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Something must be wrong with me. I know this sounds crazy, but nothing like this had ever happened to me before. Maybe I had gotten a disease from the humans which affected vampires. It's the only thing I could think of because I did not feel like my old self. My stomach felt as if something were inside it fluttering around making me wants to eject all the blood I have ever drunk. Chuck Bass did not sick and he most certainly did not spend the entire night watching a girl sleep instead of fucking her brains out and yet that is exactly what I had done. I have no idea when things changed and I went from wanting to sleep with her to needing to comfort her.
We had not even kissed though I am sure if my stupid conscious (something I had known I had until last night) had not made an appearance I would have not only kissed her, but done a lot more as well and yet when I looked in to her dark eyes I couldn't do it. I could not take advantage of her in such a way. I was a vampire for crying out loud! Taking advantage of people is what I did and I was good at it. So this is why I assume something must be wrong with me. Blair Waldorf had infected me with something and now I had to find some way to get rid of it. That is why after Blair fell asleep with me holding her (something else I did not do ever) I had decided to go and find the first available female I could and fuck Blair and these feelings out of my head.
It had been easy enough to find a girl once I entered Victrola. A busty blond made her way over to me and without much work on my part I soon had her in my room at the Palace. She was beautiful as far as humans went I suppose. I mean most human men would kill to be in my place right now as she slid her hands down my chest and pressed her lips to mine as she fell backwards on my bed. I fell with her and pressed my lips to her pulse point because I usually didn't kiss woman on the lips due to the fact it held a certain amount of intimacy I did not want with them. There were of course occasions when I would break my own rule, but for the most part I stuck to it.
"I am so glad you came in to the club tonight." She said and I rolled my eyes because I did not bring her back to my place for conversation. "All the guys there were a total bore and I was getting to leave until you showed up. You were my saving grace."
I was used to dealing with woman like this. They wanted to hear you say how your life was dull until they came along. Women such as this thrived on being the center of attention. "I think that you saved me. I walked in and saw an angel Stacy."
The blonds face scrunched up and I suddenly realized that her name was Stella not Stacy. Stacy was the blond I had been with last week. Stella opened her mouth to say something, but since I was not in a mood to deal with a lecture or tears I easily entered her mind and changed what I had said to be her name and it worked as she smiled brightly at me with perfect white teeth and plastic surgery lips. She went back to placing kisses along my chest and I tried to get in to his by grabbing her hair, but something did not feel right. I just wasn't in to this or in to her and that only reinforced my belief that I was sick with something.
Her lips were not puffy enough and her hair was too bright. I didn't like her crystal blue eyes and instead longed for dark deep brown. Her height was all wrong as well. She was too tall with skin much too tan. I knew what I wanted and it wasn't her. It would never be this excuse for a human female. She was too generic. I wanted someone different. I wanted a girl who exceeded all expectations and well Stella just did not do that no matter how hard she may try and she did try. All the work she had done on her body was a cry to be noticed, but really all it did was made her like everyone else. She was so busy trying to be perfect that she lost any spark that may make her unique.
"I need a drink." I grumbled running my fingers in my hair. Stella's thoughts indicated that she wanted a drink as well, but it was too bad for her that we did not share the same tastes. "It really was a pleasure meeting you Stella. While you may not be able to satisfy my desires in one way I know that you can in another."
Before she had a chance to reply or even scream out my fangs penetrated the soft flesh of her throat. Her warm life essence trickled down my throat and I groaned in satisfaction. This is exactly what I needed. It would help me to clear my mind so that I could figure what exactly to do about this unfortunate situation with Blair. First I would obviously have to talk to Serena since she seemed to be the resident expert in all things related to the Queen B. There was absolutely no doubt in my mind that my soon to be step sister would not help me willingly, but that was alright by me. Breaking through her resistance would be easy enough to do. First thing was first though I needed to get Stella out of my sight hopefully so I would never need to see her again.
Pulling my fangs from her throat I licked my bloody lips as I gazed in to her blue eyes making sure she was under my influence. "You had the time of your life here tonight Stella. If anyone asks you met a very nice man who gave you exactly what you needed, but you do not remember his name or what he looks like since you drank a little too much. Oh and on a side note you should probably ease up on the hair spray next time because it makes your skin taste disgusting not that it was anything special on its own. Now there is a limo downstairs waiting to take you back home. When you get home drink some orange juice and get some rest."
The girl nodded before standing up and grabbing her jacket off the floor. Usually I wouldn't care if she took care of herself after leaving, but my father would have a fit if a dead human was found especially if he could link it to me. After she was gone I decided to take a shower in order to get her scent off of me as I waited for Serena to get home so I could learn more about her best friend and what she could have possibly done to me. As soon as I had the answers I needed then I work on finding out a proper solution.
TBC…
AN: This is the second half of the last chapter and so I hope that you all liked it. In the next chapter the first half with have Chuck/Serena and then the second half will have Chuck/Blair. Let me know what you all thought about this.
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