~Everybody sees it's you

I'm the one that lost the view

Everybody says we're through

I hope you haven't said it too

So where do we go from here

With all this fear in our eyes?

And where can love take us now?

We've been so far down, we can still touch the sky

If we crawl 'til we can walk again

Then we'll run until we're strong enough to jump

Then we'll fly until there is no wind

So let's crawl, crawl, crawl

Back to love, yeah

Back to love, yeah~

Lauren's P.O.V.

"What can I get you Ms.?" The young waiter asked as he flashed me a welcoming smile.

"Coffee, black with a little bit of nonfat milk would be perfect. Thank you." Hopefully the coffee will help pull me together.

I sat there in a little ma and pop coffee shop turning the pages to a book I couldn't bring myself to read because all I could think about was HER. It's been a few days since I was with Camila and I couldn't stop thinking about her even if I wanted to. I didn't want to. The feel of her arms wrapped around me tightly, her smile that tugged on my heart every time it made an appearance, her beautiful, long dark cocoa-colored hair that flowed down her back, her tanned, caramel skin that seemed so delicate every time we touched, her eyes…her eyes that kept me frozen while everything else seemed to move around me, captivating brown eyes that changed their shade expressing the passion behind the younger brunette, causing my walls to dissolve instantaneously. This isn't normal; you don't just meet someone and feel THIS way. Right?

I took one last sip of my coffee, "Anything else for you Ms.?"

"No, thank you, keep the change." I said as I stood up making my exit.

I don't know if I'll ever get used to this weather, I thought to myself as I bundled my coat a little tighter walking towards the hotel I was staying at in New York City. It's definitely colder than what I'm used to being from Miami. At that moment Camila's face invaded my thoughts; I guess this weather isn't so bad. I walked through the rotating doors inside the lobby of the hotel letting the warmth sink in as I took my beanie and gloves off.

"Good evening Ms. Lauren!" A jolly voice shouted from behind the service desk area.

"Good evening Pat." I replied making my way towards him.

"How's the weather out there?" He asked with a warm smile.

"A little too cold for me," I let out a light chuckle, "I plan on staying indoors tonight" I made my way to the elevator.

"You too Ms. Lauren. Oh Ms. Lauren, before I forget," I see him jog around the counter towards me prompting me to stop the elevator doors from shutting.

"This came for you earlier today while you were out." He handed me an envelope that simply stated my name.

"Thanks Pat, have good night."

I decided to take a quick shower before changing into something more comfortable. I made my way towards the window of my hotel room and could see a partial view of the New York City Skyline, nothing compared to Camila's view. I closed my eyes and I could see it clearly, the view, her face, her lips, her smile, her eyes. I wrapped my arms tightly around my body taking in a deep breath.

My eyes continued to stare out the window when I caught a glimpse of my name from the corner of my eye. I walked the few steps to the table and sat picking up the envelope as I traced the edges with my fingers. I had almost forgotten about; I wonder who sent it.

I opened the letter and began to read…

Dear Lauren,

I guess I should be angry, angry that you chose him and not me, but I'm not angry at all. It hurts to breathe, but it's okay. I'm okay with it, if you're happy, how could I not be happy for you? I used to think love was only for the weak minded, but that's not true. Falling in love with you is the best thing to ever happen to me. I still remember the first time I saw you, you bit your bottom lip before taking a sip of your ice tea; I close my I eyes and I can still see it. It's crazy right? You're not supposed to fall in love after seven days? You're certainly not supposed to meet your soul mate after seven days, but I did. Even though you don't feel the same way it doesn't change the way I feel about you. Years from now, no matter where I am or who I'm with I'll always remember the green-eyed girl who held every piece of my heart. I'll never forget our week together and our night under the New York City Skyline. Just know that one day, when your memory floods ever fiber within me, it won't cause any more pain or heartache and I'll smile at the memory of the girl that showed me what it was like to love and be loved. I know you never said it, but I knew; looking into your eyes, I knew.

I love you Lauren and no matter how much time passes, a part of me always will.

