Hey guys… well this is the neg part… almost rape and then I try to kill the guy who did it…
Well… let me try to explain how this came to be… see there is this guy who does lan partys with me ( a bunch of nerds get together to play games…) and we became Facebook friends we got closer started to talk about things and at some points we were close enough to talk about our sex lifes well my girlfriend made a joke about one of my kinks hypnosis and then it went down hill from there…
anyway the dude would makes comments Everytime we talked. comments about sex inviting me to "take control" and have a threesome with him and my girlfriend if that's what it took… I told him no and that I don't like guys but he kept bugging me… the little side story I told Canada is a true event in my life and I think that's why I flipped out both at this person and as I was writing this. I wasn't sleeping well and I snapped once or twice I reached out to both my girlfriend and one of my closest friends who acts a lot like England… I was so creeped out that when I started writing this came out… please review! Tell me what you think ok? On this chapter I really do need it.
Btw my next chapter should be in a few days not sure yet were I am going to go with it so its a surprise for even me. On to happier notes! over 125 people have read this story! I'm so happy! Even better is how many countries! the top three are U.S.A. Canada and Iceland! so cool guys! Too those who read my story but English isn't their first language is my writing ok? Is it hard to understand? Anything I could be doing differently? I really care about you guys most days Ill have a tab on my phone checking and rechecking how many have read my story that day and from what country they are from… it never fails to put a smile on my face. so Thank you.
After passing out the new folders for the next couple months the meeting became almost boring for me. The only things keeping my attention was everyone fighting finally Germany screamed at everyone to shut up I had seen it coming and covered my ears. Poor Canada however got the full blunt as he had covered Kuma's ears instead. Germany went on to explain briefly that his boss was dead. I felt weird during this because I knew that I was the one to kill him… but then everyone is yelling about money. Angry I stood up. France was yelling the loudest
"France! Shut the hell up you assholes! France you are the worse! Honestly people money is what started ww2 in the first place! Germany had to pay France all that money and then tried to get revenge so maybe it would make sense to just let it go?!" After much arguing I got them to quit with the money and agree to pull their soldiers after that I pulled out my laptop and worked on my research for the nations folders hoping I would get far enough ahead I wouldn't have to worry about it for a couple days. Completing some of that I worked on my story leading back in my chair typing with out using my eyes instead I was watching America England and France fighting over who they think won the war and who would have worked the hardest.
"Eto, Samantha-san, how are you doing that?"
I stop typing and turn toward him.
"Do what?"
"Type so quickry without watching what you are doing?"
I smile and giggle mostly at Chinas frown
"Well Japan there are these two ridges on the f and j keys, so I can find them with out looking and when I know where they are at I just remember the other keys through muscle memory." I said typing away "Some people like to type with just there two index fingers but I cant do it that way my thoughts go to fast for me to write it all down before I forget."
"Westerners. Aru" China said I giggle again.
"If I may what are you writing Samantha-san?"
"A Hetalia fan-fiction but basically everything that has happened in the last couple days
suddenly Italy pops up to my left,
"Hey a-Sam? You look bored!" Italy smiled cutely at me "Maybe we could make-a pasta!"
"Sounds awesome!" I grinned at Italy I was happy that he wanted to cook with me again.
After about 15 minutes, we had it cooking and almost ready to go.
"Italian! Where are you!" We hear Germany scream down the hall
"Ahh! Doitsu! I'm-a coming!" He looked panicked "Ve~Sam! Just stir it for a bit I'll be back in a few mins to take it off!" I smiled again proud that he now trusted me too keep an eye on his pasta.
I was stirring the pot Italy left me in charge of. The slow movement was making me tired… My head was bobbing and my hearing kept slowly going in and out of focus… A set of hands grab a hold of my wrists my mind too out of it to wonder who it was and it wasn't until my mouth is covered and my hip was pressed hard into the counter that I even start to think again. My shirt is unbuttoned halfway before I start to thrash… I almost hit him in the manhood but he moves to the right at the last minute... My right arm jerks free and I push his hand from my face screaming as loud as I can,
"Fire! FIRE!"
