A/N: Okay so I received a writing challenge. Well, it was a review that I took as a writing challenge. I wanted to see if I could write an in-character scene with Liara strapping one on. Not an easy feat because I don't see her knowing at all what to do with it, considering she's an asari, who don't have phalluses in their culture at all. Shepard would have an obvious interest, but Liara? A little bit more difficult to pull off, but I think you'll like it. It's definitely a less common dynamic to read and this scene takes a . . . shall we say . . . interesting turn. It was an especially fun challenge writing it in a way that is so uncommon to the fandom. It isn't often our dear Shep goes completely sub, so major warning for some massively serious sap. *wink* Let me know if you guys think I succeeded or failed miserably. ;P
Chapter 26
Liara stared unblinkingly at the object in her hand, still unable to believe she'd actually bought the thing. After the party, she and Shepard had gone to the docks and seen everyone off with the promise of wedding invitations and possibly having Garrus and Tali's wedding on the same day. Then she and Shepard had sauntered the Silversun Strip again, and they somehow ended up at the Fornax store again. She didn't know what on Thessia possessed her in that moment to buy it, but now here she stood, blue dildo in hand, wondering what in the name of the goddess she had done that for. Although she had to admit, the scientist in her was burning with curiosity about the mechanics of it, and the romantic in her wanted to experience what it would be like to be inside Shepard. She'd felt what Shepard felt through the meld every time they'd used one, which had only increased her own curiosity and desire to experience it. But the thought still intimidated her.
Comforting arms wrapped around her waist as Shepard pressed their naked bodies together and settled her lips on the back of the asari's shoulder.
"We don't have to if you don't want, you know," Shepard said softly, soothingly. "I only suggested it because I want you to be able to experience what I have. I want to know what it's like to have you inside me, to know my body is giving you that kind of pleasure. Surrounding you, making you come inside me."
Liara felt herself flush about five hundred shades of purple with arousal and love. Shepard always knew all the right things to say. She turned in the human's arms and looked at her a little timidly. "Will you show me?"
"What to do? Of course," Shepard said, reassuring her with a soft kiss. "I'll warn you, the sensation can be a bit overwhelming at first."
Liara nodded and handed the toy to her lover when Shepard held out an offering hand. Surprisingly, Shepard set it on the bathroom counter behind Liara and pulled her into her arms in a warm embrace.
"But first," Shepard whispered brushing her lips against Liara's, "how about a little warm-up?"
Liara's eyes rolled shut as Shepard claimed her lips in a deep, languid kiss. Within moments she was groaning into her lover's mouth, almost feeling embarrassed at how easily Shepard could leave her feeling light-headed, but too aroused to put much thought into it.
Liara's breath hitched around the kiss when she felt Shepard's hand slide between her legs and tease the already-aroused tip of her azure. She began circling her middle finger over it with agonizingly slow sweeps, dipping lower occasionally to coat her fingers in the wetness pooling there. Liara was so distracted by Shepard's tormenting touch, she didn't even notice when she felt something press against her opening, sliding back and forth through her folds. She only came out of her pleasured haze when Shepard spoke, breaking her trance.
"I'm going to put it inside you. Are you ready? Is this okay?" Her voice was so soft, so tender that it kind of made Liara's heart hurt.
"Yes . . ." she breathed, surrendering to Shepard's touch, to everything. She would have agreed to anything in the universe in that moment, as long as her commander was with her.
Liara spread her legs a little further and accepted the intrusion with a sharp inhale of breath. It fortunately only burned as the bulb, resting on the end of a curved shaft, passed through her opening, but once it was inside her completely, it felt strangely comfortable. The base of the toy pressing against her azure probably had something to do with that.
"I'm going to turn on the sensation-transmitting plate. Are you ready?" Shepard asked, sprinkling soft kisses on Liara's neck and shoulder.
Liara wasn't sure she could speak so she nodded instead. She was drowning in Shepard's tenderness at the moment, and that made all coherent thought a little difficult.
It only got worse when Shepard activated the toy. She was suddenly a little more sympathetic to how overwhelmed Shepard was the first time using the toy. She could feel the entire length of the shaft, and she was more than a little aware of Shepard's hand, which was still gently holding the toy.
"Goddess, Shepard . . ." was all she could manage.
