A/N: First of all I want to say that english isn't my first language ... which is pretty obviously. Secondly I want to say that, in the country I live in only the fourthseason of Rizzoli & Isles just ended and I didn't knew how Lee Thompson Young's death would be used in the show. So ... everything I write is created in my head. No copies or other.

And third ... thanks for reading my shit. :-)

Jane entered in the next morning the kitchen and smiled at her mother. " Morning, Ma. "

Angela looked over her shoulder and frowned. " Morning, Jane. How do you feel? "

Jane paused in her movement to get a cup and took a deep breath. Maura was right. To hide her current feelings and trying to hide beneath the mask of good moods didn't helped at all. Maybe telling the truth would ease a little the painful pressure. " It could feel better but I even could feel worse. But it'll be okay. "

Angela smiled a little, she seemd to be datisfied by the answer. " It'll be fine, Jane. Time will heal those open wounds. Where is Maura and my favorite granddaughter? "

Jane pured herself a cup of coffee and smiled. " Maura is about getting ready for work and prepare Alexis for her favorite Nonna. "

" Isn'T Detectives Frost's mother coming today? "

Jane nodded in agreement and checked her watch. " Yeah, Frankie pick Camille up at the airport and bring her here. "

Angela raised her eyebrows. " Here? You mean here to your house? "

Jane drew skeptically her eyebrows together. " Yeah ... here to our house. Would you prefer that she stays in a hotel in these days? "

Angela rolled her eyes and sighed. " Of course not. I am just not prepared. I I even didn't fixed the guest room. Why didn't you told me that. God ... Janie. "

Jane stared at her mother and wondered why Angela started to panick. " Ma, calm down. Camille just need a room and a bed where she can sleep and not a Four Seasons. You don't have to panick. " , she stopped and grinned. She needed to say this. " Do you know that you are even worse then Maura if Constance visits us? "

Angela stared with a death glare at her oldest child. " You didn't just said that. "

Jane chuckled and sipped her coffee. " Oh yes, I did. "

Maura came with Alexis on the hip into the kitchen and smiled. " Good morning, Angela. "

Angela smiled warm. " Morning. Your wife is impossible. "

Maura walked to Jane and gave her a kiss. " I know. "

Jane sighed and furrowed her eyebrows. " Can I just get another one? "

" Another what? ", Maura asked confused.

Jane rolled her eyes. " Another kiss. "

Maura smirked and gave her wife another, longer kiss. " Are we a cuddler today? ", she whispered.

Jane looked at her horrified. " Ssssssh! "

Maura laughed a little while Alexis babbled and turned her head away.

Jane looked long at her daughter and then quesioningly at her wife. " Did she just told us that she think it is disgusting that we'd kissed? "

Maura chuckled and shrugged. " I wonder from whom she got that. "

Angela laughed ad Jane rolled smiling her eyes.

The front door opened and Frankie entered the house with a suit case in his hand. " Here we are. ", he said and Camille followed in the house.

Jane was the first who welcomed her with a hug. " Hey, Camille. "

Camille smiled a little and returned the hug. " Hi, Jane. Thanks for letting me stay here while I am here. "

Jane smiled and frowned. " You are more then welcome. Robin's not with you? "

" She'll be here for the funeral. ", Camille replied and smiled at Angela.

Angela took the invitation and welcmed Camille also with a hug. " It's good to see you again. Even if the circumstances could be better. "

Camille nodded in agreement. " It's good to see you too. ", she looked at Maura and the toddler on her arm and beamed. " Oh my ... what a beatiful girl. Barry told me everytime about her when we talked. "

Maura smiled broadly and looked at her daughter. " They both loved each other.

" Even after Alexis vomited on his shirt and he almost vomited too. ", Jane addedthis detail and Maura rolled her eyes.

Camille chuckled and nodded. " Barry always had had a weak stomach. "

Jane raised her eyebrows and smiled. " Well ... uh ... ", she had to laugh, really laugh. " Yes ... yes, he had. "

Camille smiled and hugged Maura. " Thank you for having me here. "

Maura smiled and sighed. " You don't have to thank us for that. As Jane already said, you are more then welcome, Camille. "

Camille smiled at the toddler and looked questioningly at Maura. " Can I? "

Maura nodded and handed her Alexis. " Of course. "

" But we want her back! ", Jane stated and Camille chuckled.

