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Chapter Fourteen

(Gwen's POV)

- Pff! Yeah right! - Quill laughed!

- This isn´t a joke Quill! I am truly a witch! - Everybody stared at me like I was an alien. They didn´t believe me…

Quill was still laughing as well as Embry. Jacob didn't say a word. He just stared at me.

I sighed deeply. Maybe I should show them. There was a small pinewood tree near us. I gazed attentively and focused only on it. There was no laughing, no people around me. Just the tree. The pinewood tree immediately started to burn up. They stopped laughing and there was just silence. I extinguished the fire and turned around meeting their amazed looks. Bella, Quill and Embry were gaping.

- Do you believe in me, now? - I asked them.

- Incredible… - Carlisle whispered in awe.

- How do you? How…? What? - Quill asked.

- It's a long story… - I looked at my feet ashamed of what I was: a monster. Edward came to me and rubbed my shoulders.

- You are not a monster Gwen. You are special! - He smiled lightly at me, reassuring everything would be all right.

Bella was still shocked. I came to her and said:

- I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I was afraid you could get hurt.

- You are sorry? You were the one that said that vampires were dangerous! You were the one that said that werewolves were dangerous! You said you didn't want to be a part of the supernatural world and yet, here you are! My cousin is a WITCH! - Bella screamed at me and I flinched. I don't think she has ever been this angry with me and it hurt to see her react like this. I held my head up straight and contained the tears that were trying to get out. I wouldn't show any signs of weakeness.

- I am truly sorry Bella but I have my reasons…I just…

Bella interrupted me and said these final words:

- We are done. I am done! And you were always saying how I needed to stay away from Edward...maybe it was ME that needed to stay away from you - She walked away and a small tear ran down my face. Edward smiled sadly and patted my back and walked away too. Carlisle, Alice, Jasper, Embry and Quill also left but Jake still remained in the same spot motionless. He didn't say a thing. He just…stood there.

I caught another tear that started running down my face. I smiled lightly:

- Well this has been an eventful day! I guess I should go. - I turned around and walked away but Jacob caught my arm. His voice was calm and eased. He didn't seem freaked out about my revelation. He just seemed curious.

- Tell me everything. - The look on his face was priceless. He was stunned and…afraid of me?!

- Don't worry I won't hurt you. - I said to him and he snickered.

- I don´t think you would be able to hurt me. I'm a werewolf! Just please tell me what I can do for you! Why don't you just tell me? Why? – I shook my head several times. No. No. I wasn't ready. I didn't want to feel fragile especially around Jake.

- You don´t know what you are dealing with wolf! Just stay out of this Jake! - I said to him. He looked down at his feet. Great! Now I've hurt him! I sighed and patted his shoulder.

- Look, Jake I am sorry. It wasn't my intentions to make you feel sad but I am a mess right now! - I couldn't take it anymore. Tear drops were running down my face- I am…alone. I feel so lonely.

Jacob hugged me and I hugged him back. I couldn't get over his scent. My arms were around his broad shoulders and his arms circled my tiny waist. He whispered in my ear:

- Hey I'm right here. Tell me…please. - I looked up to meet his warm chocolate brown eyes. His hand caressed my cheek. I looked down embarrassed by our intimacy.

- Can you talk some other time? Could you just take me home? - He sighed defeated, nodded and took my hand. We entered again the party and before we went home, Carlisle apologized from behalf of his family. I just nodded and he told us to be in the woods tomorrow so we could start our practice.

We entered Jacob's Rabbit Car. We stayed the entire journey in silence. When we arrived, Jacob pulled over outside my house. The lights were off so nobody was home.

- Thanks for driving me home, Jake. And…thanks for saving my ass…again! - He smiled but he was concerned with me. His gaze lingered on my form the entire time I exited his car and went inside the house. Once I was inside I ran to my room and cried. Bella…she hated me. She saw me as a threat…as a monster.

I woke up feeling drained, exhausted. My mind kept rushing to yesterday's events. I always thought the death of my parents was the worst moment that I would ever experience. I was wrong. At least I was accepted by my family, but Bella's rejection was like being punched in the guts. She wasn't my cousin…she was more than that to me. She was like a sister to me.

It was still early so nobody was up. I called Grams and asked her if she would come to my place. I was not feeling so well to drive to her store. When she arrived I told her everything. She listened to me the entire time and looked concerned.

- What I am going to do Grams?