"I know," the human replied, smiling against Liara's neck. "Amazing, right?"
Her commander didn't give her time to respond. Suddenly Shepard was everywhere at once, her lips, her hands, her whole body was all over Liara, driving her to sweet madness. Liara leaned against the bathroom counter and let her head drop back as Shepard's beautiful lips closed around her breast. The human's knowing tongue caressed the nipple to hardness before moving to her other breast to give it equal attention. Then Shepard continued kissing lower, nipping and licking Liara's stomach, sides, hips . . . .
Liara looked down and was startled to realize Shepard was on her knees. Her heart began pounding in her chest. Was Shepard . . .?
Her whole body convulsed and her fingertips dug helplessly into the counter top when Shepard's tongue swept over the tip of the toy.
"Oh goddess . . .!" she gasped. She wouldn't have thought in a million years to do what Shepard was doing when she'd first been introduced to the toy. Her bondmate was turning out to be much more kinky than she ever could have dreamed or imagined.
"I love all those beautiful noises you make when I bring you pleasure," Shepard purred, slowly running her tongue over the slit at the tip of the toy. "I love knowing I'm who's causing them." Shepard's hands slithered up to cradle the backs of Liara's thighs. "I love you. Everything about you. I love making you feel good. And right now, all I want is to make you come in my mouth, and to know I'm the one who made you come undone."
When Shepard's mouth closed around the head then took several inches more in her mouth, Liara actually felt tears sting the corners of her eyes. She'd certainly felt Shepard's mouth before, but not like this, not enveloping her like this. It was only made worse when Shepard wrapped her hand around the base of the shaft and began slowly stroking along its length.
It didn't take much for Shepard to get her wish. Liara was so overwhelmed, she felt like a tightly wound coil about to snap. Her lover only had to sweep her tongue along the bottom of the toy a few times along with a minute of agonizingly gentle suckling and stroking before Liara shattered.
"Sh-Shepard . . . goddess Shepard I-I'm going to . . ." was the only warning she managed to gasp out before she froze and felt her arousal spill from her and into Shepard's lips, granting the commander her wish. Both of them groaned in pleasure for different reasons, but hearing Shepard's pleasure sent Liara spiraling down into another set of contractions and more of her arousal spilled into Shepard's awaiting mouth.
It was all too much. It was wonderful, but Liara could tell she was on the edge of sensory overload and the last thing she wanted to do was faint when Shepard was showing such naked trust and tenderness. Liara slid a shaking hand beneath her bondmate's chin and urged her to stand. The moment she did, Liara clung to her, relieved when her lover's strong arms closed around her. Is this what Shepard felt the first time she'd come inside Liara's body? Liara had been so caught up in the haze of pleasure that she hadn't had the time to focus on Shepard's emotions at the time.
"Are you okay?" Shepard asked, pulling back to cup Liara's chin in her hands.
Liara saw evidence of herself still glistening on Shepard's lips and felt a surge of arousal pulse through the toy so powerful it caused her to convulse with a soft cry of surprise.
Shepard's eyes widened in alarm and she immediately wrapped her arms around Liara again. "We can stop, Liara, it's okay, I promise. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have—," Shepard stammered but Liara quickly planted a kiss on her lover's lips to silence her worry. Tasting herself on Shepard's lips did little to calm her rapidly-increasing arousal.
"It's okay Shepard," she said with a small smile. "I'm just not used to this. Your lips, they . . . I saw my . . ." she stumbled for words but couldn't find them. She instead wiped away some of her fluid from Shepard's lower lip with her thumb and gasped again when the human closed her lips around the digit. The look her lover was giving her probably could have melted glaciers it was filled with so much smoldering heat.
"Goddess Shepard, I'm not sure if you're trying to or not, but you're kind making me want to bend you over and . . ." she trailed off, realizing how extremely dirty what she was about to say was.
One of the human's eyebrows shot up and an amused grin curled her beautiful pink lips as she released Liara's thumb. "Is it weird that I like the idea of you dominating me? Hell, during the war, sometimes I wished you would have."
Liara blinked in surprised. "Really?"
"I certainly have my preferences in bed, but there were days when I wished I could just forget everything and be dominated by you. And in a way, sometimes you did. Does that bother you? I know you're a very gentle lover and I would never ask you to do something you didn't want."
