Chapter 5
Inuyasha woke up slowly, his body feeling pleasantly sore. He rolled over, his hand falling onto a hard chest. Inuyasha scooted closer, pressing his head against Sesshomaru's side. Sesshomaru grunted softly, turning over onto his side and throwing an arm over Inuyasha's waist.
Inuyasha breathed in deeply, the smell of sex filling the room. He was about to fall back to sleep when he realized something. He sniffed the air, the smell of musk and heat gone. Inuyasha opened his eyes, looking up to Sesshomaru who was still fast asleep.
Inuyasha slowly moved away from him, sitting up in bed. He frowned in contemplation, wondering what he should do now. His heat was done, and so was Sesshomaru's musk. Inuyasha wondered if he should just leave now, but a part of him didn't want to. Inuyasha looked to the window, the sun just barely rising in the sky.
Inuyasha looked down to Sesshomaru, his neck throbbing softly. Inuyasha laid back down next to Sesshomaru, pressing close against him to take his body's warmth. Inuyasha closed his eyes, wondering why he didn't want to leave. After nearly two whole weeks of mating, Inuyasha was sure he would want to leave immediately afterwards.
He sniffed Sesshomaru's scent, his scent something he was so used to now. Inuyasha wanted to stay like this for as long as Sesshomaru permitted, and he didn't feel guilt thinking that. Kagome was his wife, but right then Inuyasha wanted to stay with Sesshomaru. He wouldn't voice out that he was his mate now, since his mind wasn't over powered by lust or his heat.
Instead, he just wanted to exist. Right here next to Sesshomaru. Inuyasha pressed his face against Sesshomaru's neck, sighing deeply as he rested his body again. Inuyasha fell back to sleep, encased in Sesshomaru's strong arms. Their legs entwined, Inuyasha too comfortable to want to leave.
He woke up to fingers running through his hair, Inuyasha breathing in before releasing it with a small moan of pleasure. He shivered, pressing his body flush against Sesshomaru's again. The hand stopped combing through his hair, Inuyasha groaning softly for him to continue.
"Don't stop," Inuyasha whispered, yawning loudly as he got comfortable once again. The fingers resumed, Inuyasha breathing out deeply as he made his body as heavy as bricks.
"Inuyasha." Sesshomaru's voice was soft when he spoke, Inuyasha opening his eyes to a squint and looking up to Sesshomaru. Inuyasha saw satisfaction in Sesshomaru's eyes, and mild adoration. Inuyasha lazily licked Sesshomaru's mating mark, something he had placed on him only a few nights ago. Sesshomaru had been surprised to be marked by the hanyou, Inuyasha remembering the orgasm that followed it. He smiled softly when he stopped licking it, closing his eyes with a small sigh.
Inuyasha opened his eyes when his chin was grabbed, his gaze lifted to Sesshomaru's face. Inuyasha grunted softly in question, Sesshomaru's eyes narrowing slightly in possession.
"Who do you belong to?" Sesshomaru asked, Inuyasha blinking in confusion at first. Inuyasha knew what he wanted to say, but he cut himself off before he could say it. Sesshomaru's eyes demanded an answer, Inuyasha pulling away from his grasp and sitting up. He faced away from him, Inuyasha taking in a small breath before releasing a sigh.
Inuyasha felt Sesshomaru rise up behind him, a hand moving his hair over one shoulder. This exposed his mating mark, Sesshomaru kissing it softly as he ran a hand up Inuyasha's chest. Inuyasha closed his eyes, Sesshomaru's hand traveling south. Inuyasha leaned back against Sesshomaru, groaning softly as he started to stroke his member.
Inuyasha felt like he should want to go back to Kagome, but he didn't. He knew she was probably back in their village, wondering where he was this entire time. Inuyasha didn't feel the urge to be by her side anymore.
He wouldn't admit it aloud, but over the course of his heat he had desired a new mate. He wanted Sesshomaru to be his mate, but he also didn't want to just drop Kagome on the side of the road either.
He would go back to her only to see if there was any fire left for her. A part of him would always love her, and he would try to stay with her to ensure her happiness. It wasn't like he could find that happiness with Sesshomaru anyway.
