A/N: I should let everyone know, I tend to blur the lines between who is "sub" and "dom" in my writing because my favorite relationships in movies/books/whatever tend to be ones that are a little less traditional. Kinda like the movie "I Can't Think Straight." There really wasn't a dom/sub. It was just two people who loved each other. So that's why I've portrayed my Shep as basically a "submissive top." I'm blurring the lines. How do you all like it? Do you prefer a definite dom/sub (top/bottom) or do you enjoy blurred lines occasionally as well?
Warning! This chapter is pure smut. Like . . . smutty smut. Like . . . juicy, lemony, sticky, gooey, delicious smutty smut of smuttiness. I have built a shrine to smut and now worship it. Apparently Shep and Liara have unleashed a kinkmonster within me! XD But, I will stay true to my style and avoid vulgar language. A little difficult in the beginning since I have to describe how the dang thing works (I really don't like using the word "clitoris" for some reason), but it will even out once I'm done explaining. Hope you enjoy reading this as I did writing it! XD
Oh and to give credit where credit is definitely due: thank you Rae D. Magdon for this crazy awesome idea!
Chapter 19
The elevator ride back to the apartment proved to be the greatest challenge of Shepard's life. The Reapers had nothing on Liara. Another make-out craving attacked the asari the moment the elevator doors closed. As soon as Shepard saw her coming, she backed quickly away from her, only to realize that was a mistake because she was now in a corner. Oh good thinking, Shepard, she thought with annoyance. Because everyone knows the best way to get away from someone is by cornering yourself.
Liara planted both her hands on the walls on either side of Shepard, trapping her there. "And where do you think you're going, Commander?" Liara growled, giving her a look so filled with ravenous hunger Shepard almost gave in. Almost.
"I have plans for you, T'Soni," she replied, in that low, smooth voice she knew Liara loved. "I don't want that craving of yours going away until I've satisfied your every craving."
Before Liara could reply, she grabbed the asari's hips and reversed their positions, pressing Liara into the corner of the elevator. She saw Liara's eyes widen as she leaned in close but Shepard kept her lips at a distance safe enough for quick retreat. Then she saw dangerous resolve fill Liara's face. That's when Shepard knew she was in trouble.
Liara used one hand to pull down the zipper of Shepard's pants, and her other hand was very suddenly sliding into the newly opened fabric.
"Toys take too long. I need you now," Liara panted/snarled out her words.
A battle took place in Shepard's mind that felt like hours as she debated with herself, though only a second passed. She really didn't want Liara to stop, but she also really wanted to be inside her lover. But she also didn't want to deny Liara . . .
Liara stopped all of a sudden, to Shepard's complete shock. When she looked at Liara with inquisitive eyes, she saw the asari struggling with all her might to reign herself in.
"You really want that, don't you?" she asked, nodding to the bag tightly held in Shepard's fist.
Shepard glanced down at the bag in her hand filled with quite a few interesting toys. One in particular. She couldn't have verbalized why she wanted to be inside Liara so much. The idea was beautiful, thrilling, and intoxicating all at once. A twinge of regret shot through her stomach. Men didn't appreciate how good they had it. She'd never been threatened by men or wanted to be one, but part of her envied them. To be able to feel Liara in such an intimate way and to come inside her would be more than incredible.
"Penetration is . . . a big deal among humans. I imagine it doesn't hold the same weight for asari, seeing as you're all female. But yes. I really want to feel you surrounding me, be inside you . . ." she trailed off, biting her lower lip.
Liara took several slow, deep breaths and took Shepard's hands in her own. "Okay."
Shepard was about to be surprised Liara had actually given in, when the elevator door slid open. The instant it did, Shepard found herself being dragged out of it and down the hall. They couldn't seem to reach their apartment fast enough. Shepard's heart began pounding in her chest with excitement as they stumbled up the stairs and at last made it to their room. As soon as they crossed the threshold, Shepard stopped Liara from attacking her on sight.
"Liara," she said, biting her tongue to keep her breath from sounding too ragged, "I want to do this right. I don't want to hurt you. Can you . . . just give me a minute?"
She saw Liara also reigning herself in and she nodded once.
"Okay," Shepard said, tightening her hand around the Fornax bag. "I'll be right back. Don't go anywhere."
She gave Liara a quick peck on the lips then B-lined for the bathroom. Once inside, she quickly ditched her clothes, then tore the toy out of the package. After doing all the necessary cleaning and lubrication for the part that went inside her, she used the remote to set the temperature to that of her body. She had to be impressed at how close it was to her skin color. It practically looked like a perfect match. Once it was warm, she slid the curved, shorter shaft into her body that secured it in place. The base of it pressed up against her clitoris and she sucked in a sharp breath as the sensors on the pressure pad activated. It was slightly surreal. It still felt like her, it just more or less felt like an extension of her anatomy.
