Birds squealed from outside the cafe across the street. I wasn't ready to wake up and I didn't want Tegan to move from underneath me. She looked like an angel, the sun reflecting on her pale skin giving it that slight glow. Her Hazel eyes opened and automatically looked away from the sunlight shining through the window but then after realising I was beside her and remembering last night, her eyes were directed towards mine. We were locked in a deep gaze.

We both knew we were supposed to be on a business holiday to work on Heartthrob but we had already spent one afternoon just fucking each-other and it felt like we were contemplating spending half the morning doing the same again.

"Ugh Tee, we have shit to do..." Tegan patted my head and adjusted my hair into place then rubbed the sleep from her face.

"I can't" she rolled over facing away from me with her body pressed against mine, fitting and filling all my curves with hers "I want to stay in bed with you, I don't want to go back" I kissed her hair

"I know baby, I know." We heard my Blackberry buzz from over on the desk. My eyes rolled through the back of my head
"Stacy?" Tegan smirked, she slowly got out of bed.
"Eh probably" I let out a laugh at the thought of our relationship "who knows, maybe she's calling to say she's found someone else hey! We never talk about those things" Tegan picked up both phones and her face lost that golden glow that was given by the window earlier. "We catch each-other checking people out all the time, neither of us say anything so that means it's totally fine" I laughed about it some more until I heard the crack in Tegan's throat.

"Yeah, well i'm glad that your girlfriend doesn't mind" I could hear her anger "wish I could say the fucking same about mine"

"Tegan, what the hell?" I said with confusion to her sudden outburst.
"I am stuck in this awful fucking position! 3 missed calls and 5 texts Sara!" She was trembling, trying her best not to cry and turning all her sad emotions into anger, towards me.
"It's not exactly my fault? I didn't mean to fall in love with you. I didn't mean to let YOU fuck ME last night, i'm fucking sorry I let that happen if this is how you feel Tegan." I teared up. I become a wreck when it comes to my family.

"I can't say that i'm sorry" she piped down. I watched her swallow her words. "I just.. got so ahead of myself..."

"How come you don't want me anymore Tegan?" I was scared while awaiting her reply, I asked a question but I wasn't sure I wanted to know the answer. "What did LB say?" Tegan was silent for a while, I watched her pupils contract from the light of her phone while she skimmed over the messages again. She threw the phone at the bed letting it land right beside my knee. It was unlocked so I took the offer to read the messages for myself.

-Babe, don't forget to call me when you can xxx

-T is everything ok? I hope ur not mad about that argument the other night. Just think about it while ur away baby

-Ok well it seems like ur ignoring the situation just because ur away. Very mature Tegan. Take my call, hear me out, please?

-Listen just answer your phone, we don't have to talk about Joel or anything, I just need to hear your voice, I love you.

-I have nothing to say to you. Clearly you don't want to be held down by commitment. Or is it just me? It's killing me but maybe I should just walk away this time.

I locked the phone and placed it back down.

"Tegan..." I said sensitively "who is Joel?"

"Lindsey is bringing up the 'lets start a family' shit again. This time she's even found a.. um.. sperm donor?" It was pretty clear that Tegan did not want this, it had been argued many times and without my own bias' I think it's fair to say that Tegan is right. Lindsey shouldn't keep pushing for a family if Tegan doesn't agree. I mean if this were a heterosexual couple, it's kind of like the boyfriend forcing the girlfriend to have sex and ejaculating inside her because he wants a family or when a girl lies to her partner about using contraception in order to get herself pregnant. The problem here is that both parents should be in full agreement with planning a family, not manipulated into it. From Tegan's point of view, LB was manipulating.