Title: To Wake Up Beside You

Rating: Mature for incest between foster siblings.

Pairing: Syaoran and Sakura

Chapter Two

After the session, Fai gave Syaoran his usual lecture, "use your body how you want to, and don't feel obligated to please anyone." He'd heard it so many times that, he had to restrain the urge to roll his eyes. Isn't that what he was doing?

Fai dropped him off by the driveway. Syaoran waved him off and walked up to the front door.

"I'm home," he announced, closing the door behind him with the heel of his foot. Slipping off his sneakers next to the rest of the shoes lined up neatly by the entryway.

"Syaoran onii-chan welcome home!" his little sister, Sakura, greeted jogging up to him from out of nowhere, "how was your day?" Still dressed in her uniform, she only in her second year of middle school.

"Not bad, where's Touya?" He asked, glancing around. Usually the older brother figure would've popped out by now.

"He's working late."

"Great," Syaoran grumbled, his stomach gargling with contempt, "what are we going to do about food? I'm starving."

"Touya onii-chan gave me money so that we can order takeout." Sakura said, pulling out the money she kept safely in her sweater pocket. "I would've ordered earlier, but I didn't know what you would want, so what should we have?"

He shrugged, knowing how thoroughly indecisive his sister was, "sushi or hamburgers would be good. Just get something that'll be fast."

"Okay, I'll call Maki Sushi then, because they're usually pretty fast," she turned to leave, but then looked over her shoulder, "do you want anything in particular?"

"At this point in time, I'll eat anything,"

Sakura let out a drawn out, "okay, but don't blame me don't get anything you like," she turned and walked to the kitchen.

Syaoran sighed. A hot bath sounded like heaven right now. Mentally hoping, there would be enough time in between before their dinner would get delivered. Whatever the case, he didn't care. He was going to take a bath if the food arrived early or not.

He walked up to his bedroom.

It was a rather plain room with only a few posters on the walls of the bands he liked. A closed laptop was lying on his unmade bed with the charger cord hanging off his edge. He opened his closet, grabbing a pair of loose sweatpants, a T-shirt and boxers.

"Onii-chan," When he left his room, Sakura was walking down the hallway up to him, "o you're going to take a bath?" she asked. Her gaze drifted to the floor, hands clasped together as if she wanted to ask him something.

He nodded, "is something wrong?"

"Um," she shifted away from him, pushing her hair away from her blushing cheek, "it's kind of silly Toyomo and was teasing me about it at school today."

"About what?"

"Masturbation," she muttered.

Syaoran's eyes widened, "what?!" he nearly exclaimed. Did he really just hear his sister ask about masturbation? Wasn't she too young to know about that? Not that he's one to talk, but…

"W-well in health class, we watched a video on different forms of sex, and when I told Toyomo that I've never tried self-pleasure, she laughed." She explained jutting out her already pouty lower lip.

Syaoran scratched the back of his head not sure what to say, "I see, so why did you want to talk to me about it?"

She let out a flustered sigh and closed her eyes, "I-I know it's kind of weird to ask and feel free to say know, but could you teach me how to masturbate?"

Syaoran couldn't believe he was hearing this from her.

His eyes boggled, "Eh?!"

"Don't react like that!" Sakura whined, clenching her hands into tiny fists at her sides, "I'm already embarrassed enough as it is!"

Syaoran covered his mouth with his hand his eyes skirting away from her gaze, "well how else am I supposed to react?" She was so straight forward, it startled him.

"It's a yes or no question so, so just answer it already," her voice was so tiny like a frightened kitten.

He stared at her.

Never would he have imagined he'd find himself in a situation like this. Of all the things in the world, his little sister was asking him to show her how to masturbate.

It would be easy to turn her down. After all, what did he know about pleasuring a woman? He knew the basic mechanics, but not through experience. Thinking about it now, he was certain that he never laid hands on a woman. Sure, he'd seen plenty naked bodies, dressed in skimpy little cosplay outfits that would have men howling like wolves over.

But, he never batted an eye. Whether that was a sign he preferred men or because it was a daily sight, he could not say.

All the same, he could not deny there was curiosity. The idea of exploring the mysteries of a woman was something he wanted to at least try. He wanted to trace soft curves, squeeze breasts, dip between their folds, taste, kiss, feel, and embrace. He wanted to do it all.

But this was his sister.

Turning her down would be the right thing to do.

He gulped.

Without a second thought, he grabbed her wrist, "c-come with me," pulling her into the bathroom. He brought her in first, backed up inside and shut the door behind him and locked it.

"Okay…go run some water for a bath," he ordered pointing at the porcelain bathtub behind them.

"Why?" she asked, still following his directions, bending over the tub and twisted the faucet.

It was awkward for him to explain, "It's easier to…" he paused, not sure if he had the right choice of words, "it's easier to orgasm underwater."