"You whore shut up!" The man says back at me. He once again forces his hands over my mouth pushing my head back so far and so quick it hits the cabinets. I watch as black creeps over my eyes. Hoping I wouldn't pass out I wrap my right leg behind his and push with my hands at his chest, the man topples and curses loudly. My left hand pulling on the drawer next to me. Finding it to be mostly empty save a cutting board and a rolling pin. In my panic I grab the rolling pin and hold it in front of me trying to keep the guy as far as possible. the man stands back up and holds out his hands as tho I'm a wild animal he is trying to stop from running…
"Hey hey little time traveler, It's alright… ha-ha the big bad wolf won't eat you… unless you ask."
By this time i could hear two maybe three different sets of feet coming down the hall. The man seems to hear it too and starts to panic… His eyes sweep the room but there is only one door. I decide to throw my rolling pin and it hits the man in the shoulder and lower neck. He falls out in the hall coughing. I reach in the drawer to the left and pull out a knife. My vision going a dark red. I think I was saying something… next thing I know I'm standing over the man and… another man? Sweden? I think, was holding my hands trying to pull me away… again I think I was saying something... yelling? Germany is blocking my view.
"Sam. Let go of ze knife!" Both of his hands were pulling trying to remove it without hurting me… After a moment I start to understand and my hold slackens. Italy is to my left, he reaches forward and wordlessly buttons up my shirt so the other nations couldn't see my purple bra and darkening bruises. My hearing slowly comes back and I can hear the sounds of fighting… was that England? and France?…"
"What happened Sam?"
"I was… cooking and then he grabbed me…covered my mouth... unbuttoned my shirt… told me he would eat me…" Sweden lets go of my arms and I pull them forward to cover my chest. I can feel my shoulders slouch and my head droops. I reach forward and grab a hold of Feli's shirt.
"Canada?" I beg of him because I needed him to leave for if I get any form of comfort I would start to sob and if I started there would be no end. My pride would only allow for Matt to see me that way. Italy nods and races off.
"Did I kill him?"
"Non, but you sure did try too" grinned France " We have moved him to another room oi? Tied him up so he can't get away."
"I don't want to know what nation he is from don't you dare tell me…" I saw nations coming around the corner. Finland and Sealand. I turn quickly to France and whisper "Please tell Canada that I'll be hiding were no one would look for me…" I walked away quickly Finland stopping by Sweden asking what was going on and why was there so much yelling. I walk down the hall in a daze. Making it to the boys bathroom I open the door and call in
"Hello is anyone in here?" No answer so I enter quickly and lock the door behind me. This bathroom was small and located in a long forgotten corner so it honestly didn't smell bad…I had found it and then told Canada about it during the last meeting so he should know where I'm hiding… if not he could always call me. That decided I curled up on the warm floor under the sinks. Soon I was jerked out of my thoughts by a quiet knock. I walk over to the door and open it letting Canada in. I smile sadly at Italy who was standing outside I closed the door on his worried face… There was a window in the room I pull him over and lean my head on the window and his shoulder.
we just sat there for a long moment before I started talking,
"I'm sorry I should have been paying attention."
"Don't be! I heard you fought... are you hurt badly?" I shrug deciding to be truthful I pull off the my shirt letting him see the damage.
Two darkening hand prints one on my right arm the other mostly covered by my bra on the left side of my chest. I stand up and l look In the mirror finding some bruises on my face
"The back of my head hurts a lot too" He reaches up and lightly felt around
"Oh wow that's huge" I start to giggle uncontrollably
"That's what she said" I gasp out between my laughter
"What?" He smiled
"That's what she said it's a joke if you say something that a woman or man would say during sex then someone will follow it with that's what she or he said"
He pulled me into a hug I drop my shirt and hug him back already feeling tears running down my face I pull away and put my shirt back on feeling uncomfortable. I pull him back to the window and sit in his lap. Gathering up my courage I thought I should tell him why I had snapped. Why I reacted so quickly with violence.
"I- when I was young-...I must have been 6 or 7 I had caught my parents having sex… I didn't know what it was at the time and tried to explain what I had seen to my Uncle Jordan… He was only two weeks older then me so he didn't understand ether… I only got to see him once or twice per year because we lived so far apart almost a whole state… At first it started out with just trying to understand what our parents were doing… Then it was trying it out for ourselves… That was probably when i figured out how to masturbate honestly…" I got lost in thought trying to figure out when that had started.
"Go on…" Canada reminded me.
