Clary POV
My weight is supported by Isabelle as we walk through the school doors. Luckily this period isn't over so no one can see me half naked. I would say I'm a lucky person since most of my bruises have faded and you can barely see them. Plus I haven't been beaten in like two days. But today is the day I go back home. I will get the harshest beating of my life. God I'm so scared.
I've finally stopped crying. I don't know how. Jace is such an asshole. I told him my deepest secret only to find out that he shared my other secret about my precious Sophie. I can't believe he possibly thought of doing that. I knew he and his sister all hated me. But I never thought they hated me this much. It really hurts. It feels like my gut is being ripped out of my body and being filled with poison. Nobody loves me. Nobody likes me. I wonder if Sophie or even Chelsea love me. I'm her mom. It's like the law to love your mother. I don't know.
And he slapped me. He slapped me. How could he do something like that. I told him my father abuses me and he went ahead an still slapped me. I can't be with someone like that. Someone who will lose their temper so fast just because I ruined their ego. That ugh! I don't even have a word to describe him! (A/N I would like some suggestions on what to call Jace if you guys don't mind. And don't worry they'll get together soon)
I keep thinking of what happened. I keep thinking of our fight and then the tears come again but this time I try to hold them in as best as I can.
It seems like hours before we reach Principal Peck's office but it has really been like five to seven minutes. The Principal sits us down and calls the nurse to bring the smallest girl clothes she has available. Nurse Fucia comes in and sees me. She has on blue jeans a pair of boots and a white vested button up shirt. She has a sympathetic look on her face as soon as she sees Isabelle and Jace there. She knows they must have done something to me. We have become sort of good friends. Since I'm in her office a lot after Gym class.
"Here you go sweetheart. I'm sorry you have to deal with these assholes." I laugh and Jace and Izzy look absolutely appalled. Only she can make me laugh when I feel like dying of embarrassment.
After she leaves I put on the clothes. It's a pair of jeans that fit me firm but are a bit loose at the bottom and a short sleeved black shirt that's cut low. Seelie must've donated these cause they were too big. I look down at my feet and realize that I still have on those stupid shoes Isabelle gave me. But I don't take them off because they make me look kind of sexy.(A/N lol)(A/N lol my lol)
I sit down again and look at the table.
"I am very disappointed in you three. I come out side expecting to see Jace bringing you into the school building but instead he's yelling at you and you're naked! I expect more from my students. The superintendent hired well educated teachers that she believed would teach my student to behave in a respectful manner. But it seems only a few have even learned the slightest bit!" She stops speaking for awhile then starts again startling us.
"JACE! You have always been a filthy dog in my mind. I know this isn't something a principal normally says to a student-"
"You got that right," Jace interrupts.
"DO NOT INTERRUPT ME WHEN I AM SPEAKING!" His mouth snaps shut and I let a small smile of gratitude slip out.
"As I was saying I don't normally say this to my students(A/N But when I do I normally say it in a nasty tone so you can understand what a bitch I am. Stay mean my friends.) but I'll make an exception with you. You're so pathetic that you would actually slap such a fragile little girl such as Miss Morgenstern?! I am disgusted." Then she turns to me.
"And you. I should'a known that the drug dealer would be involved in something like Seelie's beating. Getting high tends to mess with your brain am I right?" I glare at her with my most ferocious glare. I would leap across this table right now if it weren't for the fact that my father is already going to do bad things to me when I get home I don't need to make it worse by attacking my principal.
"Yes well I haven't been high for a while so you know just getting used to the feeling again. I mean I'm sure you would understand. Right Diana?" I put emphasis on her first name. She looks at me and gets red in the face. I smile in satisfaction and lean back into my chair. Isabelle snickers. I turn to her and give her a small smile. I've actually forgiven her a bit seeing as how she was under the spell of Seelie.
"Shut up Lightwood!"
"Can we leave now?" Asks Jace. She glares at him obviously still embarrassed by my earlier statement.
"NO! I want to hear all that happened. You first Lightwood." She is speaking to Jace.
"Well I came in with Clary and my arms were around her. We had just started dating last night. She'd stayed the night. Anyway we walked in and we saw on the screen a picture of Clary's daughter. She wanted to keep it a secret but before we had started dating I had taken a picture sent it to Isabelle and she sent it to Seelie. I had realized my mistake earlier in the car but by then it was too late. When we got to school the whole student body knew about it and then Seelie started to insult Sophie so Clary got angry and beat her up obviously protecting her daughter. Don't believe me my witnesses can attest to that." He smiled an arrogant disgusting sexy stupid smile. UGH!
"IT's true."
"Yep thats what I did."
"Okay fine whatever but you still get 2 weeks detention for beating up Seelie Clary." I roll my eyes and groan.
"Oh my God whatever." I seem nonchalant on the outside but on the inside I was trembling with fear.
"Afterschool."
"Greeeaaat." I say sarcastically. My life couldn't possibly get worse.
"Now Clary tell me your side."
"Umm. Everything Jace said was pretty much it. I got angry and I beat her up. Everyone's been wanting to do it for like... forever. They should be thanking me."
"Okay well what happened when you went outside?"
"Okay let's see...Oh! I got it! Isabelle came out and then we talked about some stuff. Umm she asked about my daughter and we started talking about her. Then we got a bit emotional. After this Isabelle didn't want to tell me why she sent it to the school in the first place and asked me why I couldn't just forgive her. I got really angry and began yelling at her. She cried even harder and I uh.. I shoved her into the wall. It was all out of anger. I kept yelling at her and um... yeah...I really regret that because it really hurt her but I only realized that now. Anyway I also told her she was selfish and a bitch and all that shit. It's true but that wasn't really the way to say it am I right?" I laugh nervously and I can feel tears forming.
"I'm sorry Izzy." She smiles.
"It's okay. It's true anyway."
"Oh whatever get on with it. I need the full story. Hurry up! I have thing to do!"
"You have a life? Wow didn't see that one coming. Anyway so after that she explained why she did what she did. It-" I look at Isabelle looking for a confirmation on sharing this. She nods but still looks really nervous.
"It was because ummm... she was scared. She was scared of someone having so much power. She was scared that she wouldn't be the brave one anymore and she didn't want to be scared anymore. She wanted to be brave so she did this to me. She was scared." Isabelle looks at me wondering how I knew that. I see more than others do. Plus I knew it would crush her if someone found she was possibly jealous of me. I smile and mouth, You're welcome.
"Alright. Well after that you guys made up or something?" We nod.
"Okay. Then what happened." I roll my eyes and look at Jace. Then I start speaking.
"I bruised his ego and then slapped me."
"Excuse-"
"Thats all that happened! HE SLAPPED ME BECAUSE HIS FUCKING EGO WAS HURT! JACKASS! I HATE YOU! OH!" I laugh. "Thats exactly what I told you in the back right? Well what coincidence."I smile and start to cry. He glares at me.
"Are you sure Ms. Morgenstern? Mr. Lightwood?"
"Yes." Jace says. "No." I say. I look at him. Ruin him. Ruin him like he ruined me. He looks scared. Ruin him.
Bye!
~crazygirlxx