- Well, today we have to go to the woods…we have to show them what you are capable young lady! - She smiled at me. I laughed slightly. She was the only one who could make me smile with a situation like this. She reminded of mum. Oh how I miss her! I agreed with her plan and we went to the woods to meet with the Cullen's and the pack. Bella would probably be there.

We were supposed to meet in this clearing near the Cullen's mansion. We could see far away the Cullen's. Emmet was thrown away by Jasper. I never thought Jasper was that strong! I mean compared to Emmet he is…pretty slim! A jeep stopped and Edward and Bella came out. They were holding hands and looking at each other. Bella looked at me but her stare was so cold. I shivered and looked away hugging myself to keep some kind of warmth.

Suddenly, the pack arrived. They were in their wolf forms…maybe they were too scared to show up as themselves. I don't know.

- Welcome! Jasper has experience with newborns. He will teach us how to defeat them. - Carlisle said to the pack and Edward was translating what Sam was saying.

- They want to know how the newborns are different from us. - Edward said to Carlisle.

- They are a great deal stronger than us because their own human blood lingers in their tissues. Our kind is never more physically powerful than in our several months of this life. - Carlisle was about to give Jasper permission to start but he looked at me. Emmet smirked and Carlisle smiled.

- Gwen, I am glad you came. And who is that?

Everyone looked at me and my grandma. I walked to the centre of the clearing and so did my grandma.

- This is my grandma. She was the one that thought me how to control my powers and she is here to help me out. If something happens. - Carlisle smiled at my grandma and shook her hand. My grandmother didn't shiver from the cold contact and smiled sweetly at Carlisle.

- I'm Carlisle, what is your name?

- The name is Lucinda. I am grateful for you having me here today…Gwen will be a great asset for the upcoming battle!

- Grams! Don't! - Jesus Christ did she need to embarrass me more than I was right now? Edward laughed slightly and Bella asked what he was laughing. He whispered into her ear and she stared at me. But this wasn't the Bella I knew… she was cold, distant.

I ignored her and focused only on Jasper.

- Carlisle is right. That is why they are created. A newborn army doesn't need thousands like a human army. No human army could stand against them. - Jasper raised his voice- The most important things to remember are first: never let them get their arms around you. They will crush you instantly. And second: never go for the obvious kill. - He eyed me- They will be expecting that. And you…will lose. - I gulped.

- EMMET! - Jasper called Emmet. They were the first to exemplify.

- Don´t hold back - Jasper grinned to Emmet.

- Not in my nature! - He also smiled to Jasper and began running into Jasper. Emmet bumped with full force but Jasper restrained him. Jasper flew and all you could see was a pile of dirt in the air. When it cleared Emmet was lying down on the ground.

- Never lose focus. - Wow Jasper won to a big guy like Emmet? He must know what he is doing!

Edward and Carlisle were up next. Edward was not as strong as Emmet but he was a lot faster than Carlisle. They struggled for what it felt like hours but in the end Edward won. He smiled for his victory.

- One more thing…Never turn your back on your enemy! - Carlisle took Edward by surprise and attacked him. I laughed when I saw Edward on the ground.

Rosalie was facing Jasper after the confrontation between Edward and Carlisle. She seemed really sweet but I guess appearances could mislead your better judgment. She was sneaky!

In the end Alice fought with Jasper and she succeeded! Of course they were sweethearts, so Jasper being the gentleman let Alice win this round.

Everybody stopped to take a break, when Jasper and Carlisle came to me.

- Would you like to show everyone what you can do? You could be some great use once we are out there… - Jasper asked me. I think this was the first time he has ever talked to me. I eyed my Grandma but she encouraged me by shoving me forward. I eyed her stunned by her actions.

Bella and Jacob were talking. More like Bella talking to wolf Jacob. The minute I looked into Jacob his eyes locked with mine. It really was Jacob…his big warm chocolate eyes were staring at me the entire time. I smiled and waved and he nodded.

Grandma said that I should try using my two other elements: wind and earth. I didn't know what to do but I guess I needed a victim. I looked at all of the vampires. Now who will I pick?

- Hum…Emmet?! Could you…

- Be your guinea pig? You got it witchy! - He smiled and I laughed.

- Just so you know…I have never done this before but since you are immortal I don't think there will be any consequences! - I grinned at him and he did the same.

I closed my eyes and listened to the forest. I listened to the trees, to the birds, to every living creature. From the small ant, to the big grizzly bear. My mind was complete off from reality and connected to the woods and their living things. I felt inside me a power I have never felt before.

