AN: Gooooooooooooooooooood evening my Imperial Storm Army! So sorry for the delays again! I had a million things to do with no time to do them and with no sleep. Afterwards, I crashed...hard. Lol. Anyways. I'm sorry guys and gals! Things are calming down now, and I gotten enough sleep, so I'm ready to come to back to work! Also, someone asked, I think it was a friend, that if they could buy my book and use it to help their loved ones who are struggling with self-harm? And the answer is yes! I encourage people who are struggling to give it a read, and/or friends and family to read it and use it to help them. So everyone is welcome to it. I encourage everyone to give it a read and help me spread awareness! Alright, let's go!

spnfanforlife-Gabey! He's my candy man ;) Lol. LET'S GO!

NightReader22-Love Gabe! Miss him so much...*sniff* Lol! I get to torment the poor guy! MUAHAHAHA!

Ruby-Thank you my darling! And I used to, I don't much anymore.

Avalin Rose Ellyot-No wincest here darling! I can't write it to save my life. Anyways, I write the boys how I see them, which is father and son. So yeah.

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S-She Lacerated Me (Season 4: Siren AU)

Sam watched as Ruby's mangled body burned before him. After what went down with the siren, he snuck out after Dean and Bobby turned in for the night. He and Dean went back to Bobby's to do something. So far, Sam and Dean have been avoiding each other to the extreme. Not being able to take it much longer, he summoned Ruby and took her knife from her. He then mangled her to the point where she wasn't recognizable.

It didn't make him feel better though.

"Feels like the time Dad died." Sam mumbled to himself.

He didn't want to stay, but the fire was keeping him warm. He felt cold lately and he couldn't warm.

"I deserve it though." He whispered to himself.

He continued to watch the fire burn, wanting to jump into burning pile and just let go. He kept thinking about what he had said to Dean, and he didn't mean it. Not entirely. It was mostly Ruby's fault. She lied, used him, and hurt him. He got so fed up, he lashed out and killed her before she could do anymore damage.

"Is this a private bon fire or can anyone join?" A voice asked behind him.

"No, you can join me." Sam whispered.

"So. Who we burning?" Dean asked.

"Ruby." Sam said with malice.

Dean looked at Sam in shock.

"Why?" Dean asked carefully.

"She lacerated me, so I mangled her." Sam spat with venom.

Dean looked at his brother in complete shock, but he felt proud of him. Sam finally realized that Ruby wasn't him, that eventually she was going to hurt him badly. Dean put his arm around Sam.

Sam leaned into his brother, laying his head on Dean's shoulder, and Dean pulled him in closer protectively. This was a way for them for forgiving each other about what happened.

"Come on kiddo. Bedtime. We got work to do." Dean said leading his brother back to the house.

"Yeah we do." Sam said following his brother.

All was forgiven and they were going to be okay.

Aw...I really dislike Ruby, so she died. Sorry Ruby fans! Don't kill me! *hides*

Until Next Time! Give my new book It's Never Too Late a read, and help spread awareness for self-harm and suicide.