Castiel was putting the book away, when Kimberly reappeared in front of him. He seemed confused, but then he figured out why she wouldn't be able to travel to her future. It was because Kimberly had no future to travel to. He tried to portray sympathy in his eyes. She looked at Cass in confusion.

"Cass? I'm not in the future, am I?" she asked in utter confusion. He shook his head as he let her figure out why she wasn't in 2020. "Cass, why aren't I? I'm not… dead am I?" The silence confirmed it. Even though it hadn't happened yet, and they might be able to change it, her heart sank. She couldn't help but think why the sucky future always goes to Piper. In the show, the future that Chris came back from was a place where Piper, his mother, died when he was a teenager.

"I'm sorry." Castiel said. Of course him being an angel, he wasn't able to portray that emotion, but he meant it. Kimberly decided not to mope around about it. She got up, and helped Cass clean up the spell supplies.

Back in the future, Dean saw that his future self was back from his mission. Whatever the hell the mission was anyways. As he approached with Cass, he was shocked to see the scene in front of him. A group of hunters, including Dean's future self, were unloading the jeep. Future Dean tossed a beer to one of them and took a swig of his own. Next thing Dean knew, his future self was pointing a loaded gun at the back of his comrade's head. Dean tried to warn the guy, but it was too late. He watched as the poor man was brutally killed by himself. The funny thing was that no one seemed to care about the dead man on the floor. Everyone was just staring at him and his doppelganger.

"Dammit." His future self whispered. "I'm not going to lie to you. Me and him," he announced pointing to Dean. "It's a pretty fucked up situation we got going. But believe me. When you need to know something, you will know it. Until then, we all have work to do." Dean watched as his future self dismissed everyone else. Then future boy shoved himself back into his cabin. "What the hell was that?" he asked his past irritating self.

"What the hell was that?" Dean challenged himself. "You just shot a guy in cold blood."

"We were in opened quarantined zone. Got ambushed by some Croats on the way out. One of them infected Yeager." He explained.

"How do you know?"

"Cause after a few years of this I know. I started seeing symptoms about a half a hour ago, and it wasn't going to be long before he flipped. I didn't see the point in troubling a good man with bad news." Dean noticed how cold his future self sounded about it.

"Troubling a good man? You just blew him away in front of your own people. Don't you think that freaked them out a little bit?"

"It's 2020! Plugging some Croat; it's called common place. Trading words with my freaking clone; that might have freaked them out a little! Look, this isn't your time! I make the decisions so when I say stay in, you stay the hell in!" Dean realized that his future self may be right.

"Alright, I'm sorry. I'm not trying to mess you… or me… or us up here." Dean said getting confused. Another thing that hadn't changed? Dean was still a drinker. Future Dean poured them two glasses of whiskey as they tried to calm down. "So, what was the mission anyway?" Dean's future self reached into his duffle bag and pulled out no other than the colt. Exactly what Cass was talking about earlier. "The colt?" Dean was slightly depressed that it took ten years to get it.

"The colt." Future Dean confirmed. "Took me ten years but I finally got it. Tonight, I'm going to kill the devil.

I was laying down sleeping when a heard a small voice. "Mommy wake up." I heard and I felt something small, push my side, trying to shake me. "Mommy, you have to get up." That's when I began to come to. My eyelids began to flutter as this beautiful little girl became more and more visible to me. I could see that she had long dark and wavy hair and blue eyes, and she was persistent, refusing to let me get any further rest.

"What's the matter sweet girl?" she looked no older than seven.

"There are demons downstairs with daddy again." My heart dropped. Here I was ten years in the future with a beauty as my daughter and yet, demons are still tormenting our lives. I didn't know who her father was, or if he could defend himself against demons. Hell, I didn't even know what powers I had, but I had to try.

"Okay Sophie," I took a guess, which seemed to be correct. "Stay here okay? Mommy and daddy will handle it."

