AN: i was supposed to study for exams, but i did this instead

Hana2- i'm not sure about the sequel for NLT but i can write you more heated make out sessions. you are right though. what i love about my tsubasa and my sanae is that they seem more like normal teenagers (i think. i mean idk, i write them the way they want them to be written) i love that theyre so in love, not that takahashi-sensei doesnt show them their in love i know they are, but its nice to see the stages of their relationship. idk.

last time i heard, takahashi-sensei wants to continue RS by this year, but i dont know when he will be updating

Guest- yeah, i mean even if tsubasa seemed liked he only cares about soccer, he's still a teenager and its at this time that they feel weird things around their body so... i'll try to write more about Misaki and Ayame, and Wakabayashi and Shiori. i love them and i really want to explore more of their relationship. thanks for reading!

yeah i dont own captain tsubasa

Chapter 19: Back to Camp

Well, it was cold. Scratch that, it was freezing. Why did they even decide to have training in January? She knew that they didn't usually get lots of snow in winter, but its freaking cold as fuck. Their synthetic fiber shirts could only do so much and she couldn't feel her legs, even though she was wearing leggings underneath her shorts.

And even if they were running around the field, it still didn't help the cold she could feel after all that running.

"You look miserable," Noriko-chan remarked as she hugged herself, trying to keep warm. The grass was making her butt cold too, but she refused to sit on those freezing metal benches.

"Because I am!" she cried. "You know how much I hate the cold. I don't want to be here. Why do we have to practice outside? It's too cold."

She knew she was whining, but she didn't care. She just really hated the cold.

"Suck it up," she rolled her eyes at her. "No matter how much you complain, nothing's going to change. Besides, why don't you, I don't know, cuddle with your boyfriend or something? Make use of him somehow."

"Oh trust me I would have been attached to his hip if I could," she pouted. "But as you can see, I can't latch onto him because he's having too much fun destroying everyone on the field."

They turned towards the practice match going on, and sure enough, Tsubasa was just having the time of his life playing with the ball. He had Misaki-kun and Wakabayashi-kun on his team, and Sachi-chan's crazy laugh echoed around the area as she flitted around the pitch to support the Golden Duo. Partner it up with Hoshi-chan's insanity, then add Hyuuga-kun's aggressiveness, then they have the offensive team that was so spontaneous and random it'll make you cry. It was a blessing Aoi-kun wasn't in there. Or else, it would have been a very scary midfield.

So yeah, Tsubasa just scored another goal, making the score 5-2 against the other team. Look at that smile on the little shit's face. She didn't think he even notices the temperature as long as he was kicking a ball.

But she guessed, she couldn't exactly stop him from having fun. Who was she to get in between that? Besides, a Tsubasa that didn't think about soccer was no Tsubasa of hers. She fell in love with the guy who lived for soccer, and she wouldn't give him up for the world.

She could really use his heat right now though.

"That's rough buddy," Noriko-chan patted her on the back.

She nodded weakly with a pout still in her face. She pulled her knees close and hugged them to her chest. Gotta keep herself warm after all.

"The cold affecting you again, Sanae-chan?" Rika-chan arrived to sit beside her. She didn't seem as cold as she was, which was unfair. How come she's the only one deeply affected by this weather?

She nodded again with a sniff of her nose, overdramatizing her plight. "I'm freezing, and my portable heater is still out having fun."

"Aww, poor Anego," Rika-chan comforted her as she wrapped her arms around Sanae. "There, there. I'll help keep you warm. I feel you. Mamoru's having another contest with Kisugi-kun and Taki-kun."

Sanae sniffed again and leaned onto Rika-chan. At least, someone shared their heat with her. God knows that she needed that.

"Sometimes, I question your relationships with each other," Noriko-chan remarked as she stared at them.

"You guys are having a heat huddle without me?" They heard Ayame screech when she saw them. "You guys are unfair! I want to cuddle too!"

Before they even know it, Ayame ran over to them to join their heat huddle. In the process, Rika-chan stopped holding her and the three of them stumbled on the grass, Ayame laying on top of their stomachs from her side. Yes, more heat!

"Oh, are we doing a heat huddle? I wanna join," Shiori-chan's voice drifted to their ears, and the next thing they knew, she was on her and Rika-chan's stomachs as well, this time from Rika-chan's side. Ugh, too heavy, but on the other hand, she's warm.

