"The New Girl"
Hi! Remember me! Just kidding! I know it's been awhile. Hope you enjoy the chapter! ;)
It's Emily's turn. It's her first time. How will Maya guide her through it or does Emily not need any help?
Rated T for teen but a little more, maybe a lot more than teen.
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"I'm always the big spoon," she bites me gently then kisses the same spot. "Now come here baby and cuddle with me."
I lean back into her letting her arms surround me.
"Happy birthday baby."
"But I never thanked you."
"Oh yeah you did, you thanked me by giving me you."
I sigh, she's amazing!
"So this is love."
"Yeah baby, so this is love."
Kiss...
Chapter 33: Emily's First Time (cont'd)
Emily POV
"Maya?"
"Yeah baby."
I turn in her arms, "I want to."
"You're sure."
"Yeah, I'm sure," I smile anxiously.
"You're going to be amazing at this."
"Don't make me nervous."
She giggles, "I'm sorry baby. I'm just really anxious too."
I don't know what to do so I turn back around. I feel so stupid.
"Baby, first, just kiss me."
I roll over again, "I can do that."
"Yeah you can. You are an incredible kisser."
"I am."
"Yeah baby, you are"
It's easy. We kiss all the time. And she just made love to me for real. I remember everything she did to me. I'm just not sure when to go down there.
"Ya know when we fooled around at my house."
I look up at her, "Mmm, hmm."
"Just do that. The rest will come naturally."
"Will it?"
"If not, I'll encourage your lips to explore a little more."
"Maya."
"Mmmhmm."
"I love you."
"Good, cuz I really, really want you to show me that love."
She wraps her arms around me. I'm on top of her. Our mouths are in perfect sync. She kisses my earlobe and I follow suit. But I let my lips travel down her neck. I leave tiny bite marks and I know I'm doing good because she's moaning softly. This gives me the confidence to work my way down.
I make love to her breasts and her nipples like I've done countless times before. It never gets old. There's always a new way to lick and suck and bite her. And I just let myself go, finally, giving into my sexual prowess. It's like she's giving me her confidence to love her and I take it because I want it to be wonderful for her too!
My lips kiss down her belly, lingering there because I'm not quite ready.
"It's okay baby, keep going. I promise you'll love it."
I hear her voice purring from above and it's like a natural high. It influences my mind to grant her will and it influences my body to keep moving downward.
I kiss above her navel. I lick around it. I pull her skin at her bikini line and she moans a grateful moan. I smile as I kiss lower. I'm almost there. I scoot my body down. Her knees are bent and her legs are open. I can smell her scent of sex. It makes me lightheaded.
"Baby, soft kisses, that's all you need to do."
I nod and smile. But that's not all I need to do. I need to do more. I want to do more.
I start with her inner thigh leaving small soft kisses. I touch her skin with my tongue too leaving a few wet kisses along the way. I look up and she's relaxed which makes me relaxed. We smile into each other's eyes and I kiss the last of her inner thigh. My lips move closer to her sexy place, just a few more kisses away and I'm there. I take a breath and kiss her slit. It's moist. It's warm. It's so easy! What was I so afraid of! I kiss all the way up and all the way down and back again.
I do what she did. I spread her folds so I can taste her pussy, her beautiful pink pussy. (It really is pink!) I giggle.
She knows too why I'm giggling as she rasps, "I told you so." And she smiles and winks at me.
I kiss her soft silky lips.
"Baby, use your tongue. Lick me please."
So I do. I lick her soft silky lips. I lick with the tip of my tongue but it feels so good that I lengthen it and lick her long and slow.
"That's it baby, you're doing just fine."
I settle in and lick all over. I really like doing it!
"Em, baby, open your mouth and put your lips over it and suck on it. I need you to suck on it."
"You mean the lips?"
"I mean, the lips, the clit, whatever you can suck, you need to suck."
I do what she instructs and I'm remembering how she did it to me and I try to imitate her. I put my mouth over her and suck on all of it. Then I suck on her thin sweet lips. Then I suck on that firm thing that must be her clit! She bucks towards my face when I touch it.
"Sorry!"
"Don't be sorry; just keep doing exactly what you're doing."
I suck on the firmness then use my tongue to flick it. This is so easy! Why was I so reluctant to do this! It really is amazing!
"Girl, you gotta keep at it. I want to cum so bad for you."
So I keep sucking and licking and flicking.
"Baby, use your fingers."
"To do what?"
"Find my hole and stick one in at a time."
"How many do I put in there?"
"As many as will fit!"
I look at her pussy, god it's perfect. I push my index finger in first. It's so squishy!
"Mmm, uh uh!"
I pull it out quick!
"Oh my god did I hurt you!"
"No baby, it felt so good. Now put it back in please!"
So I do. I push it in.
"Deeper baby."
