Dear A,
I'm tired of feeling like this, feeling like any moment you could choose to return, so here I am just waiting and it's the waiting that is the worst part... I feel like that lady in the time traveller's wife-wait okay technically I would be the time traveller's wife, I'm hoping you'd know the story by Audrey Niffenegger or at least have seen the movie... I'm counting or banking on one of the girl's lives you've had-well I'm Clare to a T except of the one certainty she has that whatever happens her husband will come back to her as himself, as Henry wether he be younger or older he is still himself and even that, I can't have with you.
But i know what she meant- when she said that she had no choice in the matter-that she never had a choice-she could never move on after Henry so effectively ingrained himself into her life-she had no choice whatsoever...she couldn't stop herself even if she tried, even if it pained her she would wait for him, put her life on hold for him, cling to him even when it frustrated her to no end, no matter how lonely she was she would remain loyal to him love him and him alone