~Girl you don't know how I feel (how I really feel)

Since you been away, oh baby

Any chance that you could take my call (take my call), If I dialed you today

Girl you say that you don't wanna talk but it's cool

I've been thinking 'bout you all day long,

hoping you pick up your phone

And I know that I don't wanna lose your love,

oh baby, oh baby, oh baby

Oh girl I got a secret place that we can go

'Cause I really wanna be alone

And baby nobody else gotta know

Just meet me later all alone

Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker

'Cause girl my heart is breaking (heartbreaker)

Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker

'Cause girl my heart is breaking (heartbreaker)~

***Sigma-PI-Alpha Sorority House, Saturday 12:30AM***

Camila couldn't sleep so she found herself in the kitchen, licking Nutella off her finger.

-This shit is soooooo goood.-

The brunette had a ridiculous sweet tooth that she just had to satisfy whenever the craving invaded. She sat on the granite counter top, with only little light shining through the window when she hears whispers by the front door. She made her way to under the arch that led towards the front door and living room area of the house. Ankles crossed, shoulder leaning against the wall as she continued to lick the last of the Nutella off her finger, one eyebrow perked up in amusement.

"Thanks Lauren, I had a really good time, call me." She heard the blonde whisper before walking out the door.

"Me too, yeah, I'll definitely call you." The taller brunette whispered with a smirk as she closed the door; surprised green eyes locking with amused brown orbs. "What?"

-How sad, they actually think Lauren cares. She's such a heartbreaker.-

Camila began to lightly chuckle; "I love it when they think you're ACTUALLY going to call."

"Shut up Camz, I might."

-Damn Camila looks hot, stop it, she's off limits...she's your best friend. She needs to NOT lick her finger in front of me.-

"Yeah, okay Lauren." She said sarcastically as they both made their way up the stairs side by side.

"What are you doing?" Camila turned around to face Lauren, "your room is that way." She said to the taller brunette pointing down the hall with her lips.

-I really wanna kiss her lips when she pokes them out like that.-

"We cuddle ALL the time, what's the big deal?" The green-eyed girl threw her arms up.

"You just slept with someone Lo," Camila's face showing disgust towards her best friend.

"I showered!" She yelled in a whisper.

"No Lauren, goodnight." She turned to walk into her room when she felt hands grab her waist and spin her back around.

"Pleeeaaassseee Cammmmzzz." She dipped her head and pouted to the brown-eyed girl.

Camila didn't want to admit it, but she couldn't resist those eyes; those green smoky eyes could probably make her do anything.

She rolled her eyes, "fine, but no funny business Lo." She said jokingly.

The truth, Camila's always wondered what it'd be like to BE with Lauren; she's watched countless amounts of girls, the last two years they've been in college, walk in and out of Lauren's bedroom and none of them she's ever seen twice. Yeah, she's wondered. She's known Lauren since freshman year of high school and the charismatic green-eyed bombshell has always been into bad, from the wrong side of the track, kind of girls.

Camila was a GOOD GIRL.

~(Aye girl, aye girl)

Girl you see me standing here (standing here)

Standing in the rain (oh baby)

Any chance that you could stay right here (yeah, yeah, yeah)

And never go away (eh, eh, eh)

Girl you say that you don't wanna talk but it's cool

I've been thinking about you all day long, hoping you pick up your phone

And I know that I don't wanna lose your love, oh baby, oh baby, oh baby~

"I'd try but you'd probably chop my hand off." Lauren replied with a smirk as she winked at the brown-eyed girl walking past her, into her room.

-Try me.-

Lauren made herself comfortable under Camila's sheets as her eyes drifted to the younger girl by her dresser. Green eyes glued to a caramel, tanned back as Camila changed into a more fitting cotton shirt. She made her way to her bed and slipped under the covers. Lauren quickly wrapped her arms around the younger brunette pulling her against her body, her head tucking under Lauren's chin.

Lauren took a big whiff, "mmm, you smell so good." She placed a kiss on Camila's head.

"Am I supposed to smell bad or something?" She shot back sarcastically.

Lauren pulled her head back as brown orbs looked slightly upwards into glistening green eyes, "you can never just take a compliment huh?" The older brunette replied.

"I bet you say that to ALL your girls," she rolled her eyes, "that they smell good and then close it out with a kiss on the head; that's cute Lo, great move." The young girl began to chuckle, green eyes still not budging.

"No, just you." She pulled Camila back against her body, the younger girl taken aback by her response.

-What's THAT suppose to mean?-

"Goodnight Lo." She whispered to the older brunette who had already drifted off to sleep.

