"The New Girl"
Rated T for Teen.
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"From the first time I glided my arm around your waist I couldn't resist studying the outline of your hips." I feel weak.
"I know you're not ready, and that's okay," she slips my hair behind my ears whilst not taking her eyes off me. "But there's something else I know."
"What's that?" I gulp.
She lifts herself onto her toes and says tickling my earlobe, "I know for a fact, how perfectly they would fit into mine…"
Chapter 13: Sleep Over Part II
Emily POV
I want to wrap my arms around her! I want to caress her body! I want to kiss her full sexy lips! I want to but I don't. Instead stupidity rears its ugly head…
"So you and Jasmine are just friends?" Why did I do that! Shake my head face!
She falls back on her heels cocking her head to the side looking at me like I just missed the perfect opportunity to fit my hips into hers. I know! I lose my mind when I'm near her!
"Emily, we're best friends that's all," she sizes me up and down with those long dark lashes.
"You and she never kissed?" I can't believe I just asked her that question!
"I didn't say that," she smiles a crooked smile and slips under the sheets of our makeshift bed in front of the fireplace.
My eyes practically fall out of my head, "So you did kiss but you didn't date?" Why do I have to be so nosy!
"Emily, come here," she pats the floor next to her with one hand as she lies on her side resting on the elbow of her other arm.
I slip under the sheets facing her, a mirror image.
"Does that bother you that we kissed?" Yes!
"It shouldn't," I look down at the circles I'm tracing over the sheet between us, "I mean, I didn't know you then but I know you now and I…"
"You what?"
I look up at her to see her lips slightly parted and her head tilted and fuck me when I say, "Maya, was she a good kisser?"
"Emily, why do you insist on torturing yourself? Do you really wanna know?"
No! "Yes."
"We wanted to practice so when we started dating we would be good at it. Well, it didn't quite go as planned." It didn't!
"Why not?" I look up again suddenly liking the direction this story is going.
"When we started kissing, we couldn't stop laughing! It just didn't," she places her hand over her chest, "feel right even though it was just for practice. We couldn't do it!" she giggles thinking back to that moment. Yay! It didn't feel right!
"You couldn't?" I perk up.
"No, Em and I'm glad we didn't because we're the best of best friends. I wouldn't change a thing." Me either! Snoopy dance!
"Are we…friends?" I ask shyly.
"Oh Em, of course we are!" She cups my chin lifting my smiling face.
"But you kissed me."
"And I plan on kissing you again but only if you want me to." Wait! What!
She inches herself closer to me, her eyes have captured mine and no matter how hard I try I can't break free from her gaze.
"Em, I know you're not ready. I'm not either. I'm not going to push the sex envelop with you. I like kissing you, just kissing you…for now. But you really need to relax. This isn't a race and I don't want it to be one," her face and everything attached to it closes the gap even more. Gulp.
"But Maya, I was so awful to you. Why would you even want to give me a second chance?"
"Because I like you. And I'd like to like more of you." Closer she scoots. Nervous swallow.
"What if I try too hard again?" I try looking at anything but her.
"You won't." Scoots closer.
"How do you know?"
"Em, let me set the pace. Let me lead you. Let me guide you. And if I pull away, it's not because I don't want to kiss you it's because I need to breathe," she smiles with her lips curved to one side.
I can't speak. I can't move. I can't do anything.
"Lie back." I do.
My heart is pounding! My breathing is labored! My mouth is paralyzed!
She rests half of her body against me so she can be on top so to speak. She scoots her body up towards my head so our mouths are level with each other's.
"I'm going to kiss you now Em." Swallow hard. "Close your eyes." Done. "Breathe through your nose." Done. "Just go with it." Huh?
But before I have any time to think, her lips brush against mine.
"That's it, just relax," she says probably not trying to sound seductive but who are we kidding!
Just like our first kiss in the rain, her bottom lip fits snuggly between both of my lips. It's like the sparkle from the stars is flowing through my body. The sheet no longer between us, our shirts partly lifted when we got under them, her bare skin brushes against mine until she finds a comfortable position and our bareness fuses together. Her hand slips to my waist tickling my exposed side. I give up. I'm not sure where to touch her so I just lie there letting her kiss me tenderly until….
