Chapter Two

Many weeks passed and I managed to shoot spitballs at a teacher, rip up my unfinished homework in class, make annoying noises during important tests, and start food fights. Light is very proud of me. But I haven't had any change what's so ever with my mother. Very disappointing.

I'm sitting on Light's living room couch watching an anime called Naruto Shippuden while eating some small candies in a bowl on the coffee table in front of me. I didn't expect Light's house to be so clean and organized. His mother just left for work, so we have the whole house to ourselves.

When commercials come on, Light turns to me, "I've been wanting to ask you something Lawliet."

I glanced at him for a moment, then proceeded to stare at the television, "what is it Light?"

"Remember our first time in the Dean's office, and she said your file was clean?"

"Yeah, what of it?"

"I was wondering if you had ever gotten in trouble, like, even a little before then?"

"Not really Light."

"Oh, well I have a different story. I always got in trouble, elementary through now in high school. Just a constant streak of trouble."

"You know what Light; I have a question for you too. Why did you keep on looking at me on the first day we talked?"

Light looked surprised, then quickly settled. "Ok, remember when you said that you didn't like to be touched? Well… do you like this?" He then placed his hand on my groin and leaned in.

Everything just got awkward. I didn't encourage it, but I also didn't protest. I don't know what I felt; this was all going by so quickly. I had never been in this position before.

Light leaned his body closer to me, and then whispered in my ear. "I take it you've never been touched like this before. What do you think?"

I began to stutter, "I- uh, I…" This seemed so wrong, but yet so right. Was I growing feelings for this man? And if so, what kind of feelings? Love or lust? Just to see how it would feel. I gave something to Light that I couldn't give to anyone else ever again, my first kiss.

I turned my head to the right, shut my eyes, and let my mouth do all the work. Light was very gentle, not hasty or rough. Just at the speed I preferred and gentle, oh so gentle. His kiss was so… sweet and delicious. His lips were perfect and gorgeous. I wanted this moment to never end, to never be interrupted.

But life does have to go on. Light pulled away just as the show came back on, and he left me speechless. I was so warm and plushy. So happy, so lustful. But most of all, so loveable.

Light was his old normal self. As if nothing had happened. "Ah Sakura, you're such a whore." I managed to snap back into reality and laugh at his joke.

I wanted more, it was so quick, so fast that there wasn't enough time to enjoy the pleasures of being kissed by the most tender and beautiful man on this Earth. He was so sexy; I couldn't help but ask, "What's gunna happen now?"

Light looked at me with a gaze that just melted my heart into butter. "We wait until the next commercial break."

Driving home I realized that I had just made-out with a man, and got aroused by it. I pulled into my driveway, walked into the house, and sat on the couch all while thinking about Light, and that whole experience.

I turned on the television, but never really watched it. Out of the corner of my eye I saw my mother, and she seemed upset. She walked closer to me, and stood right next to me. "L, I just got a phone call from your school… they said that you tripped the lunch lady and she broke her ankle… what have you been doing? This isn't like you…"

I stared at the floor, "Mom, shut up."

She started to sadden even worse, "L…?"

I grabbed the phone from her and dialed Light's number.

"Hello?"

"Hey Mrs. Yagami, its L, is Light there?"

"Oh sure, I'll put him on right away." I heard some shaking, some talking, and then Light's voice. "Yo, what up bro?"

"Hey Light, I need somewhere to stay. I can't stay in my house tonight." Light then sounded surprised, but at the same time happy to have me over for the night. I said I'd be there in two hours, that'd give me enough time to rip into Mom. I handed her the phone back and stood up right in front of her. I was more than a head taller than her, "What do you care what I've been doing? You haven't cared since Amaya was born. Look at how much you've missed; I'm all grown up now. And you can't take those years back and redo them. I have never said this to anyone before, but I'm gunna say it now. I. Hate. You."

Her heart, as well as her face shattered into pieces as I walked passed her. She deserved that. She deserves worse. But I don't think I have the guts to push any harder. I got what I wanted out of my mother. I got my victory and I made my goal. Now the only thing that I want right now is… Light. This whole time I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. He is so different in my eyes now.

He is enhanced.

He is beautiful.

He is gentle.

He is mine.