"Scratch that, you guys are weird as hell," Noriko-chan stated once she stared at their pile. "I don't know whether to consider this normal or what. It's just too… intimate."

"Oh this is normal," Ayame answered nonchalantly. "We always do this when Sanae gets too cold. She gets too whiny and crabby when she feels like she's freezing."

Oh boo hoo, she wasn't that terrible.

"I noticed."

Fuck you too, Noriko-chan. Thanks a lot.

"Oh a heat huddle. Anego freezing again?" She looked to see who it was, but wasn't surprised it was just Morisaki-kun with Takasugi-kun. They were joined by some of the other members, probably done with their own practice matches.

"Yup," Shiori-chan giggled as she accidentally poked Rika-chan, who jumped with a shout. "You know how it is, Sanae-chan gets cold and we start to pile up on her."

"Doesn't that sound a little dangerous?" Yumi-chan asked in concern. "I mean what if she suffocates."

"Its fine," Sanae answered, "I tell them when it gets too much. We stay close together until I feel warm enough. Usually, I need the whole team to keep me warm, but with everyone around us and our heat huddle, I'm good and happy."

"You guys are weird," Saya-chan remarked.

Wow, thanks.

"Be happy we don't have some of our underclassmen with us," Ayame told them. "Or else weird can't even describe what the huddle will be."

"Miho-chan?" Morisaki-kun asked with a smile.

"Miho-chan," Rika-chan confirmed.

"What's going on here? Why's everybody in a circle" They turned to whoever asked, and saw that it was Wakabayashi-kun. It seemed they ended their game too.

"We're in a heat huddle!" Shiori-chan answered enthusiastically.

"A heat huddle?" Misaki-kun joined in.

"Sanae-chan was getting too cold again," Rika-chan answered as she began to play with Shiori-chan's hair. "We do this every time. It's a good bonding experience."

"Plus, people think we're lesbian lovers in a polyamorous relationship," Ayame added.

"Okay?" Misaki-kun said in both amusement and disbelief. "That's one way to describe it."

"Besides, as you can see, their boyfriends are too busy doing stuff," she continued, but then looked up to see the two they were talking about coming to where they were. "Well they were. Anyway, you think we should just keep them with us Shiori and don't give them back to them?"

"That sounds like a good idea," she agreed. "That's what they get for neglecting them. It's their fault that Rika-chan and Sanae-chan ran to our arms. I mean they probably won't mind, do you?"

She directed the question to them.

"Sounds good," Rika-chan answered. "I think I do need a change of scenery."

"What about you San?" Ayame asked her. "You mind being in a lesbian polyamorous relationship with us?"

"Sure," she replied nonchalantly. They were joking anyway.

"Awesome," Ayame cheered and turned to look at the arriving boys. "You lost Oozora. Sanae just said she doesn't want to be with you anymore and would rather be with us instead. She's turning lesbian for us now.

Sanae rolled her eyes in exasperation. Ayame's feeling evil again.

"What?" Tsubasa cried in distress. "She does not! You're lying." He rushed towards them and became suddenly confused when he saw the position they were in.

"What's going on?" he asked puzzled as he looked at them.

"We're having a lesbian cuddle session," Rika-chan told him while she wrapped an arm around Sanae. Ayame and Shiori were trying to muffle their laughs, and Ayame even had to hide her face on her stomach. "You and Mamoru aren't invited. We decided that we're going to be lesbians with Shiori-chan and Ayame-chan."

"Wait, what?" Izawa-kun arrived to stand beside Tsubasa. "Isn't this just a heat huddle?"

"Ye-" Misaki-kun started to answer, but he was interrupted by Shiori-chan.

"Nope," she said. "We're cultivating our budding relationship. It's going great so far."

If people weren't on her, she would be joining in with the teasing, but she was starting to feel everyone's weight on her, and she was pretty warm.

"Okay, that's enough," Sanae declared. "You guys are getting too heavy, and I'm sure we've done enough damage to everyone."

"I feel like I need to bleach my mind," Noriko-chan muttered her breath. She rolled her eyes and continued.

"Anyway," she coughed as she sat up, "Get up. I need to walk and training's over for the day. I need to get inside to finally have real heat."

"Boo," Ayame said monotonously but still stood up. "It was just getting fun too." Shiori-chan also pouted but followed nonetheless.

"They don't think so," she said. "I mean as much as I think everyone's face looked hilarious, we were kinda pushing it a little."

