Subject: Lty ch.14

I had just walked into the house long day. Julian was finally home. When I walked in the house I heard sounds coming from the bedroom. I wasn't sure what it was. I walked closer then I realized someone was in my bed making love. I cross my fingers that Peyton needs a place to be with her boyfriend. Or that Haley and Nathan needed a place. As I approached I knew neither one of those were true. I knew what I was gonna see if I open that door. I honestly wasn't that surprised. I don't feel angry or sad. I felt stupid for not realizing how right Luke was. I walked in Julian saw my face. "Brooke I can explain." he said. "I don't care I just don't care I'm not even angry I'm not sad. It's over your stuff and get out." I said calmly. I picked up the phone and dialed Peyton's number. "Aunt Brooke." Sawyer holler. "Hi sweetie can I talk to your mom?" I asked. "Yelp." she said. "Hey Brooke I thought you enjoy them were supposed to have a romantic night." Peyton said. "Well he had other plans with someone else and well he still there with them in the my house right now." I said. " Brooke on my gosh I'm so sorry." Peyton said. Come over here come over to my house right now I'll ask my boyfriend to leave and we can call Haley." Peyton suggested. "No it's OK I'm just going to go for a walk." I said. "Please Brooke please come over." She said sounding really worried. "Seriously it's OK really." I said hanging up. I walked around for a few minutes when a car pulled up. I didn't recognize the car it was black and had tinted windows. "Oh I'm so glad we found you." Peyton said on the passenger seat. "Jake? Jake Jake your boyfriend?" I asked totally shocked. "Yeah finally told Luke." Peyton said. "What was his reaction?" I asked. "He was pretty OK with it considering he's in love with my best friend." She said with said with a smirk. I stared at her I had no idea that he had told Peyton. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Peyton." I said hoping our friendship wouldn't be screwed up again. "Don't be Brooke don't be sorry I'm really happy with Jake we have Jenny, we have Sawyer and we have you and we have Luke. You know I want you to be happy too. I think you can be with Lucas." She explained. "I'm scared Peyton." I admitted. "I know sweetie take it slow see what happens now to get over everything that's been happening Julian. Brooke let's go back to our house." Peyton said. I was there the next day when Luke called the to talk to Swayer. I heard her tell him I was there. Then he asked to talk to Peyton. She's OK Luke I promise. Peyton said into the phone. She's not ready to talk to you yet I'm sure she will soon. (Three weeks later) I work at the courage to write like a letter. Dear: Luke I don't even know what to say. I'm so sorry how I acted. You were so right about Julian and everything else you said. I don't know why but I always feel like I need to run when it comes to you. You scare me more than anyone or anything else. I still love you I'll always love you I think somewhere in my heart. I would like to give us a try I promised to talk to you and tell you exactly what I want. So what I want is for us to go slow and see where this all helps too. For now I have to go love Brooke. I nervously sent a letter and waited.