Clearly Tegan was wounded by the breakup, I could only do my best to comfort her. I will be there to catch her during the fall, like I said in the past. I didn't want to push her. I caress Tegan with my hand over her shoulder in hope that my love will remove the hurt Tegan is experiencing. All day she has been distant, but not angered. I think she is just trying to get her head around the fact that it's finally over.
"Sara, they say that you'll only find love once in your life" She looked up at me as if she was asking a question and I gave her a puzzled face in return.
"well.. yeah" I almost could feel my heart stop beating, I felt like I was about to pass out. "Tegan please.. you know i'm the one, don't tell me you are reconsidering"
"One love Sara. The kind of love that's not undone. My relationship with Lindsey has come undone, but with you, that's never happened. I'm meant for you." She hugged me. I hugged her back like a lost child who has just found their mother in the shopping centre. I almost lost her, but didn't.
Tegan had gotten over it, probably not completely but she stopped sulking. She wasn't the type to dwell for long. She would continue living her normal life whenever she got upset, and would only show sadness if she was interrupted by the problem.
We threw whatever clothes we had left on the floor back onto our bodies and it had already become the early hours of the afternoon. I somewhat made up the bed. My bed making skills were nothing compared to the perfect bed beside ours that had been made by the hotel prior to our visit. Meanwhile Tegan logged onto her laptop to check the social media sights we had been neglecting.
"Guess what Sara?!" Tegan chirped "Closer is trending on twitter!"
"Oh cool, uh we're trendy huh!"
"Sara you really have no idea about twitter do you?" She chuckled
"Let's take a photo to commemorate this moment, sleepy head!" I snapped a photo of Tegan using her phone. Sex hair, bed hair, the fans wont be able to tell.
"Teach me how to tweet!" I sat down at her laptop and began to reply to some of our fans while Tegan uploaded photos. I was surprised at how many responses we were getting because of Closer.
"The fans want a selfie" what the heck is a selfie, I waited for her to explain, she would know i'm not up with these things. "A photo of us, you take it on your blackberry".
We stood side by side in front of the mirror above the desk in the corner of our suite. My hand was tucked under my long sleeve and resting on the side of my jeans until Tegan found it and held my hand intwining her soft fingers between mine and holding it loosely I had to make sure I didn't show that in the photo! I also had to angle the phone in a way that would hide the fact that Tegan wasn't wearing any pants. We were grinning like losers.
"Don't smile. It's a serious, selfie? Okay."
Tegan laughed "Okay" Her phone buzzed, she looked down at it sitting on the desk. There was a text from Lindsey. I watched her reaction, all she did was read the name and look at the phone in the mirror.
"Serious selfie, lets do this." She clenched my hand firmly and bumped against my shoulder. The photo came out good, the sun reflected off my jawline, nobody could notice our hands and nobody could see Tegan in her undies. Only me. Tegan was meant for me.