Authors note: I'm sorry its been so long, I don't even know if anyone's still interested or if I even know how to write or where I'm going with this but here it goes.
They sat in silence for a few minutes Johnny just holding Sam while she tried to calm the tears. Finally stopping she moved from his arms and wiped the remains tears away. She didn't face him as she spoke.
"What are you doing here?" She asked doing a complete subject change from his question, well statement he had made when he first walked in.
"I wanted to see you." He answered not moving from his spot on the floor. Sam scoffed.
"Why we shouldn't be seen around each other Jason and Sonny are already suspicious." She was standing at the fire place looking into the burning fire trying to remember if she lit it or if it was lit when she got there.
"I know but I needed to see you to ask you about this." Sam turned around to see John standing there with a folded up piece of paper in his hands.
"What's that?" She asked as she stepped closer to him.
"Well I would expect you to know seeing how you wrote it." Sam gave him a confused look, she didn't remember writing Johnny a note but these days she didn't remember a lot of things due to Rayne. John taking the look from Sam as no surprise continued on. " I returned home and the house keeper that cleaned your room said she had found this and didn't know if she should throw it away or put it aside so I took it. I wasn't going to read it but curiosity got the best of me." Sam was now surprised wondering now herself what this piece of paper was. She sat on the arm of the couch now giving John her full attention.
"It's a list, a simple to do list, some things are crossed out like MEETING WITH JERRY, or INFLITRATE ZACHARUA ORIGINIZATION. Then there are others SEDUCE JOHNNY, KILL TREVOR." He stopped reading to look at Sam the tears she had dried before now threating to spill again.
"Johnny listen to me, that list, it's not what your thinking I didn't…" She stopped she didn't know how to explain it without telling the truth and even then he might not believe her. How could Rayne make such a stupid mistake.
"I'm listening Rayne explain." John said taking a seat on the couch. Sam opened her mouth to start explaining.
"I didn't write that I would never want to hurt you or do anything like what that list says I was or am going to do it wasn't…" She stopped Rayne, he had called her Rayne not Sam She looked at him no thought coming to her mind. He spoke.
"I know Sam, KILL JASON MORGAN, RUIN ELIZABETHS HAPPY LIVE, HURT EVERYONE SAM LOVES, TAKE OVER SAM'S LIFE. More things on the list at the end it's signed in perfect handwriting, your handwriting, RAYNE." Sam slid onto the couching feeling like she might start crying again she looked away from him. "I put two and two together, it made sense, the weird mood swings, the changes I could see in you every now and again. It all makes sense now.
"I'm sorry Johnny, I wanted to tell you, but that would have blown my…her cover and that would have gotten me killed by Trevor, or Jerry, I'm so sorry I didn't want to hurt or seduce you or take advantage of you that plan was her plan with Monroe which as you may know now is Jerry Jax." She looked at him expecting to see anger waiting for him to explode like everyone else did when they found out about her lies. But He didn't show anything.
"Who did I… Was it you or Rayne Last night Sam?" The question surprised her She could understand him asking but didn't expect it. She thought for a minute, she could say it was Rayne and have no Tie to Johnny, but then it will have been as if Rayne had succeeded in her plan.
"It was me." She whispered, not looking at him. She felt a hand slip around her cheek and felt her turning to look at him. She could feel his breath on her lips, she thought about turning away but didn't.
"So what happens now?" He asked still so close to his face. She lightly shook her head felling herself longing for his kiss. He caressed her cheek and she felt her eyes close. "I want you Sam." She wanted him to she felt it she just wanted to close the gap between them.
"We shouldn't." She felt herself say against her body's protest. He kissed her neck and then her jaw and stopped at her mouth. It felt so good she wanted him to continue but he stopped.
"I should go, I have work to do, and like you said we shouldn't. I'll call you tonight." He got up and left she sat there for a minute still thinking about his touch. She had to get up though tonight was the planned hit Trevor had on Sonny, and she might not have liked Jerry and His plan with Rayne, but she couldn't stand by and Let Sonny get killed.
She got up and went to shower and change passing the mirror she caught her reflection but it was Rayne in the mirror opposite her. "And What do you think your doing Sammy." Rayne asked
"I have to change and get to the metro court before the hit goes down." Sam felt a little weird talking to herself in the mirror.
"I thought you wanted nothing to do with me and Jerry's plan." Rayne replied, Sam could feel Rayne trying to push her way out. Arguing made Sam weak and Rayne preyed off of it, making it easier. Sam had to fight back.
"I don't but I cant let you to carry out this plan. what's the big deal anyway your supposed to stop tonight's hit." Sam countered Rayne just laughed.
"I don't like Jerry's plan yes it sets up Morgan, easy but why keep Sonny alive." Rayne asked herself thinking of her own new plan.
" So you want Sonny dead?" Sam asked now shocked at the new news.
"Well you see with Sonny Dead there's an organization up for grabs. Jerry's plan was to set Jason up for murder. Jason's sniper rifle will be set up, his prints on it. The cops will get a tip it will look as though there was a hit placed on Trevor and Jason was supposed to kill him but Lansing got a little to frisky with me, well you, and you called Sonny for help he came shot and killed Lansing Sonny goes down for murder." Sam looked confused
"And Jason what's his purpose attemptive murder wont stick." Sam Said knowingly.
"Exactly." Rayne said glad that Sam understood how un-thought through this plan was. "With Trevor dead and Sonny behind Bars Jason gets the organization and Johnny gets full power to his fathers organization. Monroe plans to play both sides causing a full out war and blah blah blah." Sam was getting confused that was Jerry's plan but what was hers.
"So what will killing Sonny tonight do?" Sam questioned hoping to find out Rayne's plans
"It will cause the power shift to Jason giving Trevor exactly what he wants, Trevor wants to insert Johnny as Jason's right hand man brokering a truce between the two Organizations I allow that to happen I do have to hand it to Jerry though the rooftop shooting is a good idea only my way is better. Jason comes to your rescue but you wont be there and he goes to jail for the murder of Trevor Lansing he will have no time to clean up or anything shooting Trevor. I attend to Wed Johnny and With Jason in Jail for however long Johnny becomes the head of The organization. Then I just have to take care of Johnny. Now let me out so I can go through with my plan." Rayne tried to force her way out. Sam tried to fight back she couldn't let that happen. Her Headaches came then the flashes. Sam had figured it out, Rayne would make Sam think of all the anger she had and Sam fought with Happy thoughts that's what the flashes were.
"I Have to let you go." -Jason
"You mean everything to me." Jason
"The truth is it's over." Jason
"Why is it so easy for you to walk away from me?" Sam
"I'm always going to care about you." Jason
"Come near them again and I will kill you." Jason
"Say it Jason say you can't forgive me." Jason
"He hurt you Sam make him pay." Rayne said through her headaches
"Sam, don't leave." Jason
"be as mad as you want to be, but don't think I ever stopped loving you 'cause I didn't." Jason
"I want you to stay." Jason
"The answer is yes, I will marry you." Sam
"I've never loved anyone as much as I love you and probably never will." Jason
"He lied to you Sam all he did was lie to you, those are your happy memories that's what you choose to fight with, his lies, he doesn't love you, he loves her." Rayne said trying to win.
"You're beautiful." Johnny
"I want you Sam." Johnny
And then the headaches stopped and the pain was gone.