I banged my hand into the ground with a loud thud. Silence. I opened my eyes defeated. It did not work. Suddenly branches were stretching out in Emmet's direction and grabbed them. He was trying to break them but these were no ordinary branches. I can't believe I actually did it!

- Emmet stop struggling! They will only grab you tighter if you don't relax! RELAX! - I screamed at him.

- How can I relax when there is a tree breaking my bones? - He barked back.

The pack was amused especially Paul. His bark echoed through the woods.

- Shut up dog! - Paul only laughed harder.

- Please Emmet listen to me. - I calmly said to him. He still struggled to get out! - LISTEN TO ME! - He stopped and so did Paul's laugh.

I took a deep breath and I explained to him to be released he needed to relax. He did and once he was relaxed I demanded the tree to stop. The branches let go of Emmet and he fell on the floor gasping for breath. Rosalie came to his aid.

- Are you all right? – Rosalie helped Emmet up and he just nodded. I walked to the couple and looked down ashamed.

- I'm sorry Emmet!

- Wow that is some power for a little thing like you!

- Hey! I am not little I am quite tall…AND strong too! - Without even thinking I waved my hand into Emmet's direction and a small tornado formed. Emmet was thrown away to the other side of the forest. I yelped. Rosalie growled but before she could get to me Jacob stood in front of me, protecting me. Everybody was shocked and so was I. The pack seemed please but Bella looked furious! Rosalie calmed down and stepped away.

- Sorry! - I hurt him…again.

- I knew you could do it! - Grams hugged me. I hugged her back but then I saw the wolves going away. I was still hugging my Grandma when Jacob turned around and looked at me. I gave him a small smile and he nodded. He drifted into the woods leaving me and my Grams alone.

Bella didn't said a word the entire afternoon but I guess I should get used to it.

We left after the wolves did. I said goodbye to everyone asked Emmet again for his forgiveness. He just smiled and ruffled my hear playfully.

Grams and I were at her store and I told her I would go to the woods to practice a little more. She said goodbye and entered her store without looking back.

Actually I wasn't going to practice my magic. I just needed to be alone, to think about this crazy life I was living. The trees involved me in a comfortable way but that sense of security and tranquillity soon faded away when I heard a twig snap. I turned around. Nothing. Once again I heard a twig snap. My head was spinning around to look for the source of the noise. What if it was a newborn? Or worse…what if it was Victoria?

- You know you shouldn't walk alone in the forest. - A deep voice echoed through the woods. I could see a figure hiding behind the tree. A sense of danger erupted in my veins. I couldn't see his face but his voice was familiar. It was too dark but then, he came in to the light.

I knew him…he was that boy…Riley Biers. The vampire who threatened me that night.

- It is dangerous. - He smiled evilly at me and I ran as fast as I could from him. He was in front of me seconds later grabbing my waist. My back was crushing into his strong torso and his face whispered into my ear.

- Remember me dear Gwen? - His voice made me shiver. He was the one that came that night looking for Bella…for her scent.

- What do you want? - My voice croaked and he laughed softly.

- You know what I want…and when the time comes I am going to tear apart that pretty little head of yours! - He said this to me while he caressed my neck. I felt sick by his touch.

- Let me go…or else I will be the one to kill you.

- Now, now sweetheart I would not do that if I were you!

- Why not? I could just crush your head in a matter of seconds! – He laughed and nodded his head.

- You don't want me to hurt Bella…or that wolf…what is his name…Jacob? - My heart stopped. He laughed at my serious look.

- Oh so you do like him!? - His hands were placed in my waist and I took the opportunity to catch him off guard. I burned his hands and he screamed in pain. He immediately let me go and looked at his burned hands.

- Take that as a warning leech! - I walked away but he was strong…he caught my arm and his face were inches from mine.

- If you don't want your family and furry friends get hurt, you better do as I tell you…or else I will make sure they will have the worst death they could ever wish for. Just like your parents - He spat at me. My parents? How…?

- My parents…how do you know about them? What do you want from me? What did you do to them? - I whispered feeling weaker and weaker.

- Ahahah…I like you. And I want you to be my plaything. So you better stay away from that wolf or else I'm going to kill him. And then Bella…Charlie…the Cullen's and the rest of that filthy pack. – He kissed my collarbone over and over again and I was feeling sick by the minute. We whispered a goodbye in my ear and with that said he left me. I collapsed in the floor shocked. What am I going to do?

