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Jessica Wasabi: The End

Chapter Twenty
Jess' POV

Kim ran into our apartment after hearing the commotion. When she saw me crying and Kai on the verge of tears, she frowned. "What happened?" she asked worriedly.

"Drake took Morgan," I whispered brokenly.

"Drake? Your stepdad Drake?" she asked and I nodded. "Oh no, I'm so sorry..."

I choked back a sob and Kai tightened his grip around me. "This is all my fault," I said quietly. "If it wasn't for me..."

Kai let out a breath. "You can't blame yourself for this, Jess."

"But it is my fault!" my voice quivered. "If it wasn't for me, Drake wouldn't have any motive to take your daughter."

"Our daughter," he corrected gently.

I shook my head. "She shouldn't be my child," I covered my voice, taking in a deep breath. "If-if I never married you, I wouldn't have had Mo and this wouldn't be happening..."

"Jess-"

"Why did you marry me?!" I cried. "Why?! Why would you want to be with someone that has only ever caused you pain...?"

Kai ran his hand through my hair, trying to comfort me as he held me close to him. "I married you because I love you and that's all that matters," he whispered before kissing the side of my head.

"But all my problems, Kai," I choked out. "Drake, my bipolar disorder, depression... You shouldn't have to deal with them... I'm sorry..."

"Oh, Jessi," he said gently and lifted my chin so I would look at him, but I turned away. "Hey, look at me," I shook my head. "Baby, look at me," I finally did and he used this thumb to wipe away my tears. "For better or for worse... I promised you that; I don't break my promises, Jess. I don't care what I have to 'deal' with, I'm going to because I care about you. Stop blaming yourself for this, it's not your fault."

I rested my head in the crook of his neck, wrapping my arms around him tightly as I sobbed. "Hey," Kim said gently as she touched my shoulder and I looked at her. "I called the police; they'll be here soon. I'm so sorry, guys..."

A few minutes passed and the police arrived at our apartment. We gave them Morgan's description and a recent picture of her, and I told them about Drake and Bella.

I put my head in my hands, trying not to cry again. "We'll do everything we can to find your daughter, Mrs. Brewer," one of the officers assured me.

I let out a breath and heard the door open. "Jess," I heard a voice say and I looked up to see Jack and the others at the door, including Rudy and my uncle.

Kai took my hand in his as our friends walked over to us. Jack went to hug me but I pulled away, putting my arms around Kai's waist instead and burying my face into his shoulder. Kai put his arm around me and he said quietly, "She doesn't really like social contact when she's upset..."

I glanced at the others, sniffling. "I'm gonna go lie down," I muttered.

"Ok," Kai said quietly before kissing my forehead.

I went to the bedroom and crawled into bed. Pulling the blanket around my shoulders, I curled up into a ball and quietly sobbed.

Kai's POV

Jess left the room and I sighed. "So how you holdin' up, Kai?" Jack asked.

"How do you think?" I snapped. "My daughter was just kidnapped by a psychopath and I have no idea what's going to happen to her!"

"Hey, I understand you're upset, but you don't have to yell at us," Jack said.

I took a breath, rubbing my eyes. "I'm sorry," I mumbled. "You just have no idea how hard it's going to be to handle Jess during this. I'm worried that she might do something drastic because of how depressed she is..."

"You don't think she'd try to hurt herself, do you?" Kim asked worriedly.

I was quiet for a minute. "She's depressed," I stated. "Jess has talked about this kind of stuff before but she's never tried anything. I think it's because she never wanted Morgan to be without a mother like she was, but now that Mo's gone..."

Jack became visibly worried at this and Kim took his hand, trying to comfort him though she, too, was worried about Jess. "I don't think Jess would purposing harm herself," Jack said, frowning.

"She's my wife, Jack," I replied. "and my best friend. I think I know her better than you do."

No said anything. There was nothing they could say or do to make things better. After a few minutes, they said their goodbyes and they left. When they were gone, I walked quietly into the bedroom and up to the bed. Jess was asleep, tears still staining her face. Her breaths were short and broken instead of steady and gentle as they usually were when she was sleeping.

I knelt beside the bed, stroking Jess' face tenderly. I wiped away the tears that remained on her face and kissed her cheek gently before putting my arm around her and holding her close. "I love you, baby," I said quietly. "Please don't do anything you'll regret..."

I stood up and walked towards the door, giving Jess a final, worried look before leaving.

Jess' POV

I woke up a couple of hours later. My eyes burned from crying so much and took in a shaky breath. I sat up and looked around the room. "Kai?" I called.

No answer.

I got up and walked out to the living room but didn't see my husband. "Kai?" I called louder. Still, there was no answer. "Kai?!" I yelled, tears coming to my eyes.

I heard running and the apartment door opened. Kai looked at me and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I... I thought you left me..." I said quietly, sniffling.

He frowned. "Oh Jessi, we've been over this," he said as he walked towards me and pulled me into a tight hug. "I'm never going to leave you."

"Where were you?" I asked, still upset.

"I was over at Kim's apartment with her and the others," he said gently. "Do you want to go over and see them?"

I shook my head and leaned against him, closing my eyes. "Really? It might do you some good to be with friends," he said.

"I only need you," I replied. "As long as I have you, I'm fine..."

I really wasn't fine. I was breaking inside, more and more by the minute. I was so paranoid of Kai leaving me because of my problems that he had to deal with, and the thought of never seeing Morgan again was more pain than I could handle. It hurt so bad... But what was I supposed to do? I couldn't do anything to stop the bad things in my life. Every time I became happy, something bad happened. I could never just take time to enjoy the happiness as at some point, the pain and helplessness took over.

I just hoped that I wouldn't do anything that I'd regret...

Hi, guys! Been a while, hasn't it? Though I'm not sure how long it's been...

Anyway, anyone have a guess as to what's going to happen? Or suggestions, I could always use suggestions. I still need a gender for the baby! What do you guys want it to be?! Girl... boy... twins... What do you want them to have?! I'll have more about what Kai and Kim were talking about in, I think it was chapter 18, hopefully in the next chapter! What's it gonna be huh? Any guesses?

Ok, well, tell me what you think!

Have a blessed day,
~Nydroj