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Chapter 11: Leaving.


Haruhi shuffled through all her draws taking everything she needed, no longer having a school to go to she had applied for one in England and got through with a shining scholar. The problem was that she was around four months pregnant and would have to deliver a baby in about five months.

Her father had decided to stay in Japan as he had no idea how the English public would act towards a cross-dresser like himself but he still promised to visit, and the same for her.

Her flight was at four o'clock on Friday. Today. It was currently seven in the morning, she had no idea what possessed her to wake up so early. She guesses it was just the nerves of the whole situation. She was going to miss all her host club friends especially Tamaki, she wondered how hard it would be to get used to holding and looking after his child without breaking down in tears.

That was just something she had to get used to.

She had been off school for a whole week now the minute she received the letter she broke down. She had no idea why, and what she had done but if she had to guesses someone found out about her pregnancy. She was actually starting to show.

Everything packed, she whent to curl up in a ball on her bed. She was never one to be so weak, she was always so strong and stubborn and all so clever. But she had taken such a beating and now she was starting to crumble without even making the smallest of sounds, not asking for help. Too stubborn.

A knock ended her little moment and the tranquillity of the flat –Her father was out- she lifted herself out of bed and walked over to the door in a slouched position much like a hunch back. Opening the door she saw to depressed faces.

"Haruhi-chan." Huni greeted with out his happy go lucky attitude, while Takashi merely grunted accepting her presence. Haruhi stepped aside letting them in looking down the whole time.

Once they were all in the living room Huni flung himself into Haruhi's arms, sobbing loudly, and tears pouring down his face like mini waterfalls. "Oh Haruhi, we're so SORRY." He sobbed even louder pulling away with puffy eyes.

"Sorry for what it's not your fault." Haruhi replied laughing under tone of bitterness present. She looked down to her hands in her lap picking at her nails. "It's none of your fault's, only my own." She added.

"Haruhi don't say that." Takashi grunted getting up but Haruhi was to busy playing with her hands to notice him moving around.

"Takashi is right it's all our faults to some degree Haruhi-chan." Huni comforted rubbing Haruhi's back from his place beside her. Tear's leaked from her eyes. Damn hormones. Over the last few months she'd had so many different moods enter her and one's she didn't recognize or even know about.

The host club had always been there for her and all she ever did was push them away. She was such an idiot.

"Haruhi what's this?" They heard Takashi's gruff voice aske from behind them. Both Huni and Haruhi spun around to see what he was talking about and to her surprise he was holding two filled up suit cases.

Huni looked at her horror struck. "Please… Please tell me there your dad's." Haruhi looked him in the eye's she saw the confusion and almost begging in his eye's the pain evident. Shaking her head she sunk back into her seat staring straight ahead. No one was supposed to know, she was meant to disappear without a trace. "Where are you going?" Huni's voice cracked.

"Huni…" Haruhi warned.

"Where are you going?!" This time it was a strong shout and Takashi had to come over to calm him down. "Damit, where are you going?" He begged looking like a small child scared of what was to come.

Haruhi stood up. "England."

"What that miles away!"

"I know but it's for the best." She tried to keep her cool but the tears trickling down Huni's cheeks were cutting into her heart like a blunt knife. "I think you should leave." Her voice cracked with the effort it took to pass the words through her tight throat.

"But-!" Takashi covered Huni's come back with his large hand pulling the boy around.

"If she wants us to leave we will respect her wishes." He walked Huni to the door and before leaving he looked back. "When are you leaving?" Haruhi looked up wide eyed not expecting to hear Takashi talk more. She felt so bad she didn't want to tell them it would break them apart. She was about to look away but she saw the glare Takashi had on.

"Three o'clock." Haruhi walked up to the door and because they were on the other side she closed the door in their faces after muttering a small goodbye. She would never forget the look of pure horror that had come over their faces. Sinking down to the floor back against the door she cried. Once again.


"Nanako!" Tamaki was running through the hall's trying to find the said person. "Nanako!" He shouted even louder it was a Friday and the time.

Two thirty.

Running even faster trying to find her he tripped over a lump in the carpet that flung him forward and in front of none other than Nanako. Her face was blotchy and it looked like she had just woke up, which was a possibility as they had had a half day today, plus she was wearing a night gown.

"What's all this shouting about?" She demanded hands on her hips trying to look as intimidating as possible looking down at the fallen boy. Noticing he was on the floor he shoot up and brushed himself of.

"Do you know why Haruhi was not in school the past week?" He asked calmly but of course Nanako could see the worry in his eyes.

Nanako laughed as if he had said something extremely funny. "Of course I do." Tamaki tapped his foot impatiently.

"Care to share?" He asked and he hopped he didn't seem too desperate, that was the last thing he wanted to look like that and a mole rat, but that wasn't important.

"Sure," She mentioned him to follow and she entered a large room, Tamaki looked around noticing it was her room. Nanako gestured to the bed. "Sit." And he did instantly causing her to smirk. She sat down next to him.

"Tell me."

"Haruhi's going away." She said simply and Tamaki's eye's widened in horror and he shot up like a bullet on drugs.

"Where?!" He asked not caring if he sounded desperate now.

"What makes you think I know." she smirked knowing very well he had the answer to that. But she needed to keep him a little longer then he would miss her flight.

"You know every fucking thing." He grabbed at his hair pacing around the room. Then a thought struck him, he just had to beg! He knelt in front of her scowling at himself for coming up with such a stupid idea. Fuck. "Please…" he begged. Taken back she gaped like a fish out of water stuttering. "… When is she leaving?" He put on his puppy dog face knowing that no one could ever resist it.

"At three, today." She stuttered out and instantly covered her mouth a fire auburn in her eyes. Anger. One again he shout up and ran to the door.

"Au revoir." He said and blew her a kiss running out the door, he needed to get to Hikaru he would hopefully have the answer.

Nanako looked at her watch. Two forty. He'd never make it in time it was so, so pointless to even try.

But I guess she doesn't know Tamaki like us.


Haruhi place a kiss on her father cheek, she was finally going, as she broke the kiss the taxi drivers horn blared and she quickly grabbed her things.

"Be careful and don't forget I love you." She heard her father shout as she got into the taxi. Poking her head out the window she waved.

"I love you too." And even though she had a smile she was hurting inside. Turning to the driver she asked him to go to the airport and they were off.

Scrolling through pictures on her phone she came to one that made her heart jerk. It was her and Tamaki cuddled up on the sofa after a hard day's work at the club, The Huni must of taken it when he took her phone from the twins.

She smiled sadly and a tear fell onto the screen, she hadn't even noticed she was crying, she looked at the picture longingly and then the taxi had stopped. She hadn't known she was looking at it for so long.

"The taxi driver smiled at her once she got out. "Free of charge." Haruhi smiled gratefully. "And don't worry hum things will get better."

"I hope so. Thank you."

And she walked through the airport door's not looking back even once.


Dun, dun, dunnnnnn. Finally finished here you go!