Okay I m back! MaverickS26 I m soooooooooooooooooo srry I took like a million years to write this n honey I m fine now! Much much much better n btw u r absolutely sweet heart ! I m glad I m writing on UR idea! Also I did incorporate a song, see if u like it!
IT WAS HARDER THAN SHE THOUGHT! (CHP 2)
Everyone heard her, she said it loud and clear, it was the first time that she had spoken even a word, her voice wasn't calm but it had no emotions, not that she did not have any, she was trying to not let others know just how broken she was from the inside.
The doctor seemed reluctant to say anything, since even he could see her condition, but he did after all-it was his job, he said
Dr: dekhiye ma'am, aap andar nahi jaa sakti, I can understand that he is your husband but, unki halat bohot kharab hai, and he is sedated, app ko unse baat karke kuch use nahi hoga, please unka bp badh sakta hai, complication ho sate hai, as a dr…
Tarika cut in before the doctor finished: as a dr, mein janti hu ki kya kar na galat hai, and I know andar jana galat hai, lekin I have to, as a wife, I have to, please I am asking you, and if that's not enough I will beg to you, 5 min, please.
She said still with a straight face.
The dr looked over at acp and acp nodded in a yes, the dr allowed Tarika in the ICU where Abhijeet was, but he warned her: only 5 mins
Tarika went in, the room was quite, just too quite, just the sound of his heartbeats, ironic she thought, so ironic, she always thought hearing his heartbeats would be romantic, though today she heard it, not as romantic as she thought it would be.
She went closer, sat besides the bed, he was sleeping in, she looked at his injuries, 1 shot wound on his right arm, and 2- almost too close to his heart, she lifted her hand and took it closer to his heart and touched the wound with a very very light hand, he flinched in his sleep and as he did so, she withdrew her hand as fast as she could. She looked down, and for the first time let tears slip through her eyes.
Through those tears she said " I am sorry abhi", " I really really am"
She looked up to him hoping he would react but he did not
She said, tears still streaming down her eyes,
Tarika: I hate myself for all I said to you this morning, I love you abhi and more than anything and anyyyyyone…. I will never be able to hate you, I was just angry and frustrated and I know, I know tumne jaan buch ke nahi kiya tha, but muze nahi pata meine ese kyu react kiya, I just wanted you to be safe and it was scary to think that you weren't, I should not have said those things abhi I should not have , but I did, and mein yaha isi liye andar ayi hu, because ..(She took a pause, collected some strength and swept the tears away.) if this is it, if you won't come…. If, if (she stammered, she took a breath) if you won't come back, I want my last words for you to be that "I have loved you, and I always will" no matter what you do.i will respect you decision and your batch and your duty, these 6 months have been the best of my life, you made me the most happiest person ever and one last thing- as I promised, i tried to be brave in front of everyone, it's just umhare samne asuoko rok nahi pai…
She took his hand in hers, carefully, not to do any harm and when she did, suddenly his BP shot, his heartbeats increased and the doctors rushed in before Tarika knew what was happening,
The dr screamed a code blue, and the nurse told Tarika to move away and get out, though Tarika did not, the nurse took Tarika by her arm and took her to the side in the corner because Tarika won't get out , Tarika just stood there looking at him, struggling to get back to her, she was counting seconds to when she would not have him, when she would then never ever again be able to talk to him, tease him, smile at him, and never ever again be able to look into his eyes…..
No, she would not let go so easy, would not give up so easy, she will not let him go so away from her, so so so far away…
It is his duty to fight crime, even if it takes his life. It is her duty to pray from the bottom her heart for him, she would not let him go, at least without fighting, and in this if she seemed desperate or angry of weak, do hell with it, she would do anything to get him back…..
the doctors were trying their best to save him, but his BP had shot high, his heart beats too fast…..
he had to calm down, he had to
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
She started signing which looked and sounded ridiculous at this moment but she thought of it, yes it was stupid but she always did it, something that he loved, he always said that it soothed him down, today was his test if he really meant it or just making her feel better
. My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old
She sang with all she had, with her wishes, her prayers and most importantly, her love…
Tears were running down her eyes, she could not see anything, she was looking at the floor, eyes shut close, though she was listening to the commotion of the doctors, desperately trying to save her love, probably thinking that she was stupid or had lost it- totally.
But then she heard the doctors stop, she looked up still singing softly, eyes filled with tears.
All the doctors were looking at her, the main dr had defibrillator paddles, and they were planning to electrocute him. But they did not, his BP was had come down.
She stopped, but then his BP started to rise again, the doctor signaled her to go again,
She started again…
The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
She sang as she came closer to him, real slow, this time no one stopped her, she came and sat beside him,
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine…..
She sang …
Tell me you'll open your eyes,
Tell me you'll open your eyes,
Tell me you'll open your eyes,
Tell me you'll open your eyes,
Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
She took his hand In hrs and slipped her fingers through his,
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time
His bp was much much better, he was calmer and Tarika could feel the doctors and nurses' eyes on her and hear their talks about how this was a miracle.
She didn't care, she was happy he was getting better, she also heard the team coming in,
She was still singing, now better, a little rhythm, like cared if there is or was any, she just remembered that he said that he loved her voice and her singing, she did what he loved and it worked.
Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine
He moved in his "slumber "that had extended just a little too much longer than she liked,
Tell me that you'll open your eyes,
Tell me that you'll open your eyes,
Tell me that you'll open your eyes,
Tell me that you'll open your eyes,
Tell me that you'll open your eyes,
Tell me that you'll open your eyes,
Tell me that you'll open your eyes,
Tell me that you'll open your eyes,
As she sang, she felt his hand holding her hand, gripping on it.
Then she heard really low voice:
All this feels….. strange…. and un….true
And I won't waste a minute without…..
You.
She heard it and smiled real wide, she knew the voice, she literally lived for the voice…..
She looked down to find abhijeet's billion dollar smile waiting for her, she saw direct in his eyes, that showed pain, yet happiness, and she realized that she was wrong, she could talk to him again, look in his eyes and look at his smile again,
She could hear the whole team celebrate and thank the doctors,
One of the doctors said: humne kuch nahi kiya.
She felt her salunke sir come and put his hand on her head, she heard acp sir saying that Abhijeet would get a medal for his bravery on 15 th august and she heard everything everyone had to say, but she did not care about anything or anyone but her abhi…
She did not want to go through this again, and she realized something very important…..
THIS WAS WAYYYYYYYYYYY HARDER THAN SHE THOUGH
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A/N:- SO I COMPLETED IT…I HOPE I DID NOT DISAPPOINT ANYONE ESPECIALLY ! MaverickS26 , I DID GIVE IN A SONG, CHANGES KARNE ADE, I HOPE YOU LIKED IT! I M SO SCARED RIGHT NOW THAT U WON'T! U R A GR8 PERSN N I HOPE I DID JUSTISE TO UR IDEA!
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