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AN: Sort of a filler chapter here.
Chapter 9
RPOV
These last two months have been amazing. I'm so happy that I gave Bella a chance. Our talk in the park that first day was refreshing. It was nice to talk to someone and not feel like they expect anything from me; to be able to relax and set the pace of the conversation was a nice change of pace for me.
Our first date was amazing. I learned so much about her and she stood up to that douchebag waiter. Then the little picnic at the water wall was a wonderful way to have dessert. Then the kiss at the end of the night, God I wish that Sarah didn't interrupt us. She is such an amazing kisser.
I can tell that Bella is trying to treat me like the other girls at the club and for the most part it is working. The other girls don't know anything besides Victoria and Esme of course. The late dinners with Bella in her office are great and it gives us the alone time that we want without having to worry about scheduling everything constantly. Victoria, Esme and Alice have become my best friends. We all love some of the same things, like shopping.
When Bella told me about her dick, to say I was shocked would be an understatement. The way she started that conversation scared me. I thought she was going to tell me she wasn't attracted to me or that she was in a relationship or something like that. I was already worrying about what could possibly be wrong. I think she thought that I didn't notice her moving away from me when we were making out, but how do you not notice that and when it goes on for a couple of weeks not think the worse. Compared to what was running through my mind what she said was a lot better, not that I would have ever guessed.
When Sophie's birthday came around, I fought tooth and nail against Bella paying for her birthday party. I was just going to do what I have done for the past two years which was basically just make dinner and have a small cake for Sophie but this year I was going to invite Bella to be there. When she pointed out to me that everyone wanted to be there like they do for Stevie, I panicked. I knew there was no way I could afford to pay for something like that unless I didn't give Sophie the gift I was planning. When Bella stepped in I was worried she would think that I was with her for her money but she fought me just as hard. Then when Angela showed up, I couldn't have been more surprised and excited. To find out that she was going to be able to go to school here in Houston and to know that I will be able to see her and she will be able to see her niece grow up now, there were just no words for it.
Then last night was amazing. I never thought that I would get this close to someone ever again; that I would trust someone enough, but with Bella it's almost like it's a no brainer. I surprised myself when I pulled her to the bedroom. Then the way that girl moves, it's indescribable, just no words. She seemed to know exactly what I needed to send me over the edge. I can't even imagine what having actual sex with her is going to be like. I was so glad that she had extra clothes in her car so she could stay with me. Sophie hasn't exactly asked any questions yet, but we haven't made a conscience decision to hide our relationship from her. I want to start integrating my and Bella's lives together so I think sleep overs are a good first step.
I woke up before both Bella and Sophie, so I decided to just lay here until one of them wake up. As I'm lying here I can't help but think about my feelings for Bella. I have never been in love before, but I think I'm falling in love with Bella. I can see a future with her and it doesn't scare me like I thought it would. The only thing that scares me is what would happen if she walked out on me. Even worse, I don't know what would happen to Sophie if Bella left. She has grown so attached to Bella. I can't help but lean in the doorway and watch them play with each other. Bella is just a big kid herself.
BPOV
It feels like someone is watching me. Is my first thought when I start to wake up. I go to roll over to cuddle Rosalie and I am met with an empty bed. Well that's not right. I think. I hear giggling coming from behind me, so I turn over and see Sophie standing there laughing at me. I make sure that my lower half is covered before I turn to her.
"Good morning Sophie. How are you doing today?" I ask her.
"I'm good. What are you doing in Mommy's bed?" she asks me. Damn kid, you couldn't even give me a chance to really wake up first could you? I think to myself.
"Where is you mom at?" I ask trying to deflect. It seems to work when she tells me that her mom is making us all breakfast. It looks like she was going to ask me another question when Rosalie calls for her. I breathe a sigh of relief for a moment. That's a question for Rosalie to answer not me.
As I think that, Rosalie appears in the doorway to her bedroom.
"Good Morning sweetheart." I tell her with a smile.
"Morning baby. Breakfast is ready for you when you are." She lets me know with a smile.
