Chapter 27 Her Inner Turmoil Part 1

Ohayo Minna! Guess what everyone? My first test is all done! YAAY! . . ^o^! Too bad I have two more of them to take..T^T I reeaally hate taking them ;( Oh well,I'll have to deal with it, and moving onto more positive matters, 132 reviews... ...I LOVE YOU ALL! *jumps in air, does victory dance and hugz you all tightly* YAY! I am in such a good mood right now! I managed to find another fairytail fan-girl in this ridiculous blizzard called school! I WAS SO FREAKING HAPPY! X3 And because I am, here's da chappy! ^^ Enjoy!

Normal P.O.V

The following morning, the cinnamon-haired mage woke up, tangled badly, in the fire-dragon-slayers arms. Her heart-beat quickened slightly before she shook it off, forcing her face to remain emotionless as she moved his bulky,warm and crushing arm off of her waist. In response to the sudden action the fire-mage whined, and clutched onto her harder,his head making its way into the crook of her neck.

The spirit-mage sucked in a breath through gritted teeth and once again,attempted to remove his arm off of her.

¨Stttoopp ittt Llllluuu..¨Lucy froze and her eyes widened as the still asleep dragon-slayer almost murmured her name. Her heart beat sped up and she began to frantically tug against his body, roughly making an escaping and panting in exhaustion as she caught her breath at the side of the bed.

As soon as her warmth faded the slayers arms began shifting around to find it,increasing their desperate search with each moment. The spirit-mage took a glance at the twisting and turning boy and offered him her pillow, being careful to weave her arms out of his embrace. After seeing that he accepted the pillow (stuffed his face into it) she quietly made her way to the window and jumped out onto the quiet streets.

L/MSF's P.O.V

I quietly walked out along the silent and glanced around...No matter how long I've been here, I just can't seem to get used to all these changes...Changes for the good...Changes for the bad...Especially changes for the bad...No one here bothers to look what really happens in those cut off alleyways...Only coming to help when the person screams...Or a request is sent out...

It's sad really.

All those people who end up dying miserably...even though they had so much potential...But then again at least some enjoy having their life like that..Being a street thug...homeless...

I shook my head and sighed as I neared the entrance to the woods. I wish I could help them...But then again some are happy..and some good things wouldn't have happened without them...

You should go help them...Ridiculous bastards are wasting their life and breath as thugs...Might as well end their pathetic lives if they can't even be useful ne?

*SLAP*

A stinging sensation buzzed in my cheek as I lowered my arm. Damn General. He knows I don't fight for him any more...He knows I loathe him and every other person in his organization. Damn, rotten bastard...that General...

Kill...Kill...Kill...You know you want to...We both do...

I shook my head frantically and ran faster into the forest, focusing on only my running and paced breathing. After running for what seemed like hours, I finally skid to a stop and looked around.

I was surrounded by vegetation from all sides, barely making out a small stream to my right. I walked around in the wilderness and thought about Rusty. I wonder if she made it...Knowing him her progress was probably slowed down considerably but at least she still made it out without being attacked right away...I hate those attacks...Even though Rusty was strong, like Panther-Lily her energy, and magic attacks eventually exhausted, what then? The General would probably torture her and skin off her skull, leaving just enough for her to survive a day or two more...

Even worse he could do...

Mind control.

Of all of his attacks that's the one I hate the most. He'll use your strengths and weaknesses against you until they form another conscience...One of high paranoia, and murder. The worst is when he'll stop, you'll not only feel the pain and guilt of killing someone, but also feel exactly what the victim felt. If you scream you get punished so bad you'd rather die, if you dare make any comment at all when he's not commanding you to or you lie, he'll do the dirtiest and most vile things with/to your body. And if you dare breathe without his permission you'll be killed at the spot...

Quite a bloody person he is...quite a rotten one, that general...How I knew him was beyond my understanding as I never actually met him...I have a feeling the owner of this body did though...It would explain the small marks or slight scratches left from huge gashes, and wounds.