(Jacob's POV)

After we left the Cullen's house, Embry, Quill, Paul and I were patrolling the area. It was going to rain I could feel it.

- Jake you have quite a girl!

- Shut up Quill!

- Oh poor Jake…still didn't confess his love for his beloved Gwendolyn? - Paul asked me. They were picking on me.

The rain was pouring more vividly and I ran from them trying to get away from their thoughts.

- JAKE! WAIT! Jake stop! - I didn´t. I wanted to get out of there as fast as I could.

- It's GWEN! SHE IS HURT! - I stopped. Embry's voice ringed in my head. Gwen was hurt. I turned around and ran as fast as I could. I quickly changed into my human form and walked to her limp and frail body. She was so cold.

- Gwen? Gwen, wake up! - Her lips were blue from the cold and she was shivering so hard. The rest of the pack transformed into their human form and Paul advised me that I should take her home. I carried her and ran as fast as I could. I decided to take her to my place. It was a lot closer than hers and I don't think she could make it to her house. I opened my door and my dad was there. He smiled at me but when he saw how Gwen was his smile faltered.

- What happened?

- I don´t know…I found her in the woods alone. She is so cold Dad! - My dad seemed worried about her health and he phoned immediately to Carlisle. Even if he was a vampire he was the best doctor.

I placed her on my bed. She was burning up!

- Good God Gwen! Why do you always get into trouble!? – I whispered angrily. When I stopped touching her cold body she whimpered. I caressed her cheek and she smiled at the warmth of my touch. I smiled.

- He is on his way.

- She is burning up dad. What can we do?

- Carlisle said we should take her wet clothes off. She needs to dry or else she will catch pneumonia.

My dad left my room giving us some privacy. I hesitated but this was for her safety. I gently took her blouse and her wet jeans. I didn't want to look at her it seemed wrong but I couldn't help it. She was beautiful!

I cleared my head from any thoughts and put on her a white t-shirt and a pair of pants. That should do. There was a knock on the door. Carlisle came in to my bedroom and examined Gwen.

He sighed relieved.

- She is going to be fine! She is just exhausted and feverish. Make sure she stays warm Jacob. Her immune system is weak so she needs to rest. - He stood up nodded goodbye and when he was leaving my bedroom I thanked him.

- Just take care of her, Jacob. She shore needs you right now.

- I will.

It has been two hours and she hasn't woken up. I stayed next to my bed watching her, making sure she was all right. Gwen was still shivering and I decided to climb into my bed with her. She stopped shivering once I held her and she immediately placed her hands over my chest. She smiled slightly and drifted into a deep sleep. I smiled at her. I kissed her forehead and she took a deep breath. Oh no! She's waking up!

Her eyes were still closed. Lucky me! False alarm! I sighed. That would have been weird seeing her looking at me since we were on my bed and she is wearing my clothes. I was so tired that I couldn't keep my eyes open.

(Gwen's POV)

My eyes hurt. My limbs hurt. My whole body hurts. I tried to open my eyes but with no avail. I could hear a snoring sound beside me but I couldn't see who it was. I opened my eyes and then I saw Jacob standing next to me. My eyes were wide open. I was in his bed wearing HIS clothes! Oh my god! What happened?

I was starting to get panicked. He stirred and I stopped. I didn't want to wake him up. His arms were holding me even tighter around his embrace. His head rested on the crook of my neck. I blushed not only because of how close I was with Jacob but also because he was hot!

- Jake. – I whispered but he didn't say a word. He was still snoring. I called him again but to no avail. I rolled my eyes.

- Ok that's it! - I smacked his shoulder and he opened his eyes. I wanted to get out of his bed but he didn't budge.

- I am glad you are all right. - He whispered and smiled with his eyes still closed. He was going to sleep again but I stopped him for doing so. I pushed him away and he opened his eyes.

- Jake could you let me go? It's kind of hot in here…

He smiled amused.

- NOT in that way! - He didn't let me go and his eyes were starting to close again. He pushed me to his chest and I yelped.

- Just shut up and sleep. It's three in the morning! - I guess he had a point but that didn't mean he could hold me this intimately. I have to admit it is kinda nice but isn't it weird!?

- Jake…I just want to go home.

- Gwen! Can't you see I am trying to sleep? - His tiny bed squished when he got out from the bed leaving me alone and cold. I pouted.

- I'm going to sleep in the couch.

