Had to rewrite EVERYTHING.

Malayna; You've gotten better as a writer, yeah?

Me; Yessir!~

Toma; I thought my nightmare had come to an end...

Shin; I guess Rae's back!

-Toma;

"Seriously; what the hell are you doing?!"

When Shin shot me a glare; I knew that I should be quiet and let him do what he wished, but...This was an awkward thing. Wait; Why am I getting turned on?! Control yourself, Toma. Yeah, like I could control myself with him around. I kept thinking to myself quietly...What in the world was I doing? Over thinking; or not thinking at all? I could no longer tell. It was like, I was in a trance...Was this scene even real? No, this couldn't be happening. As Heroine's cousin I shouldn't be doing this with her boyfriend right? Even if it feels so damn good. She trusts me so why am I-

"Nng!"

Before I could even finish my train of thought I was already in his mouth. I wouldn't have guessed Shin was interested in such things...But even the cutest of beings have strange interests. Heroine was one example...Heh, she liked Shin. But then again I love him, so wouldn't that make me as strange as she was? Maybe...I was over thinking once again? Aish, everything was so difficult, but all I can really focus on is Shin sucking and eating me so hungrily...For someone who has only been with one man... he was amazing at this...Nibbling and rubbing over me...I can't think clearly right now...I should stop and enjoy this...

"Ah, fuck, Shin; why are you so good at this?" "I-I practice a lot with bananas...And popsicles." "Why- Mmn..!"

Again I was interrupted by my lewd body. I know the heat was getting to me; but my body was on fire with him around, and I already knew I could not control it. He...He was just so cute. Making these soft whimpering noises while choking on my length. Again; I really could not be thinking because once I felt the pit of my stomach turn, I pushed Shin down onto me and released my load into his tiny mouth. Would he be upset with me for doing with that...? I pray that he wouldn't be...

"F-For you; of course."

My eyes widened in shock when I saw him swallow my cum then answer me with a bright, innocent smile. Yeah. Innocent my ass. With a heavy sigh, I covered my face in regret. "Did I go too far?" The brunette asked in his calm and quietly cute way, "N-No...Just...You just cheated on Heroine with me technically...So of course I would feel guilt. If not a lot; just a bit. I am human, too. I can feel hurt and shame."

-Shin;

"I understand that..."

I mumbled under my breath and properly sat myself back in his passenger seat, but he probably wouldn't understand that his eyes, nose, lips have been haunting my memory and I could not forget them if I tried. I wanted to believe in these lies and it feels like I am losing my mind, but hiding my feelings...They have become troublesome.

"I wish that I could make it all just go away...but there seems to be no way I can escape. I would be okay...If I never had to see your face again; this I know is true..." "So...you never want to see my face again?"

Toma rolled his eyes while adjusting himself. My eyes widened at the thought and began to shake my head over and over.

"I can't live without you, so what can I do? Being away from you is...Killing and bleed; my lungs...They will recede if I even attempted such a thing!" "Then what?! What the hell are we supposed to do?! Lie to Heroine forever? Lie to ourselves and continue the cycle we have been in for about eight years?!" "I wish I could say yes...But you would become annoyed; right Toma?"

My eyes couldn't the hurt expression that suddenly appeared on Toma's face...Never in my life had I seen him look so...Troubled... "I know where I stand..." He mumbled to the point of his words being almost incomprehensible and began to drive off.