"Ugh, fine," Ayame sighed and crossed her arms. The coaches appeared to dismiss them from training, and all of them started to head back to the dorms, ready to rest.

She turned to look at Tsubasa, and waited for him. But he didn't move and he was wearing an expression she couldn't exactly read.

She walked towards him and took ahold of one of his hands. Her other hand went to his head, pushing strands of his hair out face so she can get a clearer view of his face.

"You okay?" she asked as she cupped his face.

"Hmm," he hummed while he leaned onto her hand. "Yeah, just a little rattled. You guys' thing with that cuddle session whatever just confused me, is all."

She wasn't entirely convinced but, she let it go this time.

She gave him a reassuring smile before going on her toes to peck his lips. "Don't worry," she told him. "We're just joking. You know how we are, our team is close. If anything, you should see how Miho-chan and Ayame gets to weird out strangers."

He had a look of contemplation enter his face, before he broke out in a grin. That's more like it.

She patted his cheek lightly, making him blink.

"Come on," she said. "Let's go inside. I'm cold again, and don't forget you're my heater."

He produced a laugh and dropped a kiss on her head. "That I am."

They walked towards the dorm, her attached to his hip as close as she could be.

They were in his room, leaning against the headboard of his bed. She was cuddled close him as expected, because again, she was just not getting warm at all. They weren't exactly doing anything, just sitting and talking. Well, she did most of the talking while he added his inputs. Although, it did concern her a little bit when he wasn't talking as much. Usually he would have had something witty to add.

She knew that he wasn't entirely alright when she a while ago. He still did have that unreadable look on his face.

"What's wrong?" she nudged him.

He hummed in response again, something she noticed he did whenever he was in deep thought. "Nothing," he finally answered after a few seconds.

She huffed and sat up straighter, crossing her arms. "I'm not buying it, Tsubasa. You and I both know that I can always tell when you're bothered by something."

"Really it's nothing," he insisted, but she only gave him a look that told him she didn't believe him. He sighed and finally admitted, "I was just… thinking."

She knitted her eyebrows in confusion. "About what?" she asked.

"Just stuff," he answered ambiguously. Again, she gave him a look and he sighed again. He turned away from her and ran a hand through his hair.

"It's stupid really," he confessed. "I mean I don't know why it even came to me when I know it's probably not true… It's just really stupid."

"Try me," she said and moved to kneel between his legs, grabbing his hands with hers. He glanced her briefly before he decided to look down.

"It's just that-" he took a deep breath, "It's just that… Ayame's words kind of got me thinking. Scared, actually."

What? Okay, that was really ridiculous.

"That we're in a lesbian relationship?" she asked incredulously. "Tsubasa, you know by now that that is just ridiculo-"

"Not that," he interrupted. "I know that. I meant the ones before that. She said that-" he licked his bottom lip anxiously. "-that you didn't want to be with me anymore."

Oh, Tsubasa. That wasn't true at all.

"I mean, I know it's stupid to worry about it since she's definitely joking but I just couldn't help but think about it you know," he rambled on. "I tried to push the thought away, but it always comes back, that maybe she wasn't joking at all, and you didn't actually want to be-"

"I'm stopping you right there," she told him as she put a finger from his lips. He blinked at her and tried to open his mouth, but she shook her head and he closed it once more.

"First, you should know by now that Ayame likes to pull on everyone's leg, and whatever she speaks are usually meant for once of her crazy schemes," she said. She took a deep breath, and continued, "Second, don't you ever think again that I don't want to be with you anymore."

She must have looked stern and crazy as hell, but she needed to make him realize that she wasn't letting him go, not when she finally have him.

"We've been together for more than five months, Tsubasa, and it has been the best five months of my life," she confessed tenderly, taking off her finger to cup his face with both of her hands, rubbing his cheeks with her thumb. "I told you, didn't I? I am absolutely, irrevocably in love with you, and nothing will ever change that. I've been in love with you for five years, ever since you joined our gangly group of soccer star wannabes. And every day, every minute, every second that I spend with you, only makes me fall love with you even more."

She leaned in to give him the most tender kiss she could give him, pouring all of her love for him. She felt him return her kiss, and her heart was just bursting with emotions for this man.

"You are mine," she said to him once they separated to breathe, "just as I am yours, and I am never, ever letting you go."

Tsubasa stared at her incredulously, before something entered his eyes, and in an instant, he had her laying down on his bed, his hands beside her head, caging her.