She was about to head back out when a very naked Liara appeared in the doorway, wearing only a beautiful smile and her cheeks were delightfully flushed. Shepard's cheeks flushed as well as she waited in apprehension while her bondmate's eyes traveled over her body and the new "addition." But her worry instantly vanished when Liara sauntered toward her with that impossibly sexy sway in her hips.
"I got tired of waiting," Liara said when she reached her.
Shepard was about to reply but her words were stolen away with a sharp inhale of breath when Liara's fingers slid around the toy. She gave it one firm stroke toward Shepard's body and it instantly hardened in her hand. Shepard's knees almost gave out. Apparently salarian scientists were just the biggest bunch of amazingly perverted people in the galaxy. The toy was sensitive to her own arousal. The more aroused she became, the harder it got. And she could feel all of it, including the throbbing discomfort of having her arousal spread out through an area so much larger than she was accustomed to.
Surprise fluttered through Liara's eyes when she saw how the toy reacted to her hand, followed by a very pleased smile.
"Something tells me I'm going to enjoy this," she said with a wicked grin.
Shepard reached out and steadied herself on the sink, struggling to control herself. She took several deep breaths before she trusted herself to speak. "I don't want this to be painful for you, Liara," she said, placing a gentle hand on her lover's cheek. "I want to do this right."
Liara pressed herself up against the human and Shepard whimpered when she felt Liara's warm skin touch her newly-extended arousal. Liara placed her hands on Shepard's hips and began guiding her back to the bed. As Shepard allowed herself to be pushed backward across the room, Liara pressed their lips together in a kiss filled with both their cravings. When they reached the bed, Shepard broke their kiss to climb onto it, sitting with her back against the headboard. Then she watched in anticipation to see what Liara would do, mostly because she enjoyed watching her lovely fiance. The asari climbed up the bed and settled on her lap, sapphire eyes locked with fuchsia all the while. Her bonbmate used a biotic lift to bring the bottle of lube resting on the nightstand to her hand and squeezed a generous sum onto her blue hand. Shepard felt the toy harden even more in anticipation of having those beautiful blue hands all over it.
When Liara's fingers began spreading the lube over it, Shepard's head fell back against the wall and she couldn't stop the low groan from escaping her lips.
"G-goddess, Liara," Shepard gasped, fisting the sheets beneath her. "That feels so good . . ."
"Show me," Liara whispered, her body already beginning to glow a soft blue. Shepard nodded once and the next second Liara was tumbling into her mind. Liara paused the movement of her hand for a few moments as they both adjusted to the meld, acclimating to each other's thoughts and nervous systems. When Liara continued lubricating the toy, they both gasped from the sensation.
"P-please, Liara," Shepard groaned. "I need . . . please . . .?"
She didn't actually mean to rush Liara, but the experience was all new to her and quickly proving more than she could handle. It was taking all of her self-control not to tackle Liara as is. Liara sensed Shepard's need and a small smile played across her blue lips.
"Do you need me, Shepard?" she purred, lifting her hips off the bed. Shepard's breath caught in her throat and her eyes couldn't seem to tear away from the space between Liara's azure and the tip of the toy.
"Y-yes!" she rasped, bringing her hands up to tightly grip Liara's lovely blue hips.
She bit her lower lip hard when she felt the head of the toy press against Liara's warm wet opening. Realizing she needed something to distract her before she went mad, she took one of Liara's beautiful blue breasts in her mouth and began suckling. The persistent throbbing only got worse when Liara groaned in response to Shepard's caressing tongue. Liara at last rewarded Shepard's restraint by slowly lowering and wiggling her hips until the tip of the toy slid inside her. Both of them softly cried out as overwhelming sensation washed over them. Shepard was relieved to find the experience wasn't painful for Liara; there was only a mild discomfort that went along with being stretched in a way that had never been done before. But it was overpowered by the pleasure Shepard felt, and she could feel Liara focusing on the human's pleasure, rather than her own discomfort.
Goddess, Shepard . . .
Liara . . .
You're . . . I'm . . . inside . . .
Shepard's hands slithered up Liara's sides and around to her back, digging her fingertips into her bondmate's skin. Liara arched into Shepard's embrace, bringing them even closer together. Liara continued to slowly lower her hips until Shepard was fully inside her. Shepard had to remind herself to breathe. It was so beautiful, being inside those tight silky walls, to feel Liara surrounding her in every way. She felt the echo of Liara's hands tightening their grip on the headboard, felt how aroused and eager she was to explore every sensation this new discovery had to offer. They remained still for some time as Liara's body adjusted to the new intrusion and Shepard sent reassuring thoughts into her bondmate all the while. When Liara at last relaxed, Shepard felt her lover's hands release the headboard in favor of entangling her fingers in Shepard's red hair.
Look at me, Shepard, Liara sent the gentle command through the meld.