"Do you want to go back to her?" Sesshomaru asked against his throat, Inuyasha shaking his head. He opened his eyes, stopping Sesshomaru's hand. He turned around in his embrace, Sesshomaru greedily stealing the kiss he gave him. Inuyasha slowly laid down, Sesshomaru moving over him with a soft growl of pleasure. Inuyasha moaned softly as his hands roamed over his body, his fingers stopping at his hole.
Inuyasha was panting when Sesshomaru pulled away, the demons cheeks painted a light red as he got off the bed. Inuyasha sat up, wondering where he was going. Sesshomaru went to the bathroom, coming back with one of the oils. Inuyasha frowned in confusion, watching Sesshomaru pour some onto his hands.
Inuyasha remembered that off his heat his body was male, turning onto his hands and knees as Sesshomaru got back on the bed. Inuyasha felt his fingers slide over his member, the slickened fingers sliding over his balls and to his hole. Inuyasha groaned softly as a finger pushed in, the feeling a tad different than what he was used to. Inuyasha pressed back against the invading digit, Sesshomaru stilling his hips with a hand. Inuyasha lowered his upper half, small strained moans leaving his throat as Sesshomaru prepared him.
Inuyasha closed his eyes, Sesshomaru pushing in two more fingers suddenly. Inuyasha gasped out in pleasure, the pain a mere afterthought. Sesshomaru stretched him faster, Inuyasha pressing back against his fingers after only a couple minutes. Sesshomaru pulled his fingers out, Inuyasha groaning when he replaced his fingers with his member.
Inuyasha felt a stinging pain from being stretched, his body no longer heavily lubricated. Inuyasha panted as he tried to let it pass, his hands fisting in the sheets. Sesshomaru pulled out after Inuyasha relaxed, pushing back in slowly. Inuyasha gasped, shivers running up his spine when Sesshomaru groaned in pleasure.
Inuyasha gasped when Sesshomaru delved into a deep and fast pace, gripping the sheets as he rocked with each inward thrust. Inuyasha bit his bottom lip to silence any noise, his eyes closed tight as he felt Sesshomaru rub against his insides.
Inuyasha raised his hips some for a deeper angle, his eyes shooting open as a cry of pleasure escaped his throat. Sesshomaru held him still that way, Inuyasha crying out as his prostate was repeatedly jabbed.
His thighs started to shake as drool slid down his chin, Inuyasha turning his face into the sheets as he was assaulted by pleasure. Sesshomaru pulled out, turning Inuyasha onto his back. Inuyasha gasped when he was suddenly exposed to Sesshomaru's eyes, his legs spread open as Sesshomaru held them by his ankles. Inuyasha cried out when he pushed back in, sweat forming on Inuyasha's skin as Sesshomaru pounded him into the futon.
"Se-Sesshomaru!" Inuyasha cried out, Sesshomaru's thrusts steady as he strove to give Inuyasha pleasure. Inuyasha was sure he felt himself get wet, his toes curling with each intruding pass of Sesshomaru's member.
"Tell me who you belong to!" Sesshomaru growled, Inuyasha reaching his hands up and fisting them in Sesshomaru's hair. He threw his head back with a moan of pleasure as Sesshomaru changed the angle, his prostate and insides thrumming with pleasure.
"You!" Inuyasha gasped out, Sesshomaru smirking as he let go of one of Inuyasha's legs to stroke his member. Inuyasha cried out in pleasure, pulling Sesshomaru down for a kiss. Inuyasha heard the bed frame start to tap against the wall, Sesshomaru going into a frenzy after being claimed as Inuyasha's mate.
Inuyasha moaned down his throat as he came close to his release, pulling away from the kiss and throwing his head back with a scream of Sesshomaru's name. Sesshomaru stilled against Inuyasha as he came, the hanyou shivering as it triggered his own orgasm. Sesshomaru gently pulled out and fell to the side, panting heavily in exhaustion. Inuyasha was just as exhausted, his legs shaking as he tried to calm himself down.
Inuyasha felt a flood of guilt run through him, his mind no longer lost in sleep or his heat. Inuyasha sat up slowly, Sesshomaru looking to him with lidded eyes of satisfaction. Inuyasha knew he needed to return to Kagome, that all of this had just been a fluke. He would only stay until his heat passed, but like an addict he was trying to find a reason to stay with Sesshomaru.
