ok well guys first please let me say sorry for just how late this is almost a week. i got sidetracked and then i couldnt find my notebook. well here it is guys! by the way the part with the notebook? all of it is in my idea notebook in one place or another.

The rest of the meeting went slowly and loudly. To tell the truth half way through I put my head phones in and blared rock doing some more research for the country's. I had an order and everything putting the country's in order from a to z and then going through the month. I could tell I was working to hard I already had a year and a half done. Movement caught my eye Norway is waving me over. I look around finding most were out of their seat messing with the giant chalkboard and yelling. I pick up my laptop and take Denmark's empty seat on Norway right.

"Yo what's up Norway?"

"Hmm. I think you've wanted to talk to me."

I pause and consider,

"I guess... I just... wait. About which thing. The memory thing? Or the mental trauma thing?"

"Mental trauma?" He asked his face actually surprised.

"Well think about it, ... I've been given everything I've ever wanted with little to no trouble... I've seriously considered whether or not this is all in my head and I'm in a coma or a veggy..."

After a long pause he asks, "Why would you want to talk to me about that?"

"You're the best with mental health in my world... " Another long pause I fidget and try to change the subject

"So yeah... magic..." smooth real smooth Sam. I giggle at myself shaking my head.

"Well, I agree with you and England there is something more going on... what to do about it though that is the question. Your writing your story still?" Norway raised an eyebrow.

"Yes, I wonder about that a lot. If I stopped writing would anything happen? Or would the world just ended and I be forced back into mine... also I've been writing my thoughts out so maybe that will hold a clue..."

"Good idea... also I don't believe you would leave this world your connected to England."

"I'm sorry what?" I ask tilting my head

"Your connected to England through magic. He is what keep you in this world."

"So what? If he dies I get thrown back into my world?"

"Yes, I think so. Its very hard for a nation to die…" Our conversation ended suddenly by America popping out of nowhere and lugging me over his shoulder.

"Hey! Set me down!"

"Come on dude! It's lunch time!" He said I grab Canada's hand and drag him after us, giggling.

Lunch was simple and quick the restaurants near by used to nation who need food quickly.

On The walk back Italy ran into us "Sam! Ciao!"

"Hello Feli!" I giggle and pull the smaller man into a hug.

"I have the appointment ready to get James into the mental ward here in town England said he used the break off to put a spell on him and that we can get it all done now! I was-ah wondering if you wanted to have any part of getting him thrown in.

After a moment i shook my head "We look nothing alike me being there would not help the cause. But thank you for getting everything moving." I try to smile and fail.

Looking a bit sad he agreed " Of course Bella I feel like it's a-little bit my fault. "

My face hardens and I pull him close again

"Did you do it?"

"No..."

"Did you tell him to do it?"

"No."

"Then you didn't do it and you shouldn't blame yourself." I hug him tight and smiling I decide to pick him up and carry him to the meeting

"Sam?!" His arms wrap around my neck and I giggle at him. Canada and America follow us joking and laughing Italy lightly complaining the whole walk. Sitting Italy down I smile at Germany who sent us a worried look. I hadn't thought of that... sitting in my own Seat again I pulled my laptop into my lap and mess around until the meeting started up again. A new idea came to mind, so I pull my notebook closer my quiet scribbling catching some of the nations attention. Only one stayed focused. Prussia had wondered how the bad touch trio could welcome Sam with a prank. This he thought would be perfect the next time she left for a break he would take her note book and read it aloud until she came back hopefully there would be secrets and what not to keep the other nations from stopping him. It was a long time before she left but hours later she grabbed Canada's hand and walked out the door. Alright it was time for the awesome me to strike! Prussia thought walking over he picked up the notebook flipping through it he found the last page stated 12 on it. Moving to the first page, he started reading. The first few pages seemed to be music lyrics... L'ours? Isn't that French for bear? Sam didn't strike him as someone who knew multiple languages... skipping passed that he found the 'diary' "

"I really miss my parents coffee…

I should gets some stocks off the stock market (I know the future no reason why I shouldn't get rich off of it.

-buy house (zombie ap. /hobbies)

-car

-guns?

-pets?

buy a shit load of maple syrup for canada :D"

"Oi! You shouldn't be reading that!" England stood up looking pissed

"Oh come on stop being a sitzpinkler! The awesome me thinks you might want to hear? What if she talks about you? Oh I think I see your name on page 2! Yep,

'note to self be kind to England and Romano. They get treated so badly especially England. England's magic friends?can I see? touch? hear? yes I can see a bit… random movements near him."

