Well it's been a couple of months and I've had the three babies waiting for you but i always forget to post them up. A special review from XxRikela-chanxX Reminded me that I needed to.

Special thanks to:Sololight and XxRikela-chanxX for reviewing.
To answer Sololight: yeah there will be a Sequel. There should be at least. I'll have to follow the FFVII original story line with Evie and then the different parts of the contemplation most likely.

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Disclaimer: Final Fantasy VII and all parts of the contemplation go to Square Soft or rather Square Enix. I own Evelia and the things based around her

The day after my break down I sat on my bed staring aimlessly until one of Hojo's assistants came in. I looked at him and he was staring at a clip board. He left it hanging on the end of my bed. I was being moved somewhere else. I sat silently as I was moved into another room filled with equipment. It monitored different things. The most annoying of the bunch was on that started beeping I glared at it as I noticed it was measuring my heartbeat.

The assistant was watching everything intently, muttering to himself. After ten minutes of staring at the ceiling some more he spoke.

"Your Mako levels are still very low, that man seemed to have drained your Mako energy. It's on its way to fixing itself, but you'll need help. We'll give you Mako injections every other hour until they return to normal. Once they do, you'll be released to Hojo for testing. If you Pass it, you should be fine."

"So what's my problem?"

"Nothing, Hojo's experiment sucks Mako energy from living things. You were unfortunate to be one of its prey. You should be fine, but Without Mako in your body to balance your SOLDIER surgery components you could have died. But you aren't a SOLDIER 1st Class for no reason as they say." I didn't say anything.

"So… Jack is an experiment?"

"No, the experiment took Jack's form… we think." He said lightly. I nodded and fell back to my bed. My thoughts ran amuck in my head.

"In a couple of days Jack will be gone from your head…" I sat up to see a certain silver haired general walk in. "You have responsibilities to attend to. You'll forget all about him eventually. Rest for the day and I expect to see you back within at least three days. You're a SOLDIER first class, and you're my student. Live up to it." He left as soon as he had come.

I felt a needle pierce my skin and I sighed waiting for him to pull it out. I blinked the Mako taking to my body fast. I felt myself fall asleep. My body associated sleep with Mako.

I felt my body floating gently. I opened my eyes and gather before me were people. After a minute their faces came into focus. A boy, a few men, and one faceless woman. I knew the boy. He was my now missing older brother. I was trying to look for him. But in my confusing and awkward lifestyle finding him seemed less and less easy. I gave him a grim smile. He frowned at me, and I looked over to the woman. Her face was gone, but I could feel her staring at me. She didn't seem to be smiling, but she was staring like I was in a cage.

Her hair looked familiar… very familiar It was pulled back tightly, the color was black and it was a beautiful shiny onyx. I stared at her curiously, my body shrinking in size. Then I saw white and heard nothing. These were my memories. The white showed the woman again. She was walking towards me. A smile on her face, almost lovingly.

Her face formed in the white, and her eyes were a beautiful chocolate brown. Her skin was lightly tanned and her lips were plump. Her nose was pointed with a sense of perfection about her. She was really pretty. From her face there was almost nothing wrong with her. She smiled at me and brought down a large finger into my hand. I gripped it tightly as I heard giggling come from my mouth. She smiled wide and she stood up suddenly. The smile left her face and then she was gone from my sight.

Then I could feel my body again, I felt stronger and weaker at the same time. I couldn't open my eyes, but a feeling pricked my arm and I could feel the liquid type substance enter my arm. My body tried to fight it, but then I relaxed recognizing it.

I watched from a third person point of view as I laughed with Zack about something. We were much younger here. It was one of our weekends off when we would spend it whoever had a cleaner room. This night it was Zack's. We were laughing about something I could barely remember. I was holding back laughter as Zack continued to tell me some story. My eyes were a shining blue green from the Mako. They stared at him intently and I recognized my feelings immediately. It was obvious from the way I was staring.

But standing from a third person point of view made me notice Zack as the younger me laughed to the point of hysteria. Zack was grinning broadly watching closely as my younger version laughed uncontrollably across from him. His grin fell to a smile and a look similar to the young me had on crossed his face. He… liked me. When we were younger he had liked me. Then I was sitting up staring at him, a grin held on my face.

He mouth was moving and I felt my mouth gape open before a smile cracked on my face and I went to punch his shoulder. He caught it and pulled me towards him. I didn't fight enjoying the feeling of his firm chest against my much softer body. "Tired, Evie?" I felt myself nod. "The story drained my energy from all the laughing." A chuckled vibrated against my back and he pushed me up, I turned to look at him, he was smiling warmly, but my eyes closed.

I took a deep breath and tried to move, I think I was being held back. The feeling was stronger, but it was still the same. I felt stronger than when I last woke up but weaker all the same. This time the injection came, but lasted longer. I relaxed even as I felt metal against my back.