Her lips keep moving against mine but her hand takes my hand placing it at the small of her back. She kisses my cheek and whispers, "Hold me."
I smile as she kisses back to my lips making a memory in my mind that will last forever. This isn't my first kiss in my life. It isn't even my first kiss with Maya. But it is the first kiss that matters. It's a kiss that will define us. It's a kiss with someone I know matters to me and I know it's a kiss with someone that matters to her.
But then something happens. I have to ask her this question, so I reluctantly pull away from those soft lips of hers, "Maya?"
She opens her eyes, "Em, are we done already?" She smiles. No, never!
"I hope not, but can I tell you something?"
"Sure, what is it?"
The way she looks at me I could fall in love with her over and over and over again!
"I know I wasn't your first kiss and I know you weren't mine. But yours was the best first kiss I've ever had in my life."
"Aww, you're adorable," she kisses the tip of my nose. "I have to admit, Emily Fields, that kiss in the rain is by far the best first kiss I've ever had in my life too." It is!
I take a breath with a smile I can't seem to wipe from my face.
"So, do you think I can be kissing you again Em?"
I don't need to say anything. She can see my answer reflected in my eyes.
She licks her lips slightly before pressing them against mine. I can feel the softness of her lips and then the softness of her tongue trying to explore more of me. It's like she cast a spell, dizzying me into this magical world of Maya…
I make this huge sigh and she pulls away, "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, yes, sorry, but you do that to me," I bite my lower lip.
"Make you sigh?"
"Maya, I want you to kiss me all night," I look away, "if you want to."
She places the palm of her hand lightly against my face encouraging me to look at her, "I can do that. Just tell me when to stop."
"I'm not sure I ever want you to stop."
She smiles with a cocked eyebrow, "Good to know."
She adjusts her position so her shorts covered pussy is full on against my leg and I love it! I love every bit of! I put my hand on her leg keeping her there. Her smile widens. I know she wants to rub against me but instead she takes my hand putting it at her waist so she can adjust herself again. Disappointment fills my face when I no longer feel her pussy against me…
"In time Em, in time. It's just kisses for now," she purrs. I love you…
Narrator POV
"It's awfully quiet in there. Do you think they're asleep already?" Hanna asks Spencer.
"I have no idea. Why don't you go check," Spencer suggests kiddingly.
Hanna flips the sheet off of her ready to actually go check!
"Whoa there! Hanna, I was kidding. Leave them alone. Maya said they needed to talk. Let them talk. Quietly. Okay?" Spencer rolls back over onto her side.
"You're no fun," she gets under the covers.
"Emily's been through a lot and she probably likes being able to talk to someone who doesn't know her like we do," Spencer tries to keep Hanna from barging in on them.
"What do you mean, 'she's been through a lot'?" Hanna asks fearing she missed quite a bit while she was away.
"She broke up with Ben just before summer started. She was in Texas with her parents for weeks without a break. She did some kind of boot camp fitness thing probably because she doesn't want to end up with someone like Ben and Maya's the perfect person to talk to about that stuff," Spencer attempts to explain.
"Why?" Hanna asks clearly not understanding.
Spencer turns back around on her side to face Hanna, "Because Maya doesn't care what people think. She just does what she does and Emily needs someone like that to keep her from burying herself under a rock for the rest of senior year."
"I guess," Hanna doesn't sound convinced.
"Well, look at it this way, you have Caleb, I have Alex, Maya has whoever is sniffing around her like Noel and Emily has, well, no one, but Maya doesn't make her feel that way."
"And we do?" Hanna is surprised by Spencer's comment.
"I didn't mean it like that. We don't mean to make her feel like a third wheel but I think we do."
"Oh, the seventh wheel syndrome," Hanna thinks she gets it.
"It's the third wheel no matter how many people are involved Hanna."
"So you think because Maya is unattached but able to go out with whomever she chooses makes her someone Emily can talk to?" She says out loud in an effort to fully understand what Spencer is talking about.
"It's more than that. It's that Maya won't make her feel like she needs to get a boyfriend. Not that we do but I just get the feeling that she gets that from us. Maya will just be there for her."
"Be there for her, like ready to pounce!" Hanna jokes and is pretty proud of her joke too!
"Ha ha. No Hanna, Maya wouldn't do that. And Emily likes guys so it's a non-issue," Spencer is about to roll onto her other side when…
"Are you sure?"