England jerked back his bright green eyes wide. "She?"

But Prussia gave him no time to protest "My option of France has changed into a much more positive light. Before I really met him I wouldn't trust the man as far as I could throw him. Now though? I feel safe with him." Prussia deadpanned it couldn't all be positive right? "I'm glad I got my cooking skills from the Native American's, I have ancestors from Scotland and Ireland X( this is probly why I have crooked teeth on my bottom row of teeth. Good thing my top set is straight hides it well' Keskeskeskes" Prussia giggled at that. And England pouted a bit that the mention of his older brother and sister. By now Prussia has half of the room attention.

"I should give all of the nations ringtones... Romano should have little italian devils. England should have we will rock you. France never gonna happen. Canada l'ours.

I think if Canada told me he didn't want to be with me (gay?) I wouldn't be angry...sad yes but as long as whoever he is with takes good care of him I would support him. I would help keep them together. Dear lord if I was blessed to see 'red velvet pancakes' I would die of happiness gives whole new meaning to go fuck yourself." "What the f does that even mean?" Asked america

Prussia shrugs and starts reading again

"Gerita? Sufin? Canrus?

-teach Italy how to sub/dom

talk to friends/let them know the truth.

Hypoanea? I really hope no one dumps red dye on me… Gatorade would suck! X( id get such a rash man." keskeskeskes Prussia was already making plans to do just that.

"Bruder!" Germany warned.

"Vhat?"

"If you keep reading you may not like vhat you hear!"

"Oh come on west!" angry now he read very quickly hoping to run across something before Germany took it away.

"Maybe talk with Canada about the worst of the Hetalia Fandom.

Incest?

Rape?

-Gangbang?

Hate on france?

find everyone's erogenous zone

Italy's curl

ARE Englands eyebrows the same?

exc.

Does Germany have one?

Tell Germany about plan?

-forest

-drugs

Find out about Canada and America's childhoods where like?

-bed time story's?

Tell Prussia about him being disbanded would he be upset? Should I even tell him? what would Germany do?" Disbanded what? The awesome me? disbanded... the notebook fell from his hand and he stared wide eyed at his brother.

"Prussia?" Germany asked hesitantly. Prussia shook his head and sat down not saying a word. His red eyes locked on to the table in front of him. His anger staying in check until Sam came back.

I giggled quietly as I trailed back to my seat. My happiness drowning out the background. I had just kissed and told Canada he was awesome. The sweet boy blushed so red.

"Move!" Prussia yelled making me jump. I watched Germany move into his way. I was wondering what I had done? Prussia's hands made fists his white skin going almost see through with how tight he held them. He raised them warningly at Germany "Fucking move! How dare she!"

"No. Bruder. Stop this." Germany said his voice like steel. I backed further way from the two moving closer and closer to the wall. Liechtenstein was sitting in one of the bay-windows of the room and I watched as the two started a full out brawl. During the fight the both got turned into Liechtenstein's direction. I frowned moving forward, I grabbed the small girls arms moving her out of the way. as soon as that was accomplished the two men tripped on to me. My hands gripped the ledges of the window desperate to stop the three of us from falling. Prussia elbow whacked me under the chin. I thought I would scream in pain. My right hand gives under the stress and I fall into a sitting position Prussia finds himself sitting on the floor between my legs and Germany's hand brakes the window. His head hitting my shoulder. I clenched my mouth which now burned with pain. A few tears fall down onto Germany's shoulder as he pulls away.

"Sam! Are you alright?!" I heard about five people ask at the same time. anime. Shaking my head no I was unwilling to speak. I could feel blood sliding down my throat and tilted my head forward to allow it to flow out my mouth instead. Keeping my jaw clinched I saw Prussia jerk out from underneath me my blood staining his white hair. It hurt it hurt so much! I was dizzy with pain and barely noticed as Canada sat down beside me. I jerked a bit as his hand touch my back.

"Come on up. Lets get you a doctor." I heard him whisper over the yelling crowd.

I stand up holding on to Canada, I was dragged out of the room and out into the hall.

"She is strong Da?" Russia grinned out at the other country's most were in shock. They hadn't seen anyone get hurt at the meetings in a long time. Sure England and France fought but it was always controlled. They never hurt anyone.

"What do ya mean?" asked America who was standing by the door wondering if he should follow.

"She was bleeding badly and not a whimper of pain, very strong da? stopped two nations from falling out of a window." a pause "I will do the checking on comrade Matvey and Sam."

"NO. We will both go." America fumed. they both left the gaping nations, catching up quickly with Canada and Sam.