Chapter 5: I know what's wrong
Notes:
This chapter is also un-Beta'd, thanks for reading :)... and I'm evil xp.
Sherlock opened the door of 221B, carefully he listened if he could hear John.
John was gone. He wandered through the empty flat, thinking about his best friend. There had to be a way to explain John what he was. He closed his eyes, and massaged his temples, why was this so hard? He didn't want to die, the stupid curse, if the curse wasn't there…
Silent footsteps behind him, made him spin around.
"You're back." John's face looked sad
Sherlock swallowed. "John I…"
John made a stopping gesture. "Sherlock, I know why you've been acting like this, and after this morning… well. I'm sorry Sherlock, I should have known."
John said everything in a whisper, like he was afraid.
So John had known? "John I'm glad that you've found it out, I didn't know how to tell you."
A sad smile appeared on John's face. "Sherlock, don't… I know how hard this must have been for you, and I don't want to get in your way."
Sherlock didn't understand it, what did John want to say?
John took Sherlock face in his hands.
"I'm leaving Sherlock. You clearly have some problems with me, I've already packed my stuff.
I don't want to be here when you don't want me here."
"John I… I can explain, please!"
Outside they could hear a car horn.
"My cab is there Sherlock, I should be going."
John came closer and placed a small kiss on Sherlock's lips. Sherlock's heart fluttered, he closed his eyes, because his world turned around… John… John kissed him.
"I've always wanted to do this, I love you Sherlock, but this isn't working."
John let go and Sherlock opened his eyes.
"Bye Sherlock."
John walked outside.
Sherlock looked in shock through the room, when he heard a car leaving, he ran outside.
In the distance the could see the cab driving, John loved him and left.
This was his fault! He loved John, and now he was gone, and the worst part was…
John loved him.