I was standing still holding my hair up by my neck as someone zippered on a piece of clothing. Tseng and I were helping each other get dressed in bright red pieces of clothing. We were grinning despite ourselves, and we nodded to each other before walking out of the room were in. Tseng led us into another room. Rufus was there. He smiled at us when we walked in. Then everything was serious. Rufus left, we took a deep breath together, and followed some guy as we were lead somewhere else again. There was loud noises beyond the door we stood behind. I felt my hand gripped Tseng's tightly and my head rolled up to look at him. He squeezed back, whispering into my ear, "We can do this Evie." I grinned and we were called.

Then I was standing in a room filled with people, almost all of them I didn't know. A tall and strong body was against my back, and there were lights flashing insanely. I was grinning beyond belief, I was so happy, and so… something else… A voice spoke from above my head and I turned to see Tseng grinning broadly, but it was a fake one. I turned back and three people were complimenting us as we stood close together. A tired heat surrounding us... as well as another type of heat. Something was poking me, I knew what it was but I tried so hard not to say anything about it. I took a deep breath grinning at Tseng and him grinning back before closing my eyes again…

I could barely wake up or feel anything now. I sunk into unconsciousness, for what I could feel was going to be a long time.

Memories flashed by, even pictures of things and people I didn't recognize. Then it slowed down to show me other people I didn't know. A big cat with red fur. A big burly black guy with a gun arm. Then it was gone again, flashes of fire, and then nothing. Something was showing me something, but I didn't recognize it, because most of the people in them I didn't even know… Except one.

It was Chocobo head. He was in a SOLDIER uniform.

His face was serious, but still the childish face I remember. He was acting weird. Then flashes came again.

Then there was a man in red. He was speaking to me. I had a weird feeling around him. The same feeling I felt when I was around Zack. I could feel him too. He had the same feeling. The same feeling as me and Zack… but there was something else about him. I could see the sarcasm of my words cross my face as I said something back. A sort of smirk crossed his face and he tried hiding it. My head wasn't facing him and therefore my person didn't notice the look he had…

I was staring at Zack as he watched my still body worriedly. The same look in his eyes from the memories before ran through his was a—

"She hasn't moved in a whole day. Her Mako is back at regular levels again, it has been since yesterday night. Everyone's recovery from the surgery is different."

"Evie had the same problem originally. She was out for about 5 days before she woke up again…"Zack turned to acknowledge the Silver-haired general.

"You were there weren't you?" Zack asked him. He nodded silently watching the teenager the two of them were fond of.

"Why are you here Zackary?" Zack turned to stare at Sephiroth as he held Evie's pale hand.

"I… I have no missions to be on. I wanted to be here for my best friend." It was silent as it usually was around Sephiroth.

"Just for your best friend huh?" He mumbled almost to himself.

I felt myself wake up from what felt like a long and arduous lifetime, It was white everywhere. I seemed to almost be having déjà vu. I felt like death. My hair felt long and silky. My body clean and tired. I knew enough to figure you couldn't feel tired when you were dead.

"I am much too old for this crap." My voice was raspy and coarse. My hands were numb with a lack of use. I stared at my lightly calloused hands, and saw the calluses were going away, possibly from lack of use… or whatever was in the SOLDIER surgery… My eyes narrowed suspiciously. But any thoughts I had started to form in my head were stopped when a group of people walked into my room.

Hojo was leading the way. He walked to me glaring once before checking my clipboard. He mumbled to his assistants who scribbled furiously beside him.

"I will be waiting for you in the training room for a checkup. That's two in one month, Reinhardt." I bit my lips shut as he left blinding me from the sheen on his greasy forehead.

Zack and Sephiroth followed. Zack was holding a uniform of mine in his hand. I smiled wearily. He left it for me on the chair and left.

"Zack and I will be in the training room with Hojo, so we can stop it if anything bad happens." Sephiroth left after these words. I sat with my jaw hanging open. I was going to say something but he left before I could.

The room I was in was white as usual, and it was quiet. Testing my limbs for blood flow was always the fisrt thing I did when I woke up. Just to make sure I wasn't tied up or dying. When I could feel my toes and fingers I sat on the edge of my bed and took a deep breath. A numbing feeling ran through my body. I couldn't believe how crappy I felt. I didn't even feel this bad after the original surgery. I groaned knowing how crappy it was gonna be while everything had to fall back to normalcy.

As I managed to walk over to my clothing without dying I felt it that odd sense in my body of him. He was near me, but below by a few miles. The feeling left me again. I ignored it as I got dressed and stretched properly.

My mind felt refreshed and new. My limbs powerful and strong, everything about me felt new. I felt amazing. Heading to the training room I know I felt great I radiated the feeling as I was greeted by the other SOLDIERs.

Entering the training room, I grinned ready for my second check up in what felt like two days, but was really probably like two weeks.

I was perfectly fine according to Hojo, better than usual actually. The renewal of the surgery seemed to have boosted my senses in every way. Except my memory. It was foggy, I couldn't remember much.

Okay this Chapter was ridiculous in the fact it is so short… and sooo… ridiculous. I hate it. Very Very much. But there you go. I'll make up for the shortness. Promise. :)