~Said all I want from you Is to see you tomorrow
And every tomorrow Maybe you'll let me borrow, your heart
And is it too much to ask for every Sunday?
And while we're at it throw in every other day to start
I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
When someone cuts your heart open with a knife and you're bleeding
But I could be that guy to heal it over time And I won't stop until you believe it
'Cause baby you're worth it
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me
Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me~
It had been six weeks since Camila asked Lauren to be her girlfriend and it has been six weeks of bliss to say the least. After Lauren got her heartbroken she had been keeping the thought of Liking someone out of her system, let alone LOVING someone, but Camila made it difficult on her. She never told Lauren how she felt verbally, she just simply showed her. Lauren would find post-its randomly scattered in her room with notes on it such as, Hey Beautiful, Thinking About You, Hope you had a Wonderful Day and so on. She would find fresh cut flowers every few days next to her windowsill and her absolute favorite, walking down the stairs to the smell of coffee in the morning and fresh cronuts. Yes, Camila knew her that well and she made it hard on the older brunette to keep the thought of LIKE or even LOVE out of her system. Camila didn't come on too strong and she waited patiently for Lauren to be ready.
On their first date, Camila took Lauren stargazing. It was so simple, yet absolutely beautiful. Lauren listened to the brown-eyed girl talk passionately about life and how she loved the way the stars reflected the way she felt about life, how they're both infinite in some way. Lauren watched Camila gesture towards the stars, her brown eyes glistening and a smile spreading across her face from ear to ear and at that moment, Lauren knew she was falling.
~Now how about I be the last voice you hear tonight?
every other night for the rest of the nights that there are
And every morning I just wanna see you staring back at me
'Cause I know that's a good place to start
I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
Then someone cuts your heart open with a knife Now you're bleeding
Don't you know that I could be that guy to heal it over time
And I won't stop until you believe it Cause baby you're worth it
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me
Spend all your time and your money just find out my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
Not such a bad thing to fall in love with me~
Dinah and Lauren spent most of their day just shooting the shit and letting the sunrays caress their skin as they strolled Venice Beach. The two best friends had been planning a day just to themselves to eat, soak in the sun and dance around to random music at the beach. They also promised NOT let each other spend money on stupid little things that both girls couldn't resist buying whenever they walked around Venice Beach.
"Dinah wait!" Lauren called out to the older girl.
"Laur, we should really get going." Dinah said as she approached the green-eyed girl. "What are you looking at anyways? I'm not suppose to let you buy anything stupid, remember?" She said while tilting her head and giving Lauren a questioning look.
Lauren kept picking up packs of hair bows and putting them back down trying to decide which pack would be best to purchase.
"Bows…REALLY?" Dinah said as she picked up a pack to look at, slightly confused.
"Yeah, well Camz really likes bows." Lauren said still trying to decide which pack had the best color of bows in them.
"Oh, they're for Camila, I should've figured that out. Wow dawg, you MUST REALLY love her." Dinah teased and wiggled her eyebrows.
Lauren's head shot up quickly. "What? Me? Love…nah, nah. Nooo. I mean, I just think she'd really like these bows." She continued finally deciding on the pack that included the pink bow in it, a light tint of red spreading across her cheeks.
"Dawg, you're blushing." Dinah said as she chuckled and pointed. "Oh my God, do you like LOOOVVEEEE her? I mean do you?" She continued to tease her best friend. "It's all good, you know I love Camila, I mean not the way you LOOOVVVEE her." She continued to tease the blushing girl as she batted her eyelashes at her and held her hands to her heart.
"Shut up!" Lauren couldn't help but smile as she hit her best friend with the bag of bows. "We better head back, it's dark out."
The two girls made their way back to the mansion and headed straight for the kitchen where they spotted Camila sitting on a stool lost in one of her books.
"She's so cute, the way she get lost in her books." Lauren whispered as she stopped to admire the younger brunette.
"Yeah, you got it BAAADDD. Hate to break it to you bestie, BAAADD." Dinah said nodding to her best friend.
Camila heard footsteps and she slowly lifted her eyes from her book to meet glistening green eyes staring at her.
"Hey you two." She said with a smile. "How was Venice?"
"It was fun, but I am spent, I'm gonna head to bed. Good night ladies." Dinah said as she yawned.
"Good night." The two brunettes said in unison as they both giggled.
"Whatcha reading?" Lauren asked in a little kid's voice that caused Camila to smile from ear to ear.
"You, Lauren Jauregui, are just too adorable." Camila extended her arms and gestured for her girlfriend to come closer.
Lauren slipped in between her legs and wrapped her arms around Camila tightly.
"I missed you today." Lauren confessed as she nuzzled her head against Camila's neck.
"Oh did you?" Camila teased as she peppered Lauren with kisses.
Lauren's head shot up with a gigantic smile as she said, "I got you something!"
She handed the plastic bag to Camila and watched the younger brunette pull the pack of hair bows out of it.
"Loooo, you bought me hair bows." She said enthusiastically as she looked at the green-eyed girl with love in her eyes. "Pink! My favorite!" She cupped Lauren's face to pull her in for a kiss. "Thanks, Lo." And before Camila knew it, the words just slipped out of her mouth.
"I love you." Her eyes suddenly widened as she realized what had just escaped her mouth. "I mean, I, I…" the younger girl stuttered nervously, trying to avoid eye contact as she felt one hand rubbing her leg and the other on her face.
"Camz," Lauren said as she lifted Camila's face so that green eyes were looking into brown eyes. "I love you too." She leaned in to passionately kiss her girlfriend.
Lauren didn't think she would fall in love with someone so quickly and easily, but this felt right. Camila felt right and she thought to herself that yeah, maybe falling in love wasn't such a bad thing, especially with Camila Cabello.
No I won't fill your mind with broken promises And wasted time
And if you fall You'll always land right in these arms These arms of mine
Don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me
Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
Not such a bad thing to fall in love with me