Really? I push until my whole finger is in there. Now what do I do?
"Add another and move them in and out but not all the way out."
I pull out my index finger and then I take my middle finger and press the two into her. It's tighter this time. She helps me along by thrusting onto them.
"That's it baby. In and out just like I told you."
She's really wet making it easy for my fingers to go in and out but I don't dare add a third. I'm not ready for that yet!
My mouth is close to her pussy while my fingers stroke her walls. So I take it upon myself to suck on her clit.
Look at me I'm multitasking!
"Uh, uh! Emily! That feels so good! Yes!"
And hearing her vocalize her gratitude encourages me to work faster and harder. I can feel her trying to keep her legs down! This is amazing! I'm really doing this!
I feel like it's been a while that I've been pumping her and sucking her and I'm wondering if I failed her but all of a sudden she starts to shake and I can feel warmth on my fingers.
I'm making her cum! I'm really making her cum!
She moans and calls my name! Her body quivers and her sex flows onto my lips! I pull out my fingers and they're soaked. She's breathing hard and tells me to taste her.
I stick my fingers in my mouth and close my eyes. She's perfect!
I reach up to her breast and she takes my fingers with her mouth while I kiss and lick her pussy.
And when I'm done she falls back into the pillows and pulls me up on top of her. She thrusts her pussy against mine and I rub against her. Our lips kiss openly, tasting and loving each other. I press my body onto her. I feel her hands all over me.
She looks at me and says, "That was beautiful." She rolls me onto my back, "I want to do this again and again do you?"
"Yes! I don't want to move from this place. I just want to make love to you all the time."
We giggle and kiss and love.
"Baby, I know I don't have the right to demand this but I really don't want you to go back. I need to be close to you."
"I know. I need you too. I don't know how I would survive three thousand miles away from you. I don't even want to think about it. Maya, love me again, please."
And we do. We make love again and again. And I feel like each time I'm getting more confident and so much better at it. I want to taste her all the time. I want to taste everywhere!
Then when we're exhausted beyond exhaustion my little spoon rests against her big spoon.
"I love you Maya and I love loving you."
"I love you too baby and I'm going to enjoy loving you whenever I see you."
"You mean you want to have sex all the time?"
"Is that a problem?"
"Oh no, it's no problem at all."
We fall asleep for hours. After all, we needed it now didn't we!
It's Morning
I've come from the bathroom and I'm feeling pouty. She notices.
"What is it Em? Is everything all right?"
I kneel on the blankets next to her sitting on my heels with a t-shirt and panties on with only embers left burning in the fireplace.
"Em, you're scaring me," she sits up cupping my face, caressing it with her thumb. I rest my cheek against it and close my eyes. "Em, what happened?"
I take her hand from my face and hold onto it.
"It's—nothing just forget it."
"No baby, it's something now tell me."
I can see the concern on her face and the love in her beautiful brown doe eyes.
"I thought—I feel really stupid saying this."
"Saying what? Em?"
"When I went to the bathroom I thought when I wiped myself there would be blood. You know."
"Oh. You mean a sign that I popped your cherry?"
"Yes."
I grab a pillow to hide my face. She giggles.
"See, I told you it was stupid."
"Nah, baby, it's not stupid," she pulls the pillow away from hiding me.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"Come here baby," she opens her arms and I snuggle into her soft light brown skin. "You're still really tight. And sometimes, if you're forceful enough you can get your fingers way up there and push through but I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't need to do that for you to feel what you did."
"You mean, it might never pop?"
"I never said that. It's just, you need to relax a little more so I can really get in there."
"You mean like your whole hand?"
"I hope not, maybe another digit or two. But, you know, a penis is longer than my longest finger and it's thicker so it can usually push through the first time. Sometimes it takes us girls a little while longer to penetrate."
"So, who popped yours?"
"Emily. You don't want to know that. It's a personal moment you share with that person."
"I know, I'm sorry I asked. I just want it for you."
"For me? Oh no baby, that's yours to give. And if I'm lucky enough to have it then I'll work a little harder each time to do that for you."
I smile into her shoulder, "Am I being really naïve right now?"
"I think you're being really adorable."
She kisses the top of my head.
"Look Em, sometimes if you shove a tampon way up in there you can push through so it might already be popped if you felt pain when you did it. Don't stress about it. What you and I did last night was amazing. I wouldn't change a thing. Would you?" Oh great. That's just what I need. When everyone talks about who popped their cherry I get to say Tampax.
I look up at her, "Ya know what, I don't think I would either."
"Good. I'm glad we got that settled. So, you think we can just lie here for a while and sleep a little longer."
"Mmm, I'd like that."