"Do I not get a good morning kiss?" I ask with a pout. She shakes her head at me and comes over to me with a sway in her hips. As she leans over me to give me, what I'm sure she thought was going to be a chaste kiss, I grab the back of her neck a turn the kiss into a passionate kiss. I lick her bottom lip, asking for permission to enter her mouth which she grants. She starts to move to straddle me when we hear Sophie yelling for her mom.
"I better go see what she wants and you need to calm down and get dressed." She says with a pointed look to my lap. I look down to see that I started to get hard from that kiss.
"Okay, I'll be out in a few." I tell her as I get up. I give her a real chaste kiss and head to the bathroom. On my way there I grab a pair of jeans out of my bag. Once I'm ready I head towards the kitchen where I can smell eggs, pancakes, and sausage. Man the only thing missing is some hash browns. I think to myself. As I'm about to walk into the kitchen, I stop when I hear Sophie ask Rosalie why I was in her bed. This should be good. I peek around the doorway to see the look on Rosalie's face; you can see her trying to keep a straight face.
"Well, remember how I said that me and Bella were dating?" she asks and Sophie shakes her head yes.
"Well, Bella asked Mommy to be her girlfriend and I said yes okay?"
"What does that mean?"
"It means that Bella is going to be around a lot more now and she is going to stay over sometimes." Rosalie tries to explain. I don't know if Sophie really got it or not, but she nodded her head anyway and went back to eating. I was trying not to laugh, but Rosalie looked up and saw anyways. She sent a small glare my way, but pointed to my plate at the table so I took that as my cue to come in. I went over to Rosalie and gave her a kiss and whispered to her that she gave a good explanation. It was better than what I would have come up with.
Breakfast was amazing and I said as much. Rosalie thought I was exaggerating, but I wasn't, it was better than my mom's and that is saying a lot.
A few hours later, after watching a movie and playing with Sophie, I got ready to head home. I didn't really want to leave, but I knew I needed to, the dog walker said that she couldn't come by today.
"I know this may sound clingy, but I'll miss you." Rosalie says to me.
"I'll miss you too, but call Angela and spend some time with her before she has to leave. I'll see you tomorrow, okay?"
"When are you going to see me, I don't work?" she questions me.
"Oh didn't I tell you, Sophie, Angela and you are going to meet me at the park to hang out before Angela leaves. Plus I'm bring my dogs so Sophie and you can get meet them." I tell her.
"No you didn't tell me any of this, but that sounds like a good plan." She tells me with a smile. I lean into her for a kiss goodbye, but that turns into more and it takes me another 15 minutes before I pull away and tell her I really needed to go. I didn't want to leave but I knew I needed to. After I realized my feelings for her, I didn't know it was going to be so hard to not tell her. I needed to sit down and try to plan this out so I can make it special for her.
Once I get home, I take the dogs out and feed them. When that was done I decide to clean my apartment and do some laundry. Once that is all done, I look at the clock to see that it was only four o'clock in the afternoon.
At the last minute, I decide to pack some small things up and take them to the new house. I grabbed my keys to my Jeep and some of the packed stuff and started to pack my car. Once that was done I run back upstairs to get the dogs leaches so I can take them too. When we are all in I pull out to head to the house.
I put in the gate code to open the gate and drive up the drive way. To get as much land as I did wasn't cheap, but it was so worth it. When I pull up in front of the house, I let the dogs out so they could run around. I walk to the back of the house and see that all the fencing is done and the place is cleaned up.
I start to carry things into the house but leave the door open for the dogs. Once everything is inside, I start to unpack. I'm not in a huge rush to move so I'm just going to slowly transition into the new house.
By the time everything is all unpacked it's close to eight o'clock, so I head home. On my way I swing by McDonald's to grab some food. Once I eat I shower and go to bed. It was tiring moving that load around.
The next day I met Rosalie at the park at around three in the afternoon. Angela had some things to do on campus before she could come to the park.
Rosalie and Sophie loved Tigger and Harlie and vice versa which is amazing because Harlie is usually scared of new people. Angela found out that she was moving into her dorm during the first week of August. Rosalie and I just sat at a picnic table while Angela and Sophie played with Harlie and Tigger. It was just a nice relaxing day at the park with my family. I couldn't wait to make this permanent and have them living with me.