To keep getting his fix. Inuyasha lowered his head, his bangs covering his eyes.
Sesshomaru wasn't his mate.
"Sesshomaru… Kagome's my…" Inuyasha sighed softly as he got out of the bed, Sesshomaru sitting up with a frown of displeasure. Inuyasha walked to the bathroom, opening the shoji. Inuyasha looked to the bath, feeling the sharp pain in his lower back.
"Kagome's my mate." Inuyasha walked in and closed the shoji behind him, filling the tub up with water. He didn't look over his shoulder when the shoji opened, getting in the tub when it was closed.
"Inuyasha-"
"My heat is over Sesshomaru. I will leave after my bath." Inuyasha stopped the water, sitting down and bringing his knees to his chest. Sesshomaru got in the bath in front of him, Inuyasha avoiding his eyes.
"You will stay," Sesshomaru told him stoically, no room for argument in his voice. Inuyasha looked up to him, his lips pulled down into a frown of annoyance. Inuyasha slicked back his hair, looking away from Sesshomaru with a small snort.
"We made an agreement Sesshomaru. You are not my mate, and I am not yours." Inuyasha started to clean himself, Sesshomaru moving in the tub and making some water splash over the edge. Inuyasha gasped when he was kissed, Sesshomaru pinning his hands down to the tub edge.
Inuyasha closed his eyes, pulling away from the kiss.
"Sesshomaru stop."
Inuyasha gasped when he was turned around abruptly, his claws sinking into the tub's edge as Sesshomaru took him. Inuyasha groaned with each thrust, the pain he felt overpowered by the pleasure. Inuyasha was ravished for what seemed like hours before Sesshomaru knocked out on the futon, Inuyasha taking another bath before putting on his fire rat outfit.
He picked up tetsusaiga, looking to Sesshomaru over his shoulder. Inuyasha looked away, jumping out from the window. He felt like he was returning to his old self, jumping high into the air as he strived to get back to Kagome as soon as possible. For hours he traveled, reaching the village by the next morning.
He took a bath in the hot spring before going back to their hut, opening the shoji as quietly as he could. Kagome was fast asleep on their futon, Inuyasha feeling guilt stab him in his stomach. He walked to her side, kneeling down next to her.
Kagome woke up when he ran a hand through her hair, sitting up with a small gasp of surprise.
"Where have you been Inuyasha?" She asked worriedly, Inuyasha sighing as he looked down to his claws.
"Kagome…" Inuyasha parted his lips to tell her, to tell her everything he did. He couldn't though, his lips closing as he tried to think of what to tell her.
"Did you become human and get hurt?" Kagome asked, Inuyasha frowning slightly. He knew a new moon had passed, but he remembered he didn't change form. Inuyasha nodded anyway, sitting down next to her.
"I went to do an errand a couple weeks ago, and when I was coming back I turned human. I bumped into a demon, but I'm fine now," Inuyasha smoothly lied, Kagome rising up and wrapping her arms around his neck.
"I'm so glad you're alright," she whispered, Inuyasha burying his nose against her neck. He frowned when her scent seemed off, Inuyasha pulling away with a frown.
"You smell weird," Inuyasha grunted, Kagome giggling softly as she touched a hand to his stomach.
"Inuyasha, I'm pregnant." Inuyasha frowned in confusion. He looked down to Kagome's stomach, his guilt only increasing ten fold. Inuyasha touched a hand to her stomach, able to smell the scent of a pup. Inuyasha thought he would be sick, guilt suffocating him.
"How?" Inuyasha whispered, Kagome putting a hand over his with a small smile of adoration.
"When I was helping Sango deliver, I was feeling sick. I had the midwife take my place and passed out. After Sango gave birth to her son, the midwife checked me. I'm a month along already." Inuyasha stood up, walking out of their hut. He thought he would be sick, Kagome coming out and standing behind him.
"What's the matter?" Kagome asked, Inuyasha shaking his head silently.
"I'm not fertile Kagome. I can't have pups," Inuyasha told her, Kagome touching a hand to his bicep. She hugged him from behind, Inuyasha keeping his eyes averted.
Could it really be his?
"This pup is ours Inuyasha. Please, be happy with me," Kagome whispered, Inuyasha turning in her embrace and hugging her tightly.
"I am."
Inuyasha felt his chest tighten.