Goodbye,

Camila Cabello

I slowly fluttered my eyes open as I clutched the letter against my heart tightly. I made my way to the bathroom and stared at my reflection, eyes puffy; I cried myself to sleep. How could she leave without talking to me first, without actually saying goodbye? This can't be happening. I took a good hard look at myself in the bathroom mirror. I'm a complete mess. I turned the faucet on to splash water on my face. I looked back into the mirror at myself, water dripping from my face. I've never felt this way about anyone; I have to find her.

~Why did I change the pace?

Hearts were never meant to race

Always felt the need for space

And now I can't reach your face

So where are you standing now?

Are you in the crowd of my vault?

Love, can't you see my hand?

I need one more chance, we can still have it all~

I made my way to his apartment; it was unfair of me to hold on to him for so long when I haven't really been HERE since the last week of summer.

"Hey Laur, I thought you wanted some time apart?" He said opening the door, gesturing me inside.

"I know it's early and I'm sorry for showing up unannounced…"

"What are you talking about? You don't have to apologize for that. " His eyes sympathetic as he grabbed my hand.

I began to shake my head as I tried to find the words as best I could, "I'm so sorry Landon, but I can't marry you." I placed the engagement ring on the table as I began to cry, "I never wanted to hurt you, I'm so sorry." I whispered through my tears.

He pulled me into his arms and began rubbing my back. "I know Lauren, I know."

We pulled apart, his eyes looking into mine as his hands grabbed my shoulders. "I know you haven't felt the same way for awhile now Lauren, I guess I was just hoping you'd come around."

I give him another hug, "I'm so sorry." He doesn't say anything else.

I make my way to the door, wiping my tears away, "Laur," his voice faint.

I turn around to meet his gaze as he hands me a little envelope. "This has been here for a few days now, someone left it for you at the front desk. They must've thought you were still staying here."

I took the envelope from his hand and mouth him a thank you and made my way out the door.

I waved a cab and hopped in. "Bell Towers, upper east side." The driver simply nodded.

I opened the envelop in my hand…

I want to be with you Lauren; I need to see you tonight. If you in any way feel the same, meet me tonight at eight o'clock near the old bridge in Central Park. I'll be waiting for you.

Love,

Camz

I ran through the rotating doors frantically into the lobby. This building was ridiculous with their security; it did house the richest people in the country.

"Can I help?" A snooty woman asked as I approached the lobby desk.

"Yes, I'm here to visit Camila, Camila Cabello." I hope I'm not too late.

"I'm sorry Ms…" Her voice trailed off.

"Lauren."

"I'm sorry Ms. Lauren, Camila no longer resides in the Bell Towers; I see in the system that her penthouse is up for lease. Is there anything else you needed?"

"What! Since when?"

"It's been up for lease for a couple of days now."

"Do you happen to know where I can find her? Or a number I can contact her at, certainly she needs to know what's going on with her business affairs seeing as she's leasing her home."

"I'm sorry Ms., I can't divulge that information." She replied turning her attention back to her computer.

"PLEASSSEE..."

"I'm sorry Ms., there's nothing I can do for you." She said before picking up the phone.

I slammed my hand on the counter causing her to jump back a tiny bit. "I need her number and I need it now." I tried to stay as calm as possible but I could feel a sense of urgency building within me.

"I'm sorry Ms., you need to leave or I will have someone escort you out."

I could feel tears surfacing as I turned to make my way out the lobby. I felt so helpless; she could be anywhere by now. She is a Cabello after all, they have the means to do anything, go anywhere, at anytime.

I took a seat on the bench outside the Bell Towers and buried my face into hands. I don't have a plan; I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm about to lose or have already lost the person I'm in love with.

I'm in love with Camila.

If we crawl 'til we can walk again

Then we'll run until we're strong enough to jump

Then we'll fly until there is no wind

So let's crawl, crawl, crawl

Back to love, yeah

Back to love, yeah~

The floodgates opened at the sudden realization that's always been there and it probably has since the Hamptons; tears streamed down my face freely as I began to heave heavily.

"Excuse me, are you okay Ms.?"

I lift my head up to see who had asked the question.

"Ms. Lauren. I didn't realize that was you, are you okay?" He approached me and offered his handkerchief.