"I only wish we would have talked about this sooner, not that we had time. I'd do anything you want. And, believe it or not, I rather like the idea of dominating the Great and Powerful Commander Shepard," Liara said with a cheeky grin.
Shepard rolled her eyes playfully. She may have made a snarky comment, but Liara was suddenly inspired to send Shepard flying across the room with a biotic push. Her commander squawked in surprise and laughed when she hit the bed, landing on her stomach. Moments later Liara was on top of her, biting and kissing her Commander's shoulders, neck, and back. She hadn't realized it until that moment, but she rather liked the idea of dominating Shepard. She ran her hands along the human's arms until she reached her wrists, pushed them up between the rails of the headboard, then activated the Omni-cuffs still programmed in her Omni-tool. She heard Shepard chuckle into the sheets.
"You like those, don't you?" the human teased.
"I'm just making sure you can't go anywhere, Commander. You're mine now."
"Are you sure you can handle me?" Shepard continued teasing, though she was in quite a vulnerable position. "Do you remember your word?"
Liara pursed her lips. "I was about to say the same thing, my insubordinate Commander."
"How about you make good on all those threats instead of making empty promises?" Shepard said, turning her face sideways so Liara could see her cheeky grin.
Liara responded by pulling Shepard's hips up off the bed. "I did a little research on you humans," she said in a low voice she knew drove her bondmate crazy. "Apparently you're fond of the way your dogs do things."
Shepard snickered again. "By research you mean porn? Liara you perv - mm-!" her teasing was lost in a groan when Liara ran her fingers through the human's folds, testing the wetness there and intentionally stroking over her most sensitive bundle of nerves.
Liara blinked in surprise. She'd never felt Shepard this wet before. Not to say she hadn't felt her lover very wet, but she was literally dripping. "Shepard . . .?"
"You came in my mouth. It . . . put me in a mood," was the only explanation Liara received.
Liara bit her lower lip. It brought her incredible happiness to know how much her orgasm had aroused her bondmate. She pressed the tip of the toy against Shepard's opening and began massaging it with slow sweeps, coating it in wetness.
"Have you . . . do you still have . . .?" Liara stumbled over her words. She hated using scientific words like "hymen" during such an intimate act about sensitive subject matter.
"No. It's okay Liara. Do whatever you want. It's okay, I promise," Shepard reassured her.
Liara knew Shepard had been with other people, but she still felt a pang of irrational jealousy and possessiveness knowing other people had touched her lover in such an intimate way, especially a man, for some strange reason. But she was also grateful that it meant she wouldn't be causing her bondmate any pain. Since she still had no idea what to do with the toy, she carefully initiated the Meld, probing forward for Shepard's mind. She found the familiar light of all things Shepard and was immediately cradled in it, surrounded by reassurance and love.
'I want it to burn, Liara,' Shepard sent over. 'When you take me like this, and only with you, I want it to burn.'
Liara was again surprised by Shepard's words. Every day with her commander was like rediscovering her all over again. She never ceased to amaze her, excite her, and surprise her. She was about to ask why when Shepard suddenly sent the image of Liara thrusting inside her without warning or preparation, then using the human's body to make herself come. Liara clenched wildly around the part of the toy inside herself. She put a hand on the small of Shepard's back and guided the toy through the human's slick folds until the head was securely lined up with her opening. When she was sure she could do what Shepard had sent over in the image, she removed the hand around the toy to grasp Shepard's hip and pushed her hips forward with what could only be described as a brutal thrust.
Both of them immediately cried out in pleasure, Shepard from being so suddenly filled and Liara from being imbedded within her lover. Goddess it was so tight, so warm, so wet. It made Liara's head swim. She could hardly believe the woman who had defeated the Reapers was now cuffed and bent over in front of her, taking in all of her in such an intimate, shameless way. It may have been a power-trip if Liara wasn't so completely overwhelmed by it all. Somewhere in the back of her mind she became aware that Shepard had meant her words literally. She had never allowed anyone to take her like this, so helpless and exposed. It added more to Liara's arousal than she could possibly verbalize, knowing she was the first and only to have Shepard like this.
Somehow, Liara's body began moving on instinct. With the help of the Meld, it didn't take her long to set a rhythm that was most pleasurable for Shepard.
