Well, at 15 years old I had finally gotten my first crush and it was for a old guy.

Okay, he wasn't 'that' old, I guess.

Is forty old?

Anyway, he was tall and handsome; so in the grand scheme of things I had lucked out.

It's not like anything would ever happen, right!

A/N: This was Holly J's thought before ending up in The Shep's office