The sun was beating down on me as soon as I stepped off the plane. It was glorious and I loved every second. Jessica's arm was slung in mine and I heard her squeal at Mike as he stripped off his Tshirt to show off his muscled tummy.
"Mike Newton, shirts on please, you are representing the school" a teacher chastised but, he winked at me as he pulled it back on. I forced myself not to blush and ignored Jessica rolling her eyes.
After claiming our luggage we all piled onto the bus and I heard someone shout "Bella!" I swung my head around to see it was Mike sat next to James on the back seat. He was waggling his eyebrows at me while James crudely stuck his tongue through his fingers. Jessica's face turned sourer as she watched the two boys follow my bare legs and my hips swinging with the weight of the bag. I was trying to shift my way down the aisle when Edward backed out from his seat and his bum hit my hip.
Without thinking I rudely snapped at him.
"MOVE!" I shouted, barging him with my shoulder, then Jess taking out her sour mood on Edward stopped his stuttered apology and pushed him over screeching "Yeah, move moron". Mike started laughing with James and a few others too so I chuckled along and forced myself not to notice Eddie shed a tear and flame up like a tomato. …
"You're not going to wear that are you?" Jessica drawled at me.
She was pulling on some strappy sandals to accompany some denim shorts and a crop top in our hotel room.
My outfit in comparison was the project tshirt and some shorts with trainers and a light jacket around my waist for later. Without saying anything else she chucked a strappy vest top with lace on towards me. I pulled it on quickly and admired how tightly it stuck to my body and showed the gentle swell of my breasts before dipping into white lace. It was slightly sheer and just hinted at my bra. She began rooting around for some strappy wedges before I stopped her.
"Oh hell no, I'm not putting those things on, I'm clumsy enough"
"Fine, at least put a bit more makeup on, because I heard from James that Mike is going to seal the deal tonight. We only have 2 more nights left and what is more romantic than under the stars?"
"Yeah in a budget hotel with teachers hanging around the resort" I replied sarcastically.
"No Bella, me and you are going to sneak out with Mike and James. James has got the keys to the boat we went on the other day for the coastal tour, after dinner we are going to sneak off, Eric and Angela said they would cover for us"
"Jess. This sounds like a bad idea…" I began but she cut me off.
"well yeah, anyway, Mike and James have booze so get dressed up because we are going to party!, do you really think you will seal the deal".
To be truthful, I didn't know. My dad would be appalled and my mum would say I was still just a baby. But, all my friends had and I was worried sooner or later someone was going to realise I was faking it and what was the big deal about your virginity anyway…
The sea air was wonderful; apart from feeling a little boat sick I was really enjoying the evening. Well, that is if Mike was not massively drunk already and groping my legs.
"Bella, you look so hot tonight" Mike hiccupped at me "come on Bella drink some more".
I shook my head, I hated beer, it tasted awful and I really already felt a little queasy being on the boat and after a few drinks with Jess.
"Mike, Bella doesn't drink, she is too much of a prude" Jessica purred from James' lap.
"Drink, drink, drink…" James was chanting slightly while bouncing Jess in his lap and watching her chest.
Why was everything spinning so much…
"Just shut up ok" I snapped the boys. I really didn't feel like hanging out with them tonight. I was starting to feel even dizzier and sick. I just wanted to get off the boat and curl up in bed. But Mike's hands were all over me, Jessica's silly squealing wouldn't end and I could feel James's watching me. Suddenly I felt vomit pooling into my mouth and I excused myself quickly "I need some air".
I was stood at the side of the boat, the engines were off and it was rather peaceful, but, then James came and ruined it.
"Bella, you weren't sick were you?" he asked.
I just shook my head at him. James was 17 and I felt intimated by him on my own and very aware of how young I was.
"Good, because then you can still suck me off" he smiled, leaning into me, his body next to mine on the railings. I guess he was trying to look cheeky, but, it just came off as rude and commanding.
"erm… James, I don't think…" I began but, he went to cut me off by kissing me. I turned my head away so his sloppy, wet tongue hit my hair. He snarled a little and his eyes darkened in rage or desire, or both maybe.
"Look Bella, I know you came here to fuck Mike, but, Jess has left me all high and dry for his dick, so come on" He whined at me. I found it so unattractive and scrunched up my nose.
"I didn't come to do anyone…" I began but James stuck his hand over my mouth.
"What other reason would a slut like you get on a boat with us then, or are you just a frigid virgin like Jess says Bella?" He growled at me, pressing my body onto the railing.
My back hurt against the cold metal and my feet had lifted onto my toes as I wriggled to try and ease the discomfort.
"Get off me, just get off me James" I pleaded.
"Come on Bella, let me feel your tight wet virgin pussy" He hissed, restraining my hands above my head and pushing his hardened erection into my stomach. I felt sick and dizzy and too weak to fight back though I knew I was struggling against him.
I couldn't remember much else, apart from the fact my feet weren't on the ground and James was trying to undo my shorts while his hand was yanking at my hair. But when I heard him say "I'm going to fuck you so you bleed" I spat at him. Something released after that, I was no longer stuck to James's heat and my panic of the moment. I was no longer scared, sick or frightened. It was as if I was floating, like falling into a soft bed at the end of the night. Then as ice cascaded around my body, everything went black.