Shepard acquiesced, though every muscle in her body was strained from the effort. It was almost too much, looking into those beautiful blackened pools of emotion. When Liara slowly lifted her hips, Shepard's body was so strained, she felt like her whole body was caught in torturous suspension. Her breath and heart both stopped for a moment as Liara hovered above her with only the tip remaining inside.
Then Liara ground her hips down, taking all of Shepard back into her in one glorious instant. The human's head violently hit the wall as she growled out a groan. She barely had a moment to collect herself before Liara's hips were raising again then pushing back down, taking all of her in. It was agony. Pure, delicious agony. When Liara did it a third time, Shepard felt like she was being torn apart at the seams.
"Please . . .!" she blurted out. "I need . . . uhn-!" She clenched her jaw as Liara repeated the motion again. When Liara lowered herself, Shepard couldn't stop herself from pushing up into Liara. She couldn't help it anymore. She was losing control fast.
"Oh Shepard," Liara breathed, releasing Shepard's hair to grip the headboard again. "You are so beautiful."
Shepard didn't know it was possible to be this aroused, this desperate, this strained. Her fingertips dug deeper into Liara's back, silently begging her for release. She could sense her bondmate's enjoyment to have Shepard so completely at her mercy.
Liara raised her hips again, pressed her lips next to Shepard's ear and whispered, "I want to feel you come inside me."
Shepard could feel how full the shaft was with her fluid, if the hardness of it was any indication. The part inside her had obviously been collecting it, drawing it from her since she put it in. But it also wouldn't let her release it until Liara let her orgasm. Sensing this, Liara at last firmly gripped the headboard and at last started up a steady rhythm. It took her a few moments to find the rhythm Shepard desired, but when she found it, they both began groaning with each driving thrust of Liara's hips.
Shepard could feel that familiar tightening in her core, but fought it back with all her will. She was determined to let Liara keep complete control, so she distracted herself by taking Liara's breast back in her mouth. She felt Liara's walls tighten wonderfully around her and her breath hitched.
You don't have to fight it, Shepard. Let it go.
Shepard received the message more as a powerful feeling than words. It was more than she could handle. Sensing the oncoming tidal wave, Liara ground her hips more forcefully and tightened even more.
The orgasm that clawed its way through Shepard was unlike anything she had ever experienced. She felt her fluid spill from the tip of the toy with each push of Liara's hips, and it pulsated with each breath, each heartbeat. She felt Liara climax with her, but they were both so focused on the new sensation that it was simply not enough.
Take me, Shepard, Liara's words filled her mind, followed by a rush of unbridled lust.
Shepard didn't need a second invitation. Her arousal was still so hard, so full, that if she didn't get a more complete release she was going to go insane. She surged forward, landing on top of Liara and planted her hands on either side of the asari. Liara eagerly wrapped her legs around Shepard's waist, and once she could tell Liara was ready, she lost control.
Shepard thrust wildly into her bondmate and within seconds they could feel another orgasm building within them. Shepard chanced a glance down to see herself entering Liara over and over, and it proved to be her undoing. When finality hit, Shepard pushed into Liara to the hilt as her painful arousal spilled from her and into her bondmate and they clung to each other for all they were worth. Liara's biotics flared around them, extending the orgasm and deepening the meld until neither of them was sure whose pleasure they were feeling anymore. Shepard finished them off with several powerful thrusts and emptied every last drop into Liara. When her body at last had nothing left to give, she collapsed on top of the asari, still convulsing and thrusting weakly through the aftershocks.
It took some time before their panting calmed to breathing, and though the toy no longer had the hardness or fullness of before, Shepard was reluctant to leave Liara. They stayed entangled each other, enjoying the afterglow and the feel of each other's bodies pressed so closely together. When Shepard began to feel Liara's discomfort through the lingering meld, she eased out of her bondmate and pulled the toy carefully from herself as well. They both moaned a little in regret from the loss of contact, but Shepard was glad to be all woman again. There was something to be said for coming inside Liara like that, but there was also something to be said for scissoring . . .
Shepard snickered and nuzzled into Liara's neck. It didn't seem to matter how she went about taking Liara, she just thoroughly enjoyed taking her. "Every day after" was quickly turning into "Several times a day after, in every way after."
"Something amusing you, Commander?" Liara teased, running her fingers lightly over Shepard's back.
"I think I'll have to have that assistant mech change the sheets," she said, her grin widening. She softly kissed Liara's lips. "So did you like our new adventure into the realm of toys?"
"By the Goddess, yes!" Liara exclaimed, her enthusiasm surprising and amusing Shepard. "I'm beginning to understand why that's a 'big deal' among humans. But if it's all the same to you, let's not involve it every time. I have a bit of an obsession with your wonderful hands." She accentuated her words by kissing Shepard's fingers.
Shepard's grin widened. "I love you, Liara T'Soni."
Liquid sapphire eyes gave her a smoldering look. "Charmer."
Shepard nestled further into Liara with a happy sigh. "I try."