I tried following him to the living room but I was too weak to stand up. I was determined to leave. If Riley knew I was talking with Jake he would kill him. I needed to get out from here as fast as I could.

I waited for him to go back to sleep. When I started hearing his deep snores I supported myself on the jamb of the door and walked to the living room. Everything was quiet. I tiptoed as quiet as I could. I was about to open the front door and walk away from the Black's house when somebody pinned me against the wall.

- Doctor's orders were clear: you will stay here until you are well enough to go.

- Jake let me go or I swear I will…

- Even if you wanted, you couldn't do it – He smirked and winked. Was he trying to challenge me? That bastard!

- Gwen I am sorry for what I am about to do but it's for your own good.

- What…? - Suddenly the world was upside down. Jacob was carrying me. I was on his shoulder and he held my legs securely. I gasped and I started punching his back. He didn't budge. He entered his bedroom and placed me on his bed. I crossed my arms and didn't look at him.

He sighed and as he was closing the door he said:

- It's for your own good Gwen. I can't just let you go. Not when you are sick. Goodnight. – He closed the door and left.

I must have slept for hours because when I woke up it was a beautiful sunny day. I opened the door and Billy and Jacob were eating breakfast. The door creaked and Jacob looked up and when he saw me he smiled. I huffed and looked away. His face fell a bit.

- I think I'm going to go… - Billy left us alone in the kitchen. I was shore it was just an excuse so that we could talk about last night.

I sat down beside him waiting for him to say something.

- Look, I am sorry for what I did yesterday but it was for your own good. You were really sick!

- Well I am not now so I am going. - I stood up but he caught my wrist. We locked eyes and he sighed.

- At least let me give you a ride home.

- Ok.

- Charlie is going to kill me. – I said while buckling my seat belt. He closed my door and opened his getting inside.

- I told him what happened. I said you stayed at my place.

- How is that even better? I am going to be grounded for the rest of my life! - I yelled out loud.

- Hey I just saved your life! You could at least thank me! – He yelled frustrated. Jake was right. I've been so focused on getting away from him that I didn't even thanked him.

- You're right. Thanks.

- You're welcome.

We remained silent for a while but I could feel Jacob's incessant stares.

- Just ask what is troubling you Jake. – When I looked at him his eyes averted quickly to the road and his cheeks were reddened. He was blushing! Ah! Jake? Blushing?

- Why didn't you use your magic on me yesterday? - His question caught me off guard. I turned my head to him bewildered.

- What? - He looked at me then he faced the road again.

- Maybe because I didn't want to hurt you. You saw what I did to Emmet I am dangerous. - He sarcastically laughed

- It's the truth Jake!

- Yeah right… - He pulled over in front of my house. We both got out from his car and entered the house. Charlie was there waiting for me. He hugged me strongly and turned to Jacob.

- Thank you Jake! For saving and taking care of her.

Jake nodded and smiled slightly.

- Hey it's my job after all. – He winked at me and I looked down. My cheeks were already burning red. Sometimes I'm so shy! I don't think Charlie understood the meaning of his words but I did. I was his imprint…his friend. I wanted us to be more than friends but he loved Bella and I respected his decisions. But we can never be.

- Thank you again Jacob. - I was still mad at him but I was always polite even with Jake. He strode towards me and hugged me. I was shocked but soon relaxed in his arms.

- I will come back later. Stay put. - He whispered in my ear, kissed my cheek and left.

Charlie was still there. Oh my god! He saw us!

- So…need to tell me something? – Charlie's eyebrows rose.

- No…there is nothing to tell. - I told him while looking at Jake's car disappearing. Uncle Charlie didn't buy it but he was late for work. It was Sunday and they were doing additional patrols on the weekends.

Bella came rushing down the stairs and looked at me. She seemed worried but her face soon changed into indifference.

- Are you all right? I heard…

- Yeah I'm fine Bella."- She nodded and she went upstairs

- Bella?

She looked down at me.

- I am…so…so sorry.

- Well…sorry won´t make things any easier, won´t it Gwendolyn? - She shut her bedroom door with a loud bang.

I sighed defeated.

I turned my phone on for the first time in this crazy weekend. 10 missed calls, 15 texts. Roxy and Darcie called me. Maybe they heard about me and Aaron. I am guessing tomorrow everybody in school would know about me and Aaron. I sighed.

Come here at my place please.

I need to talk to you guys.

I am not in the mood to get out of the house.

Gwen

I texted them and they said they would be there after lunch. I texted them back saying OK.

