Canadas house nov 2 1941

after this chapter im going to take a break for lunch ill post two more after this

"Sam!"

The room was shaking.

"Sam!" Canada was talking

"I'm sorry!"

"Sorry about what?! Sam wake up!"

My eyes opened and I saw him suck in a breath before the tears came.

"Shhhhh...its ok it was only a dream. Its ok." He said while rubbing my back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and cried in to his chest.

"What did you dream about Sam?"

"You…"

"What about me?" He said his voice was worried.

"You…you were strapped to a table. I couldn't help you… you told me it was my fault that I couldn't stop the war. Germany came in…he had no control ether… "

"Oh Sam." he hugged me until the tears stopped.

"The pancakes are done lets go downstairs eh?"

"Ya. That's just what I need comfort food." I said with a laugh.

"Sam! Were you crying?!" asked America "what did you do bro?" he asked angrily

"Nothing!" I yelled "I had a bad dream…" I knew he would notice my cheeks are always really blotchy after crying.

"Oh."

Matt set down our plates and I took my first bite of just pancake it was heaven even without maple syrup. I poured it on. I took another bite and with my eyes closed, moaned round my fork.

Canada was watching me with a blush on his face. I felt better so I grabbed a new bite and moaned again this time looking him in the eye. His face turned beet red he took a bite and promptly choked on it.

Suddenly I felt a tug on my Canada shirt. Kuma was pulling. I leaned down with a smile.

"What does Kuma want today?"

"Hungry"

I get up move to his ice box which was more like a refrigerator pull out some seal meat and put it on a plate for Kuma.

"There you go sweetheart"

I sit back down at my chair and start to eat again. I pulled out my phone and said

"Its 9:41 we have to be at England's at 12 so we have an hour and a half? Maybe?"

"Sounds about right." Said America

"We can take our showers and then we can watch an ep. Of full metal again"

"Yay!" America ran to get there first even though nether me or Canada was done eating

"Thanks for taking care of Kuma-yoshi."

"His name is kuma-jiro. You're welcome, he's too cute!" matt smiled happily at me

I finished my pancakes. "Thanks Canada! Best pancakes I've ever had! Though that isn't saying much the only homemade pancakes I've had were my own…"

"Your mom and dad never?"

"No…they had this stupid pancake in a jug thing. It had all the stuff in it all you need to add was water."

"That's sad." I agreed gravely "at least I have you now, I'm sure you can make up for my lack of pancakes in less than a month."

We sat in silence. I was watching the snow and trees out the big kitchen window. It was very pretty. The maple trees would dance with the wind and the snow made everything shine.

"You're going to have to borrow a coat."

"Can I have one of yours?" he blushed at the thought

"yeah." I got up and left and came back with one of his big red sweaters.

"I wonder if I will be ignored too if I wear your stuff?" I wonder aloud Canada grunted and from my experience with men it was an idk grunt. I hummed my understanding back at him. He looked up surprised.

"What you didn't think that women could understand man's grunts?"

"Yeah I've never met a women who understood…"

"I worked as a welder before I got sent back in time."

"What's a welder?"

"I don't know if it's you who doesn't know or if it hasn't been invented yet… but basically its blacksmithing but using electricity rather than a really hot fire.

"Really? So you worked in a dirty shop? With men? How did that work out?" he asked his voice wasn't mean or anything so I didn't get worked up.

"My boss was really nice. And it was just the three of us. And the shop was only dirty in the beginning after I got there everything was clean. I found out I have O.c.d. but its limited to work only. During the war there was a big lack of American men so women were allowed to work. So when the men came back after the war they were in for quite the shock having to work with women for the first time. And they were good, hard workers too! I'm so proud of them! They like ninjaed their way in!" I explain excitedly

Canada laughed quietly. "Don't tell America that he has always wanted to be the hero, he wouldn't like women taking that from him."

"That would be like…turning trader on my fellow women! And on myself!

We had another moment of silence. America came back in. "brother, that shower was really just what I needed!"

After Canada's nod I got up and went to my room grabbed a change of close another dress this one a light blue with a white net with flower patterns on it, hanging over it. The dress went past my knees. I grabbed my girlly bag and walked in to the shared bathroom. The mirror was still fogged and the room still warm. The shower works a lot like my grama's when I was a kid so I was only a little confused. I washed quickly with me soaps I brought with me. Lavender has always been my favorite. I brush my teeth, got into my dress, pulled up my white leggings and slipped on my light yellow shoes put on a bracelet and my tree necklace from Christmas from my parents. I French braid my hair and use a little hair wax to control my frizz. I hadn't been more than 15 minutes. I came back down. I watched Matt's reaction. His jaw dropped a little and a blush spread across his cheeks. I grinned. I was on cloud nine as I sat next to him. Our eyes still locked I waited for him to realize I was waiting for him to go. We eye fucked each other until America started to whine "Canada hurry up and get clean so we can watch our show!" Canada walks out and I eye fuck him some more as he leaves.

"You got it bad don't you?"

I pull out my laptop and reply to my brother's post on the co-writers slide, "yeppers"

"Is what just happened normal in your time?"

"The flirting? The eye fucking? For most people it is."

"But not for you?"

"No I've been saving myself for the right guy and I think that matt is that guy. Plus like I said its fun to mess with him. Most people are used to it so you have to be a real charmer to get a blush like that."

"Don't hurt him."

"never."