Hi Nightshade with a new story.

THIS IS THE ONLY PJO FANFIC THAT DOES NOT TIE IN WITH THE OTHER ONES!

Now on to the story:

That Which Cannot Be Fixed

Chapter 1: Suffering

Percy-

Don't you ever wish you could turn back the clock? Apologize for pissing someone off who coincidentally happens to be the person you care about the most? Make amends to your family even if they're gods?

Go back in time and stop the brutal killing of your mortal family? Mom? Paul? Arianna? To have been able to have done something other than being forced to watch as they were murdered before you as you sat powerless as the light faded from their eyes? To get revenge on the killers while still being the noble hero?

Sometimes I wish I could do that. I wish I could of earned a break and get the happy ending. I wish I could have stopped myself before I became a revenge consumed psychotic sociopath. I kill people. I kill them to find that high that comes from it. It's like a rush of bliss.

I live on the streets of New York now. The Mist has faded. People went back to worshiping the gods and glorifying the demigods. It's harder to hide who I am, or more correctly what I am. Monsters are terrified of me now.

You would ask many questions.

How did this happen?

Who did this to you?

Why did they do it?

What about Camp Half-Blood?

Wise Girl?

Death Breath?

Pinecone Face?

Poseidon? Dad?

What about everyone else you care about?

Why did you leave?

I would like to answer that but even I can barely remember. My mind is shattered. I hear voices and see dead people. Sometimes I can tell when someone is going to die. I'm not insane, but sometimes the whispering won't go away. It hurts. It's painful and sometimes I want to die but I can't. I've tried to commit suicide before but my terminal affliction stops me. I don't much time before I kick the can. A year at most is what I got.

People say that if something is broken just go and fix it. I guess I'm to broken to be fixed. Wise girl is right.

There are just somethings that cannot be fixed, but one can hope, right?

This is awesome. I hope you guys enjoyed it. I will be starting chapter 8 of Primordial soon. Also, It's high time I updated one of my other PJO fanfics

Until then See yah!

Nightshade

PS: I don't own PJO or HOO

Also some feed back would be nice

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