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Blair and I found a room upstairs away from the party. It appeared to be an office of some kind complete with an oak desk and laptop computer. The second I had kicked the door closed making sure it was locked since I did not want to be interrupted anytime soon, Blair basically attacked me though not with violent intentions obviously. I found it ironic she was acting so much like a wild animal when it fact I was a vampire and more animal like than she was. Her hands fisted in my hair as her lips crushed to mine allowing me to taste her cherry lip balm. It wasn't as good as human blood, but damn did it come close.

Both of my hands went to her waist after I used one arm to clear off the desk sending everything including the laptop crashing to the floor and smashing in to pieces. I really need to be careful of my strength unless I wanted Blair to end up like that laptop and I doubted she would be this much fun in that kind of condition. Lifting her up on to the desk I stood between her legs setting my hands on her thighs and pushing her dress up slowly. I didn't want to rush her in to anything and if it were any other girl I would take what I wanted and not bother with what the girl wanted, but this wasn't any other girl it was Blair and like it or not I did care.

"Aren't you glad that I don't follow the rules now?" I smirked and pulled away allowing her to catch a breath that I had no need for, but pretended to need anyways so that I wouldn't blow my cover. "If I had listened to you and stayed away you would still be bored out of your mind pretending to be the perfect society princess. You know I think you need a crown to complete the look. Perhaps I will buy you one because we both know you don't want to leave that up to Nate since it is obvious I know you better. If I buy you a crown I do hope you'll wear it for me and I mean only the crown."

The brunette gave me a look full of disgust and choice to ignore my crown comment. "Nate loves me and I love him. The only reason I am here with you right now is because my boyfriend just can't give me what I need and you can. Don't go getting any stupid ideas in your head like thinking that I could ever have any actual feelings for you. You knew what this was when it started and it is going to stay that way plan and simple. Now shut up and kiss me or I am leaving to find something more interesting to do with my time."

I shrugged letting her think that she had won the battle for now. I instead focused on leaving little bite marks on the pale column of her throat. I could hear her blood flowing under the skin and my baser instinct wanted me to sink my teeth in to her throat. One little bite wouldn't hurt would it? She didn't even have to know what I was doing. Just because I was not able glamour her it did not mean I couldn't drink from her. She would think it was a love bite and nothing more. My hunger would be sated plus I really wanted a simple little taste.

Before I could stop myself I gave in to my vampiric urges and sank my fangs in to the tender flesh of her throat. I felt her skin tear and heard her moan. She seemed to like the feeling. When the first drop of her blood hit my tongue I was lost. It was the most amazing thing I had ever tasted before and I've drank from a lot of people. I wanted more and I had to have it no matter what. There was no longer a choice in the matter. Even if I had wanted to stop I wouldn't be able to do so.

After a moment or two I realized that Blair had tried push me away, but I hadn't noticed until her arms fell away and by that point I managed to pull my fangs from her neck and look down at her. I saw that she was passed out and immediately I started to panic. I picked her up when I realized that she had passed out from blood loss. I had taken too much from her. If I didn't her to a hospital and fast she could very well die. The thought of her forever dead left a lump in my throat. I would rather have her undead than dead forever, but I couldn't turn her not without her permission that was a vampire rule and without her conscious I couldn't very well ask her. She would probably think I was crazy anyways. I know if our positions were switched I would think she was crazy if she told me she was a vampire.

I unlocked the door to make sure that nobody was around to see what I was about to do. I could get in to big trouble from the vampire council if they found out I had used my powers when humans were around. As soon as I was sure that it was clear I started running at my top speed. To the humans who may catch a glimpse of me it was not as if they would be able to really see. I would be nothing more than a blur to them.

"I need some help!" I called out as we entered the hospital. I slowed down right as we got to the emergency room. "This girl is suffering from severe blood loss."

I watched as Blair was carted off and I prayed to whatever god who listened to vampires that she would be alright. I knew now that I had feelings for her even if I could not determine exactly what feelings they were. I hoped she would survive so that I could figure them out, in order to do that I needed her alive and scheming like she loved to do because my un-life wouldn't be the same without her.

TBC…

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