She felt her heart race. She just wanted to assure him that she wasn't breaking up with him, and him getting like this was not something she planned.

He stared down at her, and somehow she thinks she finally figured out what was in his eyes, the emotions in his eyes.

Desire. And joy and pride and love, a love so raw she felt her chest tighten because it was all for her, and only for her.

He leaned into her, and within a second, she felt his lips take hers in a kiss so full of passion she felt like her heart was about to explode.

She didn't know when she wrapped her arms around him, she just knew that she wanted to feel him close to her. She felt him lick her bottom lip, asking for entrance, and she willingly gave it to him. His tongue entered her mouth, making her gasp lightly. She didn't know what she doing at this point, but she didn't care. She just wanted to feel him all over.

She felt his hands travel her body, from her shoulders, to her arms, until he reached her sides and brushed by the bottom of her breasts, making her shiver.

Her hands roamed on their own, caressing his shoulders and neck, until she could feel his muscles of his chest under his shirt.

The fire in her stomach was starting again, and she didn't want it to stop.

He separated from their kiss, and she opened her eyes to meet his. Both of them were panting hard from the lack of air, but he didn't seem to think about it because he leaned into her again. And instead of going to lips again, he attacked her neck.

She heard herself whimper softly when he kissed her neck, and gasped when he bit into her. She moaned quietly when she felt him suck the part he just bit. His hands found their way under her shirt, and his touches felt so damn good she didn't know what to do.

"T-tsubasa," she whispered while burying her hands into his hair, trying to make him closer.

Her whisper somehow brought something out of him, because he bit her neck again, licking the spot he put his mark on her, and his hands, oh god his hands, were in places that was just making the heat in her grow even more and she loved it.

He was driving her crazy, so so crazy she didn't want him to stop.

Suddenly, someone knocked at the door, making him stop his assault on her neck.

"Tsubasa?" Misaki-kun's voice drifted from the other side. "You and Anego still there?"

They stared at each other, before he cleared his throat and found his voice. "Yeah," he answered. "Just- just hanging out."

"You better not be doing anything bad to my cousin," Ayame's warned, also from the other side.

They gave each other another stare, before she gave him a nervous smile. Define bad exactly.

"Ow, what?" they heard Ayame cry out in pain. "Don't pinch me!"

They didn't hear what Misaki-kun said, but they did hear her sigh in exasperated defeat.

"Don't mind her, guys," Misaki-kun said. "Anyway, the coaches wanted everyone in the rec room for a team meeting, and both of you guys weren't answering your phones when we texted and called so we're just… checking up on you."

Oh, well shit. They didn't mean to be that occupied.

"Right," Tsubasa laughed nervously. "T-thanks! We'll be there."

"Awesome," Misaki-kun exclaimed. "We'll see there then."

They heard the shuffling of feet and Ayame's protest, but it disappeared a few moments after.

Tsubasa waited a few seconds before turning back to her and immediately fell beside her with a sigh.

He covered his eyes with his arm and sighed again.

What's wrong with him?

"You alright?" she asked as turned over to face him, using her elbows to support her.

He didn't speak for a moment, and she was starting to worry. Did she do something wrong? Or maybe, did she say something wrong?

"I'm sorry," he apologized.

For what? Why would he need to apologize?

"I- I didn't know how to stop," he continued while he took off his arm from his eyes to look at her. "It's just that, what you said made me really happy, and I didn't know what came over me exactly. I just knew I wanted to feel you close. I don't know whether I was even going to stop."

She felt her lips curl up into a smile. He was just too sweet.

She leaned down and kissed his lips. "If it makes you feel any better, I liked it, and I didn't really want you to stop either."

For the second time that day, he was looking at her incredulously, and she couldn't help the laugh that came out of her.

"You didn't?" he asked.

She shook her head lightly. "Nope," she confirmed.

"If anything, I would do it all over again," she told him while she closed his eyes and rubbed her nose with his.

She realized that she would never get tired of hearing his laughter.

End Chapter

AN: insecurities are a huge deal in teenage relationships and a little bit of reassuring is needed. jk, idk i think that made their relationship a little more real i guess. but really i just wanted to write another heated make out session since i'll probably be writing soccer games in the next few chapters for the second round of preliminaries. might as well make it worth it. i mean, everyone seemed to be wanting these sessions so here you go.

so that's it for tonight, and i hope you liked this chapter.

thanks for reading and see you soon