"Okay mommy." I left her in my room and closed my door. I was careful not to look at any pictures. I wasn't sure who I was married to and didn't want to risk a heart attack. If it was Sean, most likely he would really need my help with the demons, but I just couldn't make myself go faster at all. I slowly descended down the stairs when Sam came around the corner. My eyes could not go any wider than it did.

"Sharnel. You're finally up." At first I could not make my mouth move, but he was waiting for a response.

"Yeah. Sophie woke me." I tried to smile but it came out quite nervously.

"Well, don't worry. I will get rid of the demons. Go upstairs and wait for me." he said.

"Sam, Sophie is scared. Let me help you get rid of them." I didn't have an attitude but for some reason he seemed angry now.

"You will not touch them." I was confused but I decided to try and sound sweeter.

"Babe, I don't want to see anything happen to you. Let me help." I said, hoping I sounded like my future self. I lifted my hand to brush his face, but he snatched it before I could touch him.

"So, now you want to play the loving wife? You do what I say, when I say it. Now go upstairs, put Sophia in her room and wait for me in bed. Put on something nice. My meeting will be finished shortly." He then snapped his fingers and I just poofed upstairs in front of my bedroom door. I was in shock and slightly scared. What the hell happened to him? And me? I would never let him treat me that way. Did I become a super wuss? And where were my sisters in all this? They would never let him get away with that, even if for some insane reason I had. I got so frustrated, I grunted and waved my hand and all the furniture in the hall flew into the wall and blew up. I held my hand terrified. I wasn't Prue. I'm Phoebe. What the hell just happened? I decided to check on my little one to calm myself.

Sam looked up at the ceiling due to the loud commotion upstairs. "My wife just likes to blow off some steam every once in a while." He smiled at the demons.

"As long as she is on our side and isn't killing demons from the inside anymore." One of the vermin spoke. Sam smiled another smile, but it didn't seem like him. It was more demented. Then the demon that had spoke, blew up.

"My wife's inner Phoebe is dead. Would anybody else like to join?" He took the horrified silence as a no. "Now, the plan worked? Dean has the colt?" Sam asked. The demons nodded. "Good. Then he will attack, I will kill him, and we can continue with our paradise. Now go, get ready."

"Yes father." They all recited.

Sophie and I were in her room, and I was distracting myself with brushing her hair. I was realizing that Sam was in fact evil, and I was hoping that he wasn't my Cole to his Phoebe. I sincerely did not want to be the Queen of all evil.

"Honey, where is your aunt Dylan?" I decided to ask her since I obviously was not going to get any information from my husband. I looked at my huge rock on my finger in disgust.

"Auntie Dylan is at the camp. Don't worry mommy. I know how to teleport there." I was impressed with her power.

"Then why don't you go stay with her for a little while." I didn't want to go back to the past and leave her with this asshole.

"Because daddy put a magical block on the grounds, don't you remember mommy. And I can't leave without supervision selected by him." I was burning with fury. How dare him. Then Sophie got up and went to her teddy bear. She opened the back and pulled out a piece of paper to give to me. It had a poem which I recognized as a spell on it. "Here's your journal mommy." She then went to brush her dolls hair. I thought about the pros and cons of reading the spell, but then went with it. I trusted my little girl, if no one else.

"Reveal to me, what's mine to take. The journeys written for sanity's sake." Then a miniature version of the book of shadows appeared in front of me. I figured I had some research to do, so I started to read up, and what I found was the largest headache of a life ever.

Entry 1

Sam and Dean are so stubborn. They beat me and Dylan and we are Scorpios. They still refuse to team up again. Cass told me that I should go to visit Sam and try my hardest to get him to come home. I've been trying for about a year, going back and forth when I have the time. Anyways, with all the alone time I've been spending with Sam, I must admit that feelings have started to develop, even though I will deny it to the end to his face. In December, I had a brief moment of weakness and we shared a kiss. Quickly after that, I came back to the manor and hadn't spoken to him since. But then in February, I went to see Sam for the whole greater good crap. When we were alone in his apartment however, one thing led to the other and we had sex. What's my point? Well it is now April of 2012, and I have found out that I am pregnant. At least I'm not the first. Kimberly is pregnant and will be going into labor in three months. I must say, I did not see her and Dean happening. But at least I don't have to deal with having 'Wyatt'.