"Rob right?" I said with a glimmer of hope in my eyes as I grabbed his arm. "I need to find Camila! I need to talk to her." I pleaded in desperation as I squeezed his arm.

"I'm not exactly sure when her flight to Paris is leaving...or has already lefftt-"

"Paris!" I yelled loudly; eyes wide as I felt the ache in my heart. "What about school? And her business affairs?"

"Why yes, Paris. Miss Cabello decided to take the rest of the year off. I've known Camila for most of her life and well when she WANTS to do something, anything; nothing will stop her."

I nodded my head, "you said she might still be here? There's a chance?"

"Yes, she would be at the Cabello Estate, outside the city."

"How do I get there?"

"I'll take you myself Ms. Lauren." I jumped and gave him the biggest hug I could give.

This estate is gorgeous; it carried on for what seemed like miles. I walked up the steps to either side that led to gigantic double doors and rang the doorbell.

~DING-DING-DING~

The door slowly opened revealing a shorter young woman, possibly my age, maybe older. "How did you get past security?" Her eyes narrowed as I simply responded with my head tilting in Rob's direction as he stood by the town car giving the young woman a wave; she waved back in acknowledgment.

"Rob wouldn't just bring anyone here, you must know my cousin then?" Her voice was softer. "Camila?"

"Yes, I was wondering if she was here...I need to speak with her." I let out in an eager and hopeful tone.

"I'm Ally by the way," she extended her hand to shake mine. "Ally Cabello Hernandez." She said with a hint of pride.

"Lauren. It's nice to meet another Cabello." I smile at her.

"Hate to break it to you Lauren, you just missed her. JFK airport; her flight's in three hours."

"Just missed her?" I said as I turned to run towards the town car. "Thanks Ally, it was nice meeting you!" I yelled over my shoulder as I jumped in the car.

We pulled up to the airport and circled a couple times; it was pure chaos with people and cars everywhere.

"Rob, drop me off at the back, please."

I hopped out the car and ran; I ran as fast as I could, dodging people left and right.

I was atop the escalator making a three-sixty in hopes she hasn't gotten on the plane yet, I can't get past security at the entrance, and there was nowhere else to go. I don't see her.

I bit my bottom lip, shaking a little bit as tears started to form in my eyes staring toward the escalator and that's when I saw a hint of red making it's way up the escalator.

"Camz." I whisper to myself; I could feel my heart racing inside of my chest.

She slowly came into view, my eyes landing on a red bow that lay on her gorgeous, long dark hair that rested down her beige coat. She looked so beautiful, so delicate. My eyes were completely drawn to her, tracing every inch of her form, from her red lips down to her black top that caressed her upper body, to her red skinny jeans that hugged every curve and down to her tanned high-heeled boots. She was stunning.

I watched her look down and take a step off the escalator; so careful. Her eyes lifted, almost as if in slow motion; shiny brown eyes meeting mine for what seemed like the first time.

I took a couple steps towards her grabbing her left hand, intertwining our fingers as she dropped her carry on to the floor "Lauren." Her eyes surprised, forming tears, "wha-what are you doing here?"

"I never got your note Camz, it's YOU, and it'll ALWAYS be you." I confessed holding her hand to my heart.

~Everybody see's it's you

Well, I never wanna lose that view~

I cupped her face, looking deeply into her glossy brown eyes as a tear slowly dropped down her face; I wiped it with my thumb right before I leaned in for a kiss. My lips landing on her full lips, gliding smoothly, in sync together as her arms made it's way around my neck.

We slowly parted, foreheads touching as she fluttered her eyes open. "Jauregui."

She chuckled in between light sniffles. "What?"

"Jauregui...it's my last name."

She smiled before pulling me down for another kiss; I could feel her lips pull into a smile against my lips.

"I love you Camila."

She presses her lips onto mine again, "I love you too Lauren Jauregui."

~If we crawl 'til we can walk again

Then we'll run until we're strong enough to jump

Then we'll fly until there is no wind

So let's crawl, crawl, crawl

If we crawl 'til we can walk again

Then we'll run until we're strong enough to jump

Then we'll fly until there is no wind

So let's crawl, crawl, crawl

Back to love~