Frankie walked to Jane and sighed. " Can I ride with you to the department? "

Jane drew her eyebrows together. " Why? You have your own car. "

" Jane, we all have to drive in the same direction and we are all here. So, why not sharing a car? ", Maura said while Frankie nodded.

" But ... ", Jane begun and Maura raised her eyebrows. She sighed and dropped her shoulders. " Fine. Okay, we'll drive together. "

Korsak looked up as Jane entered the bullpen. " Is Camille already in Boston? "

Jane nodded as she put off her jacket and hung it over the back of her chair.

" How is she? ", he wanted to know.

Jane shrugged and sighed. " How would you be if Josh would get killed? ", she paused as she saw the hurt in Korsak's face. " I'm sorry. It's just ... it's hard. I mean, as long Frost's belongings are at his desk I can pretend that nothing of all of that hadn't happened and Frost would be still alive. ", she sighed. " But ... "

" Camille will come by later and get his stuff? ", Korsak finished the sentence for her and Jane nodded. He wondered that Jane suddenly said out loud how she felt. What happened to his former partner who had always closed up if bad things had happened. " Well, that day had to come, Jane. I know it will hurt and you will feel like shit ... "

" I already feel like shit. ", Jane cut him off and looked at him.

Korsak stared at her and sighed. " It will get worse. "

Jane made a face at his statement and sighed. She knew that he was right and she knew that she couldn't prepare herself for this moment when the realization would hit her hard. " I know. "

" Are you sure? ", Korsak asked.

It was a good question. Was she prepared for the moment when the grief set in? She couldn't answer that question. She just shrugged.

Korsak sighed and nodded. " I thought so. "

Jane tried to smile and then drew her eyebrows together as she saw an envelope on her desk. " What the hell? I thought my mail would go straight to the crime lab. "

Korsak looked at her and frowned. " The Doc said so. "

Jane took a evidence bag out of one of ther drawers. " Then ... why is this here? "

Maura frowned as she carefully opened the envelope with her gloved hands and took out a latter. She exhaled loudly as she laid it down. It simply said : Shall we continue? "

Jane's facial muscles twitched and she gritted her teeth. " Sick son of a bitch. ", she growled.

Korsak grabbed his phone and dailed a number. "I'll arrange personal protection for the two of you, Frankie, Tommy and Angela. "

" What about you? ", Jane suddenly asked and Maura looked worridly at her.

Korsak looked up and drew his eyebrows together. " What about me? "

" What about you and your security? ", Jane said with a frown.

Korsak chuckled. " Jane, I have my dogs and my gun. I will be totally fine. "

Jane didn't smiled and the frown deepened. " I am serious. "

Korsak sighed heavily. " If you stop to worry about me I will built up a tent in your back yard. "

Jane slowly nodded. " Sounds good to me. "

Korsak opened and closed his mouth again like a fish out of water.

Maura's mouth felt open as her wife marched out of the lab. " Sergeant, I hope you just joked. "

" I ... ", Korsak started.

" I see you after your shift in our back back yard, Korsak. ", Jane yelled as she reached the elevator. " I help you with your tent. "

Maura dropped her shoulders and sighed. " Oh dear Lord. ". she suddenly realized that Korsak was still present. " Nothing against you, Sergeant, but I feel like ... "

" A harborage? ", Korsak asked with a smile.

" Yes. ", Maura laughed egreeing. " Of course you can stay with us. I am glad that we bought a house with three guestrooms and a guesthouse. "

" Why was it Angela moved with you? ", Korsak wanted to know.

Maura hesitated and frowned. Then she sighed. " Because Jane like to have her around even she would never admit it. Please tell that no one, especially not Angela. Jane would never forgive me that. "

Korsak laughed out loud. " And Angela would throw a huge victory party and invite semi-Boston. "

" Yes. ", Maura chuckled and nodded. " She probably would do that. "

" Does anyone else know that? "

Maura shooked her head. " No, just you and me and Alexis. "

" And she youldn't dare to blow your secret. ", Korsak said grinning.

Maura thought for a moment and wanted to tell him that Alexis was still to young to do so. But then she understood what he meant and laughed. " Oh, no ... no she wouldn't. "