"I see," she replied without question, sitting on the ledge of the tub, testing the temperature of the water with the tips of her fingers.

Once the bath was filled, Sakura turned off the water. The faucet trickled then went into a series of drips. She looked over at Syaoran her hands fisting bottom of her skirt, "should I take off my clothes?"

Her question was so innocent; it made him want to scream.

He nodded stiffly.

Sakura stood up, putting clamping her hands underneath the trim of her shirt. "D-don't look," she said, "at least not yet."

Wordlessly, Syaoran turned his back to her, knowing that she'd look like all the other women he'd seen naked in his lifetime.

So then, why was his heart pounding so hard?

Clothing rustled and flumped as they fell to the floor. His stomach squeezed. Suddenly, having the urge to unlock the door and run, but when he heard her say, "I'm ready," his body turned around on its own.

His heart leapt to his throat.

Standing before him was an angel bathed in sunlight. The childlike face he'd grown accustomed to seeing looked upon him through a pair of vulnerable jade eyes. Such creamy skin, it looked so smooth begging to be caressed. She had her breasts covered by her arm and shielded her femininity with her unused hand.

His eyes wandered all over her. Where did those elegant curves come from? And did she actually have a cleavage? Her shied to the floor. It gave him the urge to grab her chin and force her to look at him.

"A-are you going to undress too?" she asked in her most quiet voice.

"I…I could if that would make you feel more comfortable," his voice cracked.

"It would probably be easier," she said, reasonably.

"Okay," he reached for his necktie and loosened it.

"Do you want me to look away?"

Syaoran answered honestly, "I really don't care."

Out of politeness, she looked away. Syaoran shrugged off his coat, dropping it beside her pile of clothes. His lips parted, noticing Sakura's small pink panties on top of her clothes. A white silk bow adorned in the center and a lacy white trim. Too cute he thought, biting his lower lip as he untucked his white button up shirt.

After he took off his shirt, he caught Sakura sneaking a peek at him from the corner of her eye. "You can look if you want to," he told her, finding it more embarrassing how shy she was acting around him.

She turned her head enlarged eyes, looking down at his hands as he undid the button of his pants and unzipped the fly. To be quick about it, he took off his boxers at the same time. He hooked his thumbs underneath his socks to pull them off as well.

Now they were both naked, and Syaoran wasn't sure how to feel about it.

He'd stripped naked in front of many. Sometimes he didn't wear clothes for days. Many would stare. Lusty eyes examined his body from head to toe, and it never bothered him. He never felt their eyes, no matter how disgusted he felt.

But, standing in front of Sakura felt different. Syaoran could scarcely admit he felt self-conscious, and he didn't know why. He knew he wasn't ugly. Women swooned over him at school as much if not more than any man.

However he couldn't help but, wonder inside what she thought of him. What if the sight of his body gave her second thoughts? Was he too skinny? Or perhaps, he was too feminine looking? What if he was too small?

Insecurities kept plaguing him as Sakura stared at his body. He wondered if this was the first time she saw a man naked in person. When her gaze lifted to meet his, she blushed, "s-sorry I didn't mean to stare."

"It's fine," he waved her off and took the first step towards the bath, "I'll get in first since I'm bigger," he announced, not looking at her.

The water was hot, not scalding but hot enough that when he sat down, his muscles screamed in pleasure. He glanced at Sakura who was standing over him still covering her nudity. He bent his knees to make more room for her.

Slowly, Sakura dipped a foot into the water, then the other she glanced around not sure where she should sit.

"Sit in between my legs," Syaoran commanded gently sitting up.

"Okay," she said, turning around with her back facing him.

He stared at her butt, wanting to squeeze it.

When she lowered herself, Syaoran spread his thighs giving her more space. The water rose, close to spilling over the edge. Sitting, she tucked herself into a ball and rested her chin between her knees. Syaoran sighed.

"If we're going to do this, you need to open your legs," he said as gently as he could.

"Sorry, I'm just embarrassed…" she explained.

He frowned, gently grasping her shoulders, squeezing them tenderly, "if you're uncomfortable, you don't need to do this."

"No," she said quickly, whipping her head in his direction, "I want to learn."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm fine."

Syaoran narrowed his eyes skeptically.

She leaned back against his chest, unfolding her legs for him, "please, I want to know."

Her display made him harden. He shifted his body, so she wouldn't notice, moving a hand from her shoulder, dipping it underwater between her legs. "If that's what you want," he rubbed her shoulder, "I'm going to touch it, okay?" he forewarned in case she changed her mind.

She didn't say anything, so he pressed on.

"First," he croaked, was he losing his voice? "It's important to stimulate the clit, which is…" Her body tensed against him as his hand brushed against the inside of her thigh. He traveled to her nether lips, slipping a finger in between them and sought the jewel above the hive.

