Dear: Brooke

I have something I need to tell you. When I saw you when I saw you with my daughter. I just don't know I just it brought up a lot of feelings. I talked to Peyton she tell me I need to tell you. She says she'll understand maybe even I don't know. Brooke I still feel the same way I did a long time ago. I will always love Peyton but you you I'm in love with you. I know you have Julian and I know I'm in here but I just had to tell you I didn't know what else today. I talked to Haley today. It was good it was like old times. She even brought up my closeness with you. Then Nathan got home he wanted to talk. We talked about Dan the kids Haley him everything that's been going on but mostly you. Yes me if I can remember the first time I knew I loved you. I smiled to myself on the side. You said you do you don't you. I said remember the night of the party the one where Peyton got drugged. He said of course. That was the first time I knew I loved you I don't want to things happen and I had to happen. But I still love you Brooke. All of you forever. Just please don't hate me just please don't.

Loving you always Lucas