~Everything seems like a city of dreams,

I never know why,

But I still miss you.

There she's standing in a field of lights,

I close my eyes,

And I still miss you.

Uohooooo Ohooooo

And I still miss you,

Uohooooo Ohooooo

And I still miss you.~

I close my eyes and I can still see her porcelain face hovering above mine. Her red full lips curved into a smile as she bit down on her lower lip. Sparkling green-blue eyes, they reminded me of the vast ocean; who could ever forget those eyes. I didn't know much, but when I looked into Lauren's eyes, I knew everything was possible. Dark long chocolate brown hair flowing down her shoulders, caressing every inch of her body that it hugged. When I touched her silky smooth skin as I traced the length of her arms, electricity flowed through my entire body; a feeling I've tried to replicate with the random women who've shared my bed, but never can seem to. I can still hear her soft and slightly raspy voice call out my name like it was yesterday. It was music to my ears and I wish I knew then what I know now. NOTHING or NO ONE will ever make me feel the way she did. No one will ever come close to making my heart stop with just one look. No one will ever make me laugh so hard that I had to clench my stomach. No one will ever hold my heart in the palm of their hands and no one will ever make me as happy as she did, no one. I did this to myself; I did this to us. I have everything; the fame, the money and I could have anyone, but when I close my eyes all I see are blue-green eyes filled with tears. I did this. I miss her every second of every minute of every day that I'm able to breathe.

"You're on in 5!" the stage manager yelled.

I shook my head to break away from my thoughts. I peeked through the curtains to see a packed arena; it was dark and the crowd was screaming. Glow sticks lit the entire place up as they swayed back and forth. This is exactly how I wanted to end my tour, my kind of homecoming.

"How you guys feeling tonight?!" I yelled to the crowd at the top of my lungs.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

++Flashback 2 years ago++

"Baby that's great! I knew you could do it. A recording contract, now a world tour! You deserve it." She said as she looked at me with pure adoration and love.

"Come with me." It was all I could say looking into those beautiful eyes.

I never knew what love was until Lauren. I don't know if I ever will again. She came with me for a few months, but being on the road started to get to our relationship. This life, it was mine, not hers and she started to resent it…me.

"Are you drunk? Are you fucking serious, it's our anniversary?" She screamed at me.

I remember watching her drop to her knees as she began to cry. She buried her face in her hands and she wouldn't stop sobbing and I couldn't do anything about it. I was too young and I was so selfish.

"I can't do this anymore Camila." She whispered through her sobs.

I remember her last words, they still echo through my body even now. I let her walk out the door. I let her go.

++End of Flashback++

Now I'm back home, back in the city where it all started. This is where I fell in love and where my heart has always been and always will be.

"Thank you all for coming out tonight! I love you guys!" I said waving one last time at my fans.

I walked back into my dressing room and threw myself on the couch. As I looked at the ceiling, I couldn't help but feel empty. None of this mattered, none of it without HER.

~Everything seems like a city of dreams,

I never know why,

But I still miss you.

There she's standing in a field of lights,

I close my eyes,

And I still miss you.

Uohooooo Ohooooo

And I still miss you,

Uohooooo Ohooooo

And I still miss you.~

"You have a visitor." I heard my manager say.

"Not now, I'm really not in the mood."

"I thought you loved meeting your fans." I heard an all too familiar voice.

I propped up on the couch, my back still to the door. I was sure it was her. It's her. I slowly stood up and turned around to the most beautiful glistening green-blue eyes I had ever seen.

"Lo, what are you doing here?" I said in a whisper. I almost couldn't believe that she's standing in front of me.

"I wanted to see you. I miss you Camz, every day I miss you."

I quickly closed the gap between us and leaned in for the most passionate kiss I had ever given her. Our lips crashed into each other overflowing with emotion. I threw my arms around her neck and I could feel hers wrap around my waist. I tightened my grip around her neck; this time, I wasn't letting her go.