She let out a gasp.

He added a second finger to help stroke the outer walls, massaging the jewel inside the groove his fingers. Sakura squeaked, startled by the unfamiliar sensation. "How does this feel?" Syaoran asked. Even under the water, he felt her start to grow warm. A sticky substance like honey began to coat his fingers.

She closed her eyes, "weird."

"It'll get better princess," Syaoran soothed, using her pet name with only tenderness that normally would sound condescending nowadays. He Leaned close to her ear, "just relax." He wet his lips, "I'm going to try something else," subconsciously, he licked the sweat perpetrating from the crook of her neck.

"O-onii chan," she whimpered.

His other hand slipped from her shoulder, grasping the underside of her breast. It was so perfect; it fit his palms like the top of a cupcake. So soft, it was both just like and nothing like he'd imagined. He kneaded his fingers into the squishy orb mesmerized by its density. Her nipples weren't even pinched, and they were already perky beneath his palm. The sap that was melting between his fingers increased. Sakura moaned, layering a hand over his to squeeze her breast harder.

His manhood throbbed.

Syaoran felt dirty for allowing himself to become aroused by his sister, knowing deep down this was wrong. Yet, he still kept touching her. He was at the point where, he would do anything he could do to hear those sweet sounds of ecstasy that escaped her lips.

"Are you getting it?" Syaoran breathed, rubbing his knuckle over her weeping flower, "Sakura…" his lips were against the column of her succulent throat. It was so bare...flawless. One little mark couldn't hurt?

Before he could stop himself, he sunk his teeth into her neck, sucking at her flesh. The taste of iron hit his taste buds. He lapped away at it greedily, grazing at the wound till it began to swell beneath his tongue. This was the least he would do. He'd spare her first kiss for a man who truly deserved it.

Sakura praised him with a moan arching her back against him. Syaoran could hardly stifle a groan as his manhood sunk into the cleft of her posterior. He made no move to hide it now. There was no point.

Water sloshed around them as Sakura lifted her hips. Syaoran almost thought that she wanted to stop, but then her hand grasped his cock. He gasped, was her hand made of satin? Then she lowered her body, leaning back to the point where she was laying on him. She took his cock and embraced it between her sacred folds.

A stroke of fear shot through him. Was she going to try to put it in? He was ready to stop her, when she encased her hands around it. Her hips bucked, trying to rub against him. He gritted his teeth, his arms now wrapped around her waist. He couldn't stop himself from giving slight thrusts into her hands. Water trickled as their hips plunged up and down under water. The tub overflowed.

Sweat beaded against his forehead, panting hotly against her most skin. He bit into her shoulder. She was going to be a bloody mess before he was done with her.

Sakura's legs shook, "I-I'm…onii-chan" she tried to explain what she was feeling, but couldn't describe it.

When she couldn't hold it back any longer, she let out a cry, tossing her head back against his chest. Her hips jerked. Her insides throbbed with release against his manhood, initiating his climax at the same time. Syaoran embraced her tightly a rush of warmth heated up his face, pouring himself into the bath.

"I-I think I might've peed," Sakura confessed her cheeks were flushed as well as her lips, "but I don't know."

"That's kind of how an orgasm feels," he felt hazy, probably from the steam, "did you like it?"

She nodded, "It felt nice."

"You can't tell Touya or Toyomo about this."

"Of course not! I'm not stupid!" She exclaimed, splashing water, cheeks aflame.

Syaoran pulled her closer, "I'm just saying."

They got out of the bath. Syaoran pulled out the plug, emptying the tub. As the soiled water cycled down the drain, he wondered how low he could stoop from here. There was no way something like this could be swept under the rug. At least not easily.

Although she was the one that asked him, he felt like a molester. She was still in middle school for god's sake! Barely old enough to stay at home alone. And yet, there he was grinding her in the bathroom like it was no one's business.

What kind of animal was he? Sure, he had a crappy childhood if he could even call it that, but that was no excuse. Sakura shouldn't have to worry about being tarnished by her own family, even if they weren't related by blood.

"I'm going to go get dressed," Sakura announced.

"Okay," he said, watching her over his shoulder. She turned around, walking out of the bathroom with a white towel wrapped around her body. Red blemishes on her shoulder blade stood out against her pearly skin.

A pang of guilt struck a chord in his heart. Closing his eyes, he took a deep breath and tossed his head away from her. When he opened them again, he saw that the bottom of the tub still had residue from his ejaculation. Disgusted with himself, he turned on the faucet, rinsing it, until it completely melted it away.

He had to make sure that something like this didn't happen again.

A/N Hey guys, just to let you know there might be a delay in my updates for a little bit, because I just moved into an apartment and have yet to get internet. I'll try to update every chance I get. :) Other than that, I hope you liked this chapter!