She holds me in her arms and I can't help but blush from my lack of knowledge about popping a cherry! I forgot to ask Dani and Malena about that. Though god knows what kind of prop they would've used to show me! But once again Maya makes me feel like it's the most normal question in the world. And that's exactly what I want for us—to be normal. If I go back to California we'll see each other less and less. I hold her closer. I don't think I can give her up again.
I won't give her up again…
Later that day…
Maya and I are showered and dressed. We head back to the lake house where there's still tons of clean up to do. It's a chilly afternoon but the sun is out so it's not so bad picking up the garbage outside.
"Hey you two!" Hanna comes flying out the door to welcome us.
"Hey," I say while Maya waves.
"Sooo, how was your birthday night?" She can barely contain herself.
"It was pretty incredible," I blush.
"Oh Em, I'm so happy for you!" She hugs me tight catching me off guard.
"Anyway, we came to help clean up. I had such a great time with all my friends and…," I look at Maya not needing to complete my thought.
"I'm just glad you got some alone time. I felt so bad when I messed that up."
"It all worked out for the best," Maya winks at me. I blush!
Spencer comes out to join us.
"Hey guys!"
She hugs me and Maya smiling like she's in on something. I guess they all are!
"Where's Ali?"
"Oh she got a ride home. She's got stuff to do with her parents or something."
"Yeah, her parents always have her on a visiting schedule when they're back in Rosewood," I tell them.
"Anyway," Maya interrupts. "We really should get to cleaning up before Pam starts wondering what I've done with you," she winks again. I'm so totally blushing!
"Oh, about that."
"What?"
Spencer has a serious look on her face.
"You left your cell phone here and it was going off all morning," she hands it to me. "It was your mom so I told her you went to get coffees with Alex while we cleaned up. She wants you home as soon as possible."
"That's weird. She knew I would be here."
"Hey, maybe you're dad came home early," Maya suggests to keep my mind from wandering.
"That would be so awesome! I hope that's it!"
I take in a breath and let it out and I'm grinning from ear to ear.
"Maybe you should call your mom before she comes out here looking for you," Spencer adds.
"Yeah, good idea."
"Well, we'll go inside and help Alex and Caleb."
"Yeah, guys are hopeless when it comes to cleaning. I mean Caleb can take apart a computer and put it back together but he's incapable of figuring out how to use a vacuum cleaner."
We laugh as they all go inside and I stay on the porch to call home.
"Hey mom it's me. What's up?"
"It's the afternoon and you're just calling me?"
"I'm sorry. I was hungry and then we got into cleaning mode. What's going on?"
"Just finish up and come home. Alone."
This sounds serious like way serious.
"Yeah sure. I'll be home in an hour."
"Okay. An hour."
I hit end on my cell phone and put it in my front jean pocket. When I go inside the lake house everyone is busy doing something. Maya stops and walks over to me.
"Hey, Em, is everything okay?"
"I'm not sure. My mom was being kind of cryptic."
"Cryptic?"
"Yeah, like come home and then she emphasized 'alone.'"
"She didn't give you any clue as to what it might be about."
"No. I mean, if she's playing it up as if she wants me to think something is wrong but really my dad is home early, then that's kind of messed up."
"Pam doesn't joke like that. Does she?"
"No. Especially not if you call her Pam."
We smile. And Maya holds out her arms so I can fall into them.
"It's going to be fine. You'll see."
"Everything all right with Pam," Spencer says from the kitchen.
"Yeah, it's all good."
I think each one of my friends made the mistake of calling my mom by her first name and they never let me forget her reaction. She's so old school sometimes.
Maya and I leave the others to finish up at the lake house. Spencer said she would grab my gifts and cards and bring them home with her. We take our time headed back wanting to spend as long as we can with each other cuz who knows what Pam is all in a tizzy about. As we approach my house, Maya puts the car in park right out front..
"Emily."
I take off my seatbelt so I can turn to face her.
"I love you," she says reaching over the shifter to kiss me.
"I love you too," I take her face in my hands kissing her long and soft, mostly delaying the inevitable, my mother.
"I wish I could go in there with you to protect you just in case."
"I would really like that but I need to face the beast alone."
"Emily!"
"I know. I'm kidding. I just hope this isn't about me being a lesbian. I know who I am. And I know who I love."
"That's my girl," she winks. And I get this warm feeling inside cuz I am her girl!
I take her hand, "I wish you could just drive away somewhere so we could be alone."
"I will. Another time. Kiss me baby."
And I do, over and over until our foreheads meet and she kisses the top of my head.
"I'm just a phone call away."
I shake my head. We kiss. And I open the door hopping out of the car making my way to my front door.
I stop and turn watching her drive away wishing I was with her…
I take a breath as I grasp the door knob to let myself in the house. And as I close the door and start taking off my coat I hear my parents arguing in the next room. My dad really is home! But this isn't at all how I expected to be greeted….
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To Be Continued…
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