I waited for a long time in my room, waiting for Yuki. I looked out of my window and saw that Zero was missing as well. Hope you're alright, Zero… Then I heard the door open in Zero's room. I turned around and saw Zero dragging himself to bed. I felt worried and quickly jumped into his room. He had managed to get into bed and fall asleep. Maybe sleeping eases the pain. I gently pulled the covers over him and kissed his forehead. I looked at him, still worried about what he was doing. Stroking his hair, I smiled as I watched his sleeping figure looking so relaxed. 'Goodnight, Zero-onisan.' I quietly jumped back to my room and shut the window.
Yuki was already there. 'Is Zero okay?' she asked. I nodded, clearly seeing the worry in her eyes. I saw her relax. Sitting next to her on my bed, I asked, 'What did you want to talk about?'
I watched her as she lowered her head. 'Our memories…do you think its some coincidence? Or are we linked? Both of us, not remembering what happened 10 years ago?' We had discovered that we lost our memories around the same time, wondering if we were connected. And the fact that we looked alike. We had this conversation constantly.
'Well, if we are, I'd be really happy.' I leaned my head on the wall as Yuki looked at me. 'My two closest friends would become my family. I would have you and Zero.' Yuki smiled and nodded. 'That's true. But I'm scared. What if your memories or my memories…what if the past is something really bad?' Even though I was younger, I seemed to be the one comforting her. Sure, I was scared, but I tried not to think about it. I tended to think about other stuff, like having the best in life, and tried to forget that I was the girl who had lost her memories.
'Well, if its bad, its bad. We really can't do much about it. But its part of us and theres nothing we can do to change that, right?' I turned my head to face her. She looked at me and smiled. 'Thanks Tsuki.' I just shook my head. 'No problem. Anyway, I wanted to ask, how much do you like Kaname?' Yuki's cheeks became a bright red as she blushed.
She pulled up into a small ball, her arms around her legs and said, 'I love him, but he's different. The way he is and what he is…He's everything I want, but I will never get the chance to have my love returned. He saved me from a vampire 10 years ago. The chocolate I gave, to him it probably meant nothing.' She turned her head slightly, her eyes looking at me with confusion. My eyebrows were raised and a smile daned on my face. 'Oh really? Is that what you really think?' I sat up and kneeled next to her. I whispered in her ear, 'You didn't see what Kaname-senpai did with your box of chocolates.' I leaned back, waiting for her reaction. 'He threw it out, didn't he?' she wailed. o.O God she's slow. I shook my head and said softly, 'He gave away all of his other chocolates and kept yours!' Her face lit up when she heard that.
She then tackled me on the bed, letting out giggles. We fought around playfully, until at last we were both lying on the bed, laughing. 'That was so much fun! We should do this more often!' We slowly sat up and then Yuki poked me. 'What?' She kneeled on the bed and looked at my hair. 'You're going to need to touch up your hair soon. I can see specks of brown coming through.'
Yes, I dyed my hair silver. That was because when I first arrived, the Chairman kept mixing Yuki and me up, so I decided to dye my hair silver. I felt that if I dyed my hair silver, it made me closer to Zero. I fingered my long hair between my fingers and decided, 'I'll fix it up tommorrow.' My glance lifted from my hair to the digital clock sitting on my table. 'Yuki, it's 2 in the morning. We should get to bed now.' We said our good nights, and I snuggled under the warm covers. Heavenly…Before I knew it, my tired eyes shut drifting me off to dreamland. Or so I thought.
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A boy around the age of 8 looked out a window. He had brown hair and eyes. He looked a lot like Kaname, but it wasn't him. The boy sighed as he looked out at the falling turned back to look at another boy. It was Kaname.
I woke up suddenly. Although it seemed like a short dream, it was now 3:20 in the morning. Turning on the light, I grabbed a pencil and a piece of paper and began to draw. I was a good artist, having the ability to make things look real. My hand moved across the paper, the boy in my mind becoming alive. I couldn't stop drawing and after about 15 minutes, the boy was done. I held up the drawing up to the light, thinking: Who is this person? And why know? And what does he mean to me? No, I couldn't tell Yuki or Zero. They would worry and they already have enough things of their own to worry about.
This will be my little secret.
I stared at the picture, the questions running through my mind. I hadn't noticed that the hours had passed by and I jumped up a metre when my alarm went off.
Who is this person? And what does he mean to me?