I had to put distance between us, I'm sure she wasn't aware of the atomic effect she was having on me...and I'm still not understanding it myself either.

I hear fast footsteps approaching and , between all the buzzing of traffic and over excited citizens of Tokyo...I was able to pin point who was following fastly behind just by the recognition of sent...I could feel my fist balling up and my skin feeling tight around each strained knuckle.

damn him...why couldn't he just stay back.

but another smell mixed with his was there as well...she was there too...

damnit can't a guy leave to clear his thoughts without being interrupted. *

my heart was racing..then I started to feel it again...the demonic urge..the humming of blood flowing from each vein then I became thirsty...a thirst I never experienced before ..a thirst so potent that it left my throat and stomach burning.

i heard someone yelling out my name, I pushed myself to go faster, without using my powers...doing so would leave lots of questioning.

I saw an alley way coming up...I turned my head slightly to see where they were..

but between all the chaos of rushing people I could barely see them, town was good for that... blocking people out by slowing them down.

I huffed and popped my collar up as I slowly disappeared Into the shadows of the alleys.

when I was sure no prying eyes could see I took one giant leap in the air and landed on top of one of the towers.

I looked down, still trying to calm my raging heart rate...praying at the live city below.

I closed my eyes to concentrate on sound.

after a few seconds I was able to make out their voices... far below in the crowd he heard her say.

"why'd he get up and just take off like that..." she seemed upset...maybe even hurt by my departure

Trevor response was sorta on the same page. " I'm sorry Mrs. Kagome, I honestly don't understand what's been up with him lately...his been edgy."

I narrowed my brows in annoyance as their conversation continued.

" I wish he would've stayed ... I wanted to at least have a few drinks with him. " she said above a whisper.

after that I could hear their sighs of disappointment as they started to turn back to the club.

I pull my collar loose to breathe, i dunno what's wrong with me. I stagger to my bathroom and turn on the sink... i splash some cold water on my face and through my hair... both hands on each side of the sink, i close my eyes and try to calm myself...but i was burning up...

every inch of my body was fevered...i was hot, thirsty and irritated.

what's going on with me...in all my years ive NEVER experienced...such liquid heat that nows flowing through my veins.

SHATTERING GLASS*

I snapped back to reality when i realized my grip on the sink caused it to crumble and shatter...water was spraying everywhere .." uh fuck"

i shook my head and huffed out a sigh of frustration.." great...just what i didn't need right now...looks like ill be pulling longer shifts at the club"

i turned the water off and started out towards my bed ..

unbuttoning my shirt, i flopped down on the mattress.

that devil woman did something to me, i dunno what it was, rather it was a curse, a spell or some sort of ritual...but something was going on with me that i havent felt in a very very long time...she awoken a part of me that i long forgot.

ive been living amongst humans for decades, hiding my true identity. Never once slipped up, or lost control...until today.

my skin felt like it was blistering, my throat was dying for a drink that water couldn't sustain.

a faint knocking echoed throughout my apartment.

i held my breath.

it hit me like a ton of bricks who was at the other side of my door...i could smell her skin, i could faintly hear her heartbeat from the thundering mine was creating.

i heard a faint

" Inuyasha... it's me Kagome, i uh...im sorry to just randomly show up like this..., Traver gave me your address and um...asked me to check in on you...you left rather abruptly and i was worried... i wanted to make sure you were okay...are you there?"

*shes worried about me?...why?*

I tried my best to muster up my voice to where the shaking couldn't be noticeable.

" Go back, please... I'm fine" my voice was gruff and cracking.

" you don't sound fine...may i please come in...i just wanna check in on you..i promise ill leave afterwards"

this isn't a good idea...shes the reason im feeling this way.. if i open the door i dont trust myself not to do something reckless*

kagome stood outside Inuyasha's door, listening... waiting

on ANY sign of response...when she didn't get one she looked down at the floor below and sighed out

" alright...fine, I'll go "

she was just getting ready to turn away from the door when inuyasha opened the door and grabbed her arm yanking her inside.

once inside he slammed the door behind her and pushed her up against the wall, she winced.

" WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO ME?'' Inuyasha hollowed

she was confused at the accusation " what are you talking about?... I haven't done anything"

" BULLSHIT, YOU DID SOMETHING TO ME. EVER SINCE YOU STARTED WORKING AT THE CLUB THINGS HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT... I'VE BEEN DIFFERENT... SOMETHING ITS CHANGING...IN ME...INSIDE ME! SOMETHING YOU STARTED!...TELL ME KAGOME...WHO-THE-HELL ARE YOU...AND WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO ME?"

His face was scrunched up like he was in pain...but she still didn't understand why she was being accused as the source of his anguish.

" i...i honestly dont know what you mean..i" she stuttered

his face softened, even though the blazing flames of lust flickered within his golden irises.

" you ...you cast a spell on me...didn't you devil woman?...That's why i can't get you out of my head...you make me hunger in a way I've never felt.. why'd you do this to me?... why'd you make me crave you, thirst for you...why do you burn me so?.."

Kagome's eyes widened as she watched him struggle to stand, gasping to breathe as sweat dripped from each narrowed brow.

" Inuyasha...i honestly don't know what's wrong with you... Frankly im a little concerned... you're talking in Riddle's and making zero sense...you say I'M the reason for your pain...yet i haven't done anything to you besides come here outta concern for a fellow worker...why are you pushing your blame on me when i havent done anything to you in the first place.

My hand moved on its own accord, and it was useless to try and stop it...before i knew what was happening...i was caressing her bottom lip, feeling her warm breath against my finger made wanting her so much more intense.

I raised her face up to meet mine and i lowered my head merely inches away from her lips. " you do more to me than what you may think devil woman, you started this fire...you will be the one to put it out" she went to reply back but was cut off by my lips...

i tried to hold back...i really did, but i couldn't stand the heat anymore.

she tried pushing me away but...it just drove me more wild with need..

her taste was intoxicating...with each flick of her tongue i dove in deeper, harder needing more, wanting more...

she tried to wiggle herself free...but my mind was elsewhere, my instincts reacted.

I moved her hands above her head and pushed my body up against hers to stop her from trying to escape.

but to my dismay i tasted something that knocked me out of my demonic daze...i tasted salt...i was able to push myself away once everything came into focus

Kagome was crying...she was shaking with fear and crying...

I took a few steps back hands up in the air...

Through reckless sobs she hurried to the door. " I'm sorry i showed you any concern at all...if I knew you were a monster.. I would've never even batted an eye lash in your direction" she said through clenched teeth. " why'd you have to be just like everyone else...i thought you were different. "

she twisted the door handle to open it when she heard him whimper out.

" please, stay!"

" After what just happened,how can you possibly think i would?"

She opened the door and disappeared from my sight.

once she was gone, my legs could no longer hold me up, so i slumped to the floor with a thump.

And i stayed there...and stayed there...i let the darkness welcome me...as i let out a pain wrenching scream...