"Hmm… well Jordan kept trying to talk me into having full on sex with him… I had found books about it… They said that a child's body wouldn't be ready that it would be painful… and I was very scared I told him that I was done… That I wanted no more and that he wasn't to touch me in a sexual way again… I woke up one night my shirt pulled up my pants down and him hovering over me playing with my chest… mind you I was pretty flat back then." I giggled quietly and he gave me a small smile/
"Well i sort of reacted badly my knee came up and hit him where it hurts… You see the book had chapters on how to defend yourself as well because only little kids would read that book so… of course. I went back to sleep after pulling my clothes back up and then he never touched me that way again… We have never talked about it and flat out ignore what had happened between us… My guess on why I reacted badly is because I never got the chance to vent." Fear now went up and down my spine and I hid my face in Canada's chest.
"Please please don't think I'm some hillbilly who fucks her uncle I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
there was a long pause where all we could hear was my ragged breathing and then his hand comes up and pulls my head more firmly into his chest
"No. Sam I would never think that…"
After I stop crying and my face is clean we exit the room, Italy no where to be seen…
"Let's just go back to the meeting."
"Are you sure? I'm sure they wouldn't care…"
"No… I think it would make me happier to stay with people." I nod quickly and start tugging Canada behind me enjoying his hand in mine. my hand feeling the texture of his oh! his is rougher then mine! i smile happily at him. confusing the hell out of him
"What?" he said giving me his own small smile
"Your hand it's rougher then mine!"
"What? and That's a good thing?" My smile softened and I said quietly,
"yes."
Coming up to the meeting room I see Italy and Germany waiting outside. The doors are closed but I can still hear all of the fighting from inside. I walk up to Italy and pull him in to a big hug
"I'm sorry Italy I Shouldn't have been so rude!"
"No. Its-a Ok Sam! I just wish I hadn't of left you alone in that kitchen…" Pulling away I hold his face tenderly,
"NO. If I can't question myself with "what ifs" and "what should I have done's" then you can't ether you hear me? Don't you dare drive yourself nuts with such ugly thoughts." I kiss him on both cheeks and turn to Germany
" I am sorry for how… violent I got?" I voice slowly getting higher and higher during the sentence until I could no longer talk. Italy squeezed my hand and Canada whispered in my ear
"Breathe Sam just breathe" I deepen my shaky breaths and focus back on Germany
"No Don't say sorry Sam, It is understandable…" I smile at Germany and nod
"Could we maybe watch a movie… everyone who wants too," I point at the meeting doors "After the meeting is over?"
"The meeting is pretty much over… Sam. I'm sorry but some if not most of the nations know what happened when Italy ran to get Canada, America started yelling…" I sigh and nod walking over to the door I open them and walk in swiftly in. I was almost to my seat when America grabbed me putting his arm over my shoulder I jump but don't reacted to him
"Sam! Don't worry! The hero is here! ill kick that guys ass for you"
"If anyone is going to kick that guys ass its going to be me!" i yell back loudly in his ear he hisses and backs away
"Taste of your own fucking medicine" I laugh rubbing my ear
"Glad to see your alright, Samantha." Said England from behind me I turn and grin
"Yeah I was upset but Canada made me feel better and I got some stuff off my chest" My eyes trail over to the Nordics I smile at both Sweden and Finland and then make a mental note to maybe talk to Norway… He was known for having the best doctors… Turning I walk the rest of the way to my chair and say
"Germany says the meeting is over! Hey guys wait! I yell after the people who already got up to leave.
"I'm going to show you guys a movie from my time! If you want…" After I said that only a few left Switzerland and Liechtenstein being the first to leave. I giggle and plug in my laptop into the T.V. I took from a different room.
"Ok guys, We have two choices English or Japanese. just to let you guys know the Japanese one, you guys probably will have trouble understanding unless you can speak Japanese just because of how fast the subtitles are, the English one is very rude and well, racist, and sexist and well… so lets vote! English or Japanese?
p. my dear readers its up to you English or Japanese paint it white? I'm feeling English just because of the jew joke XD and the doctor who reference and the awesome Germany voice actor with the 5 cats for 5 deutschmarks at Arbys oh god xD im dieing here
p.s.s. In the U.S. people are told in rape situations to scream fire and not rape because rape is over used by teenages someone so much has tickles someone they might scream at the top of their lungs RAPE! just to make the other person uncomfortable... you yell fire because fire makes Everyone look. and see what is happening. Is it the same in other countries? in Canada?