'No, Liara,' Shepard's thoughts filled her mind, startling her slightly. 'I want you to use me. Take me. Empty all of yourself into me. I want to give you all of me, I want you to know you can use me for every one of your darkest desires. Your pleasure is my pleasure. So take your pleasure. I wouldn't have it any other way.'
When the experience began, Liara was sure this would feel more like 'fucking,' though she'd never liked that crude human term. But somehow, though Shepard was cuffed, bent over, and being penetrated from behind, her lover still managed to make it feel as though they were making love.
'Goddess Shepard, I'm losing control . . .'
The instant Liara sent the words over, Shepard filled her thoughts with a flood of excitement. 'Oh please, Liara. Lose control. Use me, come in me . . .'
Liara couldn't deny the fullness or ache of her arousal any longer. She grabbed Shepard's hips with bruising force and began pounding into her bondmate with a ferociousness that surprised and pleased them both.
'Oh fuck Liara . . .!'
'Goddess . . . so good . . .'
Liara was hit with a sudden inspiration to swirl her hips with each thrust and both of them immediately groaned in pleasure from the new sensation.
'Fuck you're good at this,' Shepard said and Liara felt the echo of Shepard's jaw tightening. 'How the hell did you get so good at this?'
Liara's mind was so occupied with what her body was doing that she barely registered Shepard's words. It was all too good. Every time she thrust in, she felt Shepard clench around her and every time she pulled back out she felt Shepard's inner walls tighten even more, as if trying to keep her inside.
'Shepard . . . oh Nicole I can't last like this . . .'
'Please come for me, Liara. Claim me, take me, fuck me, I don't care. I'm yours. I'm yours, Liara T'Soni. Always and forever.'
The words proved to be Liara's undoing. She threw her head back and screamed as she came undone, and she felt her arousal spill into Shepard in several powerful spurts, claiming her commander as her own. Even as she continued to pump wildly into Shepard, she felt the fluted head hit the human's most sensitive spot with each thrust, causing her commander to fall right along with her. Shepard strained against the cuffs and screamed into the sheets as her own fluid joined Liara's, dripping from her to pool on the sheets beneath them.
'Liara I -'
'Love you-'
'Fuck I love you so much . . .'
When Liara emptied everything she had into Shepard, she collapsed forward and breathed raggedly against the human's back. She felt her lover clenching still around the toy and it caused several more spasms of aftershocks. When her body could move again, Liara carefully pulled the toy from them both then encouraged Shepard to roll over while she deactivated the restraints. As soon as she did, Liara nuzzled into her, feeling a sudden wave of neediness. Every time they melded Liara was convinced Shepard couldn't possibly give more of herself, and then she went and did things like that. Sometimes it hurt, knowing how much her commander loved and cherished her.
Shepard eased all of Liara's feelings of vulnerability and need with constant soft kisses and sweetly whispered 'it's okay's and 'I love you's. Concern rippled across Shepard's brow when their eyes met, and Liara realized for the first time that she felt tears stinging the corners of her eyes.
"Hey . . ." Shepard whispered, leaning down to kiss away Liara's tears. "What is it?"
"Nothing, I just . . . you just gave me . . ." she stumbled over her words, trying to verbalize her thoughts. She took a slow, deep breath to calm her mind. "I know how hard it is for you to be that vulnerable, that exposed. And you . . . you gave it to me. I . . ."
"Only you, Liara," Shepard cut in, helping Liara refocus her attention. "Only ever you."
Liara fell silent, content to simply hold her beautiful commander. When Liara felt the last of her worry melt away, Shepard's lips curved up into a smile.
"Besides, I'm not sure my subordinates could follow me into battle knowing their Commander got bent over and fucked like a dog. Hell if I did that before the end of the war, would you honestly be able to follow me into battle?"
Liara swatted her with a small giggle. "Commander," she tsked. "You know I'd follow you anywhere. I just like the view so much . . ."
Shepard chuckled as Liara gave her a playful grin and the human reached for the toy that had been abandoned on the bed. "Such a naughty doctor. I think I'd better have a go at this thing."
Liara burst into a fit of giggles. "It's blue!"
"Is it? That's kinda sexy. Guess we'll just have to chalk it up to xenophilia."