Charlie came over for lunch saying that he needed to go after lunch back to the office. People were worried about the murderers in Seattle. They feared that it would spread out to here. Bella left the house and didn't say a word to me. I don't know why she is so angry with me.

I waited for Darcie and Roxy to come over. It was 4:00 pm when they came. They both hugged me and I told them about me and Aaron and how Jacob saved me. They were stunned.

- Jacob Black saved you? - Roxy asked me. I nodded.

- Why? - Darcie asked me. I knew why but I couldn't tell them that he imprinted on me! And by the way, he is a wolf and I am a witch!

- I…don´t know. He was walking towards the Cullen's mansion when he saw me. He was really angry with Aaron and he helped me out. I don´t think I would have made it if it wasn´t for him…

- Did Aaron…rape you? - Darcie whispered at me afraid of my reaction and I nodded a no. She was relieved but there was still something holding her back.

- Gwen…people are talking. - Roxy held my hand and rubbed it gently.

I looked down.

- Of course they are… - I said downcast.

The door bell rang. I asked Roxy if she could answer it and she nodded. She stood up and opened the door.

- Hi is Gwen home? I need to talk to her.

I opened my eyes and looked at the front door. He was freaking shirtless! Roxy was staring at his torso and Darcie tried to look away but she was peeking constantly. I blushed when he smiled at me.

- Hum…yeah she is right here. Darcie and I, we were just about to leave - She took Darcie's hand and they exited my house. Roxy hugged me and whispered call me and tell me everything. I nodded and thanked my friends for their company.

They left the house and Jacob was still outside waiting for me to invite him in. As he was about to walk inside I closed the door. Maybe that was harsh but I was concerned for his well being. Riley would hurt him if he knew I was still around Jacob. And I didn´t want him, nor anyone I knew getting hurt by a sadistic killer.

I sighed and ran upstairs to my bedroom. Jacob was there and I screamed frightened. I was trying to get rid of him but it was so hard!

- What the hell was that? - He asked me angry. I ignored his question.

- What are you doing here Jacob?

- I told you I would come by today to see you, remember? Look I know you are hurt Gwen. I am here for you.

- Why are you so kind to me? You said yourself numerous times you didn't want me around. - His body stiffened once I said this. He knew I was right. He never wanted me in his life.

He sat in my bed and sighed heavily. I sat beside him waiting for his answer. He held my hands in his and caressed them gently.

- You are my imprint, Gwen and as much as I want to hate you…I can´t. I care for you. A lot. - Those words struck my mind. He cares for me…He cares. I never thought he did but here he is admitting that I'm important to him. But now everything is different. His life is at stake.

If he was around me he could get hurt and as much as it hurts I have to let him go. I smiled sadly at him and caressed his cheek. He closed his eyes and smiled touching my hand. I'm going to break him! Please god!

- Jacob please understand that what I am about to ask you to do is for your own good…and my own.

- What? What are you talking about? - His smiling face seemed confused. Please forgive Jake for what I am about to do!

Saying this felt like the hardest thing that I've ever said to anyone in my life.

- I don´t think we can be friends anymore. I don´t want to see you again - So much pain filled his eyes. I disguised my feelings trying to feel no pain but when I saw Jake's sad eyes watching me made me so broken.

- Oh…I understand. - He stood up opened my window but then he violently shut the window. He turned around facing me one more time. I stood up and he strode towards me. He took my face with his hands and searched something in my eyes. Doubt, fear, disappointment.

- NO! I am sorry. I don´t understand. I need to know WHY! - He raised his voice and continued studying my emotionless face - I can't live without you Gwen, imprinting on someone is involuntary. It is the strongest bond you and I will ever share and I just need to know…why? Did I do something wrong? Are you hurt? What is it? Please tell me.

The words I was about to say were a lie… so untrue. My feelings were the exact opposite. I was crying right now.

- I hate you. - I whispered so low that he didn't listen to me.

- What? What did you say?

- I SAID I HATE YOU! - I yelled at him. His hands released my head. He was looking at me like I have punched him in the face- I never want to see you again.

He didn't say a word. He backed away slowly. He tried looking into my eyes but I looked away. I was sobbing and he just left. I've broken his heart and so was mine.

- I am so sorry Jacob. It is for your own safety. - A tear rolled on my cheek followed by many more. I just stared for the rest of the day into the window.

Jacob left out of my life. For good.

Poor Jake :(

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