Jace POV (sorry about this but I'm just not feeling to nice lol mwah haha haha Haa. PLEASE READ THE AUTHOR'S NOTE AT THE BOTTOM PLEEEAAASE IT'S SUPER IMPORTANT!)
"So why were you jealous?" This is what I hear as I step around the side of the building. It's Clary. What does she mean by jealous? Who is she possibly talking to? I know Isabelle can't be jealous. I walk into their line of vision and stop. Both girls are sitting on the floor and they look like they've been crying. Their mascara is running down their faces and their dresses are completely messed up.
They look up at the same time and gasp. Clary quickly wipes away her tears but only makes her face messier. She still looks beautiful.
"Jace. What do you want?" I stare at them for a moment.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!" Isabelle stands up and sniffs.
"Jace."
"Clary what did I do?" She looks at me in disbelief.
"You two. You and your selfish sister. Both of you don't care about anyone else. I'm here crying my eyes out and so is Izzy and all you can think about is yourself? You filthy disgusting atrocious bastard!"
Now I'm angry. She can call me a lot of things but a bastard is not one of them. "You little brat! I took you in. When everyone else was teasing you and calling you a whore and a slut and a selfish bitch I actually tried to befriend you. So you should be grateful!" She gets in my face now.
"You took me in?! Stop fucking saying that! You didn't take me in! I'm not an orphan goddammit! You pity me." Her voice falters for a minute. "You jackass you pity me! You don't care about me and you never have!" She turns to Isabelle. "Neither have you! I hate you both! I hate you! God I hate you! I hate you. Hate you. Hate you. Hate you."
She continues to chant it. It becomes a mantra she can't stop saying. I touch her shoulder but she shrugs my hand off roughly.
"Don't touch me." She looks at me like I'm a pice of shit. "You piece of shit. God I hate you." She starts to walk away. Then she stops.
"You know what? I don't need you or you. All I need is Chelsea and Sophie and myself. Because those are my real friends. I don't need anything from you two or anyone in this crappy neighborhood."She rips off her dress and throws on the ground. She's about to walk away again but I get angry and grab her arm.
"Dont fucking talk to me like that!" I growl. She looks at me with murder in her eyes.
"Don't touch me!" She rips her arm from my grasp but I grab her shoulders and shove her against the wall. Her eyes widen and struggles to escape but I keep her in place.
"Keep still you bitch!" She starts crying and slaps me. I shake her vigorously. "I gave you all my love and this is how you repay me?! I LOVED you. You should be grateful I even glanced at you!" Carry cries even more.
"I hate you! I FUCKING HATE YOU! YOU CAN GO TO FUCK YOUR OTHER TEN MILLION GIRLFRIENDS FOR ALL I CARE! NOW LET GO OF ME!" She shoves me back hard and kicks me in the groin. "Do something like that again and you will definitely regret it." She tries to walk away AGAIN but I grab her foot and drag her to the ground.I stand up and slap her across the face.
"YOU WILL RESPECT ME WETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! YOU SELFISH BITCH!" She holds her face and steps back. Tears begin to stream down her face and then I realize what I've done. She begins to sob uncontrollably and falls to the ground. She curls up in a fetal position and starts to wail.
"Jace." It's Isabelle I forgot that she was even here. I look back and see she's with Principal Peck who is glaring at me with her hands on her hips.
"Lightwood! I thought I told you get Clarissa ages ago!" She pushes me aside and grabs up Clary from the ground. She won't stop crying. Principal Peck stares at her in disgust and drags her away to the school building. I follow with my head held low.
"You too Ms. Lightwood!" Isabelle gasps and falls into step with me.
"I can't believe you would dod that to her. Jace she trusted you and you betrayed her. I heard the things you said to her. That wasn't very nice and look at her now."
I look up ahead of me to see Principal Peck dragging her along and Clary stumbling along still sobbing. "You really hurt her. I don't know her very well but she has a hard life. She had a child at fourteen and it looks like she carries a lot more burdens around. Why do you need to make the load heavier? She's right you are selfish." She looks at her feet and says, "And so am I." Then she walks away.
She takes Clary from Principal Peck and Clary collapses in her arms sobbing. God she gets abused and I just had to make it worse. I slapped her I realize. I stop short. I slapped her. I slapped her. I have never hit a woman in my life. Clary has been hit her whole life everyday. And when she goes home today she's going to be hit even more. I was supposed to love her. She trusted me and I was supposed to love her. I ruined her even more than before. She's ruined. I ruined her.
Well there you have it. I hope you enjoyed that. I certainly enjoyed writing it. I bet ALOT of you wanted to know what Isabelle's story was. I bet most of you already know. I purposefully made you wait. Love ya'll. I'll write again soon. Don't worry. Im just trying to figure out what should happen. And don't worry the spotlight will ve on Valentine soon. Can anyone guess why Sebastian is so important? BYE
~crazygirlxx