Entry 2

So it's been awhile, but I had nothing of importance to put in here. Sam and I decided that since we did care for each other and was having a baby together, that we should elope. He still refused to hunt, and because I was having a baby, I decided that the baby should be out of harm's way so I moved in with Sam. I was only an orb away after all. Anyway, I gave birth in November to a beautiful little girl named Sophia Alyssa Winchester. Kimberly gave birth in the August before Sophie was born to a gorgeous girl named Selena Mary Winchester. Dean sent Sam and I an invitation to the shower, but Sam didn't want to go so I went by myself. And Dylan and Cass were made godparents of Selena. Everyone came to my shower except for Dean of course, but I didn't blame him. He really didn't owe Sam anything. Kimberly was named God mother of Sophie and her cousin Jevaun was made godfather. Now, Sophie just had her first birthday a week ago when everything went to hell. Lucifer came for his vessel. Of course Sam told him to shove it, but Lucifer gave him a choice. Apparently this vessel thing runs in the family. If Sam said no, he would just wait for Sophie to be of age to say yes. The devil left Sam to think it over, but today he came to hear the final answer. Sam didn't tell me that he chose already. It was just as much of a shock to me as anyone else. Sam said yes to the devil. My husband isn't here anymore. He's possessed by the top demon. Now, I'm alone, in our Detroit apartment with our child. I don't know what to do.

Entry 3

I hate him! You took my husband, and now this! It's 2015. Lucifer showed up to the manor today, wearing Sam's meat suit only to shatter my heart. I was sitting in the living room and crying, looking at an old picture of Sam, Sophie and I, when Sophie teleported into my arms crying. I tried to sooth her and put her back in her crib, when I walked into her nursery to find Sam/Lucifer sitting in the rocking chair with a smug smile on his face.

"She doesn't remember her father?" he asked.

"She doesn't have one." I waved my hand and he flew into the wall. With the commotion, Kimberly and Dylan came running in. The three of us stood up to the devil and watched him rise. "What do you want?" I asked.

"You as my queen. You, me and Sophie can be a family again Shar." I told him to get out and we tried to fight, but then he got annoyed with our stubbornness and sent us flying. Kimberly tried to blow him up, which only irritated him. He snapped his fingers and she exploded. Time seemed to slow down after that. There was screaming and crying from me and Dylan. Dean and Cass were out and we couldn't call him because Cass isn't an angel anymore. Then he grabbed Dylan by the neck. "Come with me or she dies too." Dylan told me to refuse, but I already knew he wasn't bluffing after he killed Kim. I accepted the offer. Now I'm prisoner in some huge house in God only knows were. I only agreed to keep everyone I love alive, but I will kill him and all demons from the inside. If I must be the Queen of all evil, then he will feel my wrath.

I kept reading. There were various plans and vanquishes I wrote down. My latest plan was to get Sophie out of this house. I was able to magically contact Dylan over the years, but now that there was a magical block on the house, it was harder. Sophia and I weren't allowed to go anywhere without either his or 'a power of three' demon's supervision. I was trying to figure out a way to get Sophie out the house without alerting anyone, so that she could teleport to the camp where Dean and Dylan were. I couldn't let Lucifer raise my child into evil. I then closed the book, but a picture fell out of it. It was the picture of Sam, Sophie and me. We were so happy. I flipped it over and saw the writing on the back. It read:

While we were happy. The best and worst day of our life. November 23rd 2013.

As I cross referenced the date with the entries, I realized that that was the day that Sam said yes to the devil. The picture looked like we were out in the park. He probably took us out for a family outing before he said yes that night. As I continued to read the back of the picture, I saw the reversal spell for the journal.

"Hide from me so no one can take, the journeys written for sanity's sake." The book transformed into the original paper with the little spell on it and I stuffed it back into the teddy bear. At that point, all I could hope was that Dylan's future was better than mine.