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This is: All That I Have

I don't own PJO.

May

Summary preview: You just can't accept that he's gone.

-100DIWPJ-

So maybe attempting to host the Oracle's spirit hadn't been my best idea.

And maybe sometimes I would forget what just happened and see fear in Luke's eyes as he watched me with careful wariness.

And yes, okay, I couldn't cook to save my life, had a secret fear that if I didn't place the stuffed toys on the walkway, monster's would come into my house and kill both me and my son in our sleep, had issues with connecting with the world outside my mind, and was certain that the god who once loved me would come back one day.

That didn't mean I was insane.

It just meant that I have serious paranoia and a bit of a delusional issue. Plenty of people in the world can't cook.

Still... even on my best day I could hardly attach myself to what was going on in the world outside my thoughts. My darling son would often ask me the same question multiple times before I got he message and answered.

Luke was so cute sometimes.

"Kool-Aid?" I asked, walking into the kitchen, expecting to see Luke already there, having made some sort of edible breakfast. I frowned when he didn't answer me.

"Do you want me to get you some Kool-Aid, Luke?" I asked turning around, scanning the room for him. Nothing. I flinched before deciding to check his room.

Clothes were missing.

A strangled cry escaped my lips before I bit my lip and shook my head.

Of course Luke hadn't left. He probably just went to school and I had misplaced the laundry. Of course. Silly me, thinking that he had...

"You are all that I have left, baby boy." I whispered to myself, going back into the kitchen to make some new Kool-Aid. And maybe a snack for Luke so he wouldn't be hungry when he got home.

"He's going to make you proud one day, Hermes. I can tell." I praised while opening the cabinets, an absent smile on my face.

Maybe I would just dust off the stuffed toys after I made snacks.

Just until Luke came home.

-100DIWPJ-

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