Such a wrong thinking conscience you have,don't ya darling? Well how about your good friend Little Mr. General helps patch them up, ne?

A large buzzing sensation over-took my head and my vision blurred as I desperately tried to tug back the sleep.

No,no,no,no my darlin', no resistance...Don't you remember what happens then dear? I think it's about time you remember it...

¨AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!¨

I screamed as loud as I could as I fell to my knees clutching my head tightly, my fingernails digging into my soft head skin, and drawing blood causing me to scream louder.

When the shocks and pain finally stopped, her body collapsed bruised and blacked on the ground, a whirl of whimpering burnt cinnamon.

Bad little girl, bad, you filthy pile of worthlessness...

¨S-s-shut u-up..¨ A pained whisper made its way out into the smoking air around her.

Worthless pile of ugliness, I wonder why you're even alive? Nobody cares about you after all..

¨Shu-ut up, that's not true..¨

It isn't? My darling I do believe it was you, whose family abandoned them and you, whose friends replaced you...You're telling me that's not true?

¨Shut up, my parents didn't abandon me they had no choice! Both in this body and my own!¨

And your friends? Where are they now hmm? You don't understand my dear, your friend the General only wants to help..If only you'd listen to him, rather than your unloving 'friends'.

Her body trembled and shook. ¨NO! My friends do care! They do!¨

And what 'friends' would those even be?

¨I-I have Rusty, and Igneel and all the other dragons and Wendy too!¨

Pfft, indeed, those beasts as friends...

I felt anger and rage course through my body ¨IGNEEL IS NOT AN BEAST! HE'S A DRAGON JUST LIKE THE OTHERS ARE! AND DON'T YOU DARE CALL WENDY OR RUSTY A BEAST YOU BASTARD!¨

Tsk,insolent human girl..What HUMAN friends do you have?! Huh? WHAT human friends do you indeed HAVE?!

¨I h-have Wendy! And N-Natsu! And all of FairyTail too!¨

Really? That worthless shack? Pfft, people don't give a rat's ass about you...

¨YOU SHUT UP! HOW YOU KNOW?! FAIRTAIL IS NOT A SHACK AND STOP CALLING IT LIKE IT'S SOME KIND OF DUMPSTER!¨

I prefer the term 'worthless human trash' to be honest...Ahh, looks like my time is up isn't it sweet pea?

¨YOU COWARD! STOP RUNNING AWAY FROM THE TRUTH AND FACE IT!¨

...There is no truth...There are only the lies people tell you to make themselves feel better...

¨No it isn't! There is truth! You just can't accept it because of him! Stop letting him corrupt your mind!¨

Hahaha..I'm afraid my dear this isn't like the last time, I'm not in his control anymore...Rather, doing it myself...

My eyes widened and I began trembling violently ¨No! H-h-how is that possible!?¨

Surprised, aren't we dearie?

¨HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?! TELL ME!¨

Now, why would I tell such a thing as you that? Simple; I wouldn't. Well good-bye dear, you resisted this time and I'll let you live, but next time, hehehe...

¨NO! GOD DAMN IT GENERAL GET BACK HERE!¨

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¨ANSWER ME DAMMIT!¨

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¨Bastard...¨

So that's the end of part one!^^ Has anybody guessed who the 'General' is yet? No? Well write down what you think in your review! Sorry about the increase of swear words, but I had to put them in for the plot's sake and 'The General's' character! I wrote this chapter up because I realized that in my story everything seems a little too carefree, so here's some of the thoughts that really go through Lucy's head and stuff she suffers while holding an emotionless mask! Part 2 may or may not be up today too, depending on the reviews and my energy! Well, hope you enjoyed part 1 Minna! Remember; 3-5 reviews for da next chappy! Me wubs you alll! X3 Bye-bye! ~Cherrila ^o^