"What makes you ask that?" Spencer rolls back to face her and rolls her eyes at the same time.
"Just between you and me if I wasn't dating Caleb I'd be making out with Maya every chance I got!"
"Hanna!" Spencer opens her mouth wide covering it with her hand. She can't believe Hanna just said that!
"It's true! She's hot! If I could be gay for a day I would so be gay with Maya!" She says matter of fact.
"Shh, she's not gay Hanna. She's indifferent. She's attracted to people not gender. She's a, she's a…pansexual."
"A pan-what-sicle?"
"A pansexual. She likes who she likes regardless of gender," Spencer sighs with her explanation.
"So is Emily safe in there alone with her?"
"Of course! I didn't say she was attracted to Emily. I said maybe she can help Emily put herself out there without worrying about what other people think. I mean, she did that boot camp thing because she thought she wasn't pretty enough and we all know she's beautiful."
"She is. I just hope she finds a guy who sees her inner beauty as well."
"Exactly."
"Pansexual…," Hanna whispers to herself.
"What?" Spencer hears mumbling.
"Nothing, I was just thinking out loud," Hanna turns on her side away from Spencer thinking about what she just said…
Emily POV
We stop kissing to breathe. We're looking at each other smiling.
"Well, Em, it looks like you're finally relaxing."
I giggle, "Yeah, I didn't jump you this time."
"Oh there'll be a time for that, just not right now," she raises a sculpted brow.
"Maya…"
"What? Em, kissing is where you and I are at this moment. But, as time goes by, I'm sure there'll be plenty of opportunities for you to throw yourself at me!" She falls on her back laughing!
"Maya! Are you sure kissing only is where you and I are at," as I pounce on top of her and things turn serious.
"Em, slow down. We're in no rush." I slide off her feeling stupid again.
"Sorry, I won't do it again," I turn my back to her.
"That's not what I meant and you know it. Now turn around and look at me."
I do because I would do anything she asked me too.
"Em, when I first met you," she starts while caressing my arm gently up and down. The electrical impulses flow through my body like with no one else before her. "I couldn't take my eyes off you."
"You couldn't?"
"Baby, you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life." Baby? Did she just call me baby? I'm her baby! Yay!
I'm blushing like crazy right now, "I have to say when I saw you I too, was stunned by your beauty." Did I really just say that!
"But my back was to you."
"Yeah it was!" I start giggling. I can't believe I'm being so open! I love it! I love you…
"Emily! A lighter side of you! I like!" She likes!
She laughs against my neck. She breathes against my neck. She kisses against my neck. I'm so hers!
Her lips move against my skin to just under my earlobe. I can feel her nibble ever so lightly and it's making me crazy for her even more than I already am!
"Baby, it's time to get some sleep. I don't wanna be all dark circles under my eyes at the pool tomorrow or should I say later today."
"I don't mind dark circles." Did I really just say that! Go Em!
Her body vibrates against me with her giggling.
"You're too cute Em. Good night."
"Maya, yeah baby?" She said it again! Ahhhh!
"Can we kiss just a little while longer?" Please, please, please, please, please!
"Yeah baby, just a little while longer." Baby…
Hanna POV
I decide I need to pee so I quietly get out of bed as not to disturb Spencer. When I open the bedroom door, I hear giggling. I have to snoop. I can't not know what's going on in there!
I sneak down the hallway and peak around the corner. The fire is still ablaze and there they are lying down in front of it. Emily is on her back and Maya is snuggled up into her shoulder. I take a half step closer. Maya's arm is wrapped around Emily's waist and Emily has both of her arms wrapped around Maya. Emily looks like she's smiling widely. Then Maya pops her head up. I freeze. My heart is beating so loud I'm like shut the hell up! And then she kisses the side of Emily's mouth and says, "Mwah." It's a lingering "Mwah." She cuddles real close to Emily and Emily tightens her hold of Maya.
Then…
Maya glances up and Emily kisses her on the lips! What the pansexual!
"Good night Maya…"
"Good night Emily…"
Good night Hanna!
Hmmm….
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To Be Continued…
No, Hanna is not gay! She's just Hanna being Hanna! ;)
Yes, Emily is gay. She is not pansexual.
Maya is pansexual, for now.