at lunch, but Kurt is ok with that, because Blaine will be there with him, and he expect Rachel to handle a surprise. Kurt is more occupied with the thought of eating lunch with others, and not alone and preferably in the back of the library or in an empty classroom. But it is a good thought, because three of them invited him to join them. And he is pretty sure they all asked because they really wanted to.
And now he is not analyzing how the lunch is going to be. He would have for only a couple of days ago. He would have tried to prepare something to say in case someone talked to him, and he would not know how to act around them, he would have been scared and tried to find a way out, an excuse to go home or somewhere else alone.
He still don't know how to act, he still don't know what to say, but Blaine will be there and because of that his silly, stupid thoughts doesn't matter as much anymore. The only thing that matter is Blaine. His boyfriend.