~Oh girl I got a secret place that we can go (secret place that we can go)

'Cause I really wanna be alone (I really wanna be alone)

And baby nobody else gotta know (nobody else)

Just meet me later on the low (would you meet me on the low, girl)

Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker (baby don't tell me, no)

'Cause girl my heart's breaking (heartbreaker)

Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker (oh baby)

'Cause girl my heart's breaking (heart is breaking)~

Lauren snuck out of Camila's room around 6am, per usual tiptoeing down the hall, careful not to wake anyone up.

"Bro, you are so fucking BUSTED." Lauren slowly turned around to meet curious eyes. "Sleeping with the Prez's cousin..." She began to chuckle.

"Would you get in here before someone hears you!" Lauren said as she grabbed Cece's arm, pulling her into her room. "First off, what the hell are YOU doing up, second, we're NOT sleeping together."

"Then what the fuck were you doing sneaking out of her room?" Cece's face looked confused.

"We just slept."

"Whatever floats your fisher price boat Jauregui. Just be careful, if Ally finds out you're sleeping with Camila she'll have your head. You're second in command, but she's family; doubt the Prez will approve." Lauren just glared at her best bro.

"I've know Camz longer than I've know Ally, so she shouldn't have a problem with it." The brunette snapped at the blonde.

"So you two ARE sleeping together." She threw her hand up for a high five.

Lauren high fives her back as a reflex, "No we're not, besides, Camila isn't the kind of girl you just sleep with."

Cece gave her a questioning look; Lauren shook it off.

"What the hell are you doing up Ce? It's 6am...you're usually asleep."

"We have that trip this weekend with the pledges remember, your ass is on house duties by yourself this weekend."

"I totally forgot that was THIS weekend. I hate Dean McCannan, asshole!"

"He caught you sleeping with HIS daughter in his office Jauregui!" She began to laugh, "he could've expelled you for that."

Lauren began to laugh, "I guess, it could be a lot worse." They both continue to laugh.

"Alright, everyone to the living room! Team meeting!" Ally yelled, her voice echoing up the stairs.

Dinah, Normani, Cece and Camila, to name a few of the girls, came jogging down the steps and made themselves comfy on the couches, beanbags, basically whatever they could sit on.

Lauren's eyes made their way towards the brown-eyed girl, lounging on the extra large beanbag.

-Why isn't Camila dressed to leave like everyone else? She's still in her short shorts and that white tee.-

Lauren found her mind wandering to last night; she could remember the fresh out the shower kind of smell that was coming from the younger brunette.

"As you all know, this weekend is our annual bonding trip," the shorter girl, who was also the President of their sorority, began to speak. "Unfortunately, our Vice President," she nudged Lauren lightly, "is restricted and cannot come with us."

"Get it Jauregui!" Cece yelled; she's the only one that knows Lauren was caught sleeping with the Dean's daughter.

Lauren shot her a LOOK and shook her head; Cece just shrugged it off and winked at her.

"Yeah DAAWWWGG! The Dean's daughter," Dinah added causing a smirk to appear on Lauren's face.

"Allegedly!" Lauren pointed out winking at Dinah.

Whistles and cheers echoed through the living room as Lauren smiled, mildly swaying back and forth when her green eyes locked with brown ones. Camila perked up an eyebrow poking her lips out. Lauren gave the younger brunette a wink and perked her eyebrows up. Camila rolled her eyes flashing her a half smile as she shook her head.

"Alright, alright, settle down." Ally said gesturing with her hands, "So we are all packed and ready to go! Make sure everyone sticks with their buddy. Oh, and I am so sad to say, my cousin Camila will not be joining us on this trip."

Lauren's eyes narrow towards the cheery girl on the beanbag.

"Why not?" Lauren turned to the president.

"The Dean has strict orders, you're not allowed to stay alone in the house by yourself and since Camila is YOUR buddy, she gets the axe." Ally turns to Camila, "sorry Laur; no house parties."

-SORRY? I'm not sorry at all, a whole weekend with Camila. We can have our own house party-

Lauren smiled towards the brown-eyed beauty. "That's right Lauren, NO house parties." Camila reiterated from the back of the room as she shook her head playfully up and down agreeing with her cousin.

Camila had been out and about, taking care of sorority business, until about 8pm that evening. She made her way inside the house, shrugging off the cold, hanging her coat and scarf on the coat rack before making her way into the living room.

"Lauren Jauregui, what ARE you doing?" She furrowed her eyebrows towards the older brunette, who looked pretty comfortable on the enlarged beanbag.

"Camz, right on time, I was just about to pour myself a shot, oh and I put Scream 4 on, I love slasher films!" the green-eyed girl popped up just a little bit to pour herself a shot of fireball whiskey situated on the side table next to the enlarged beanbag.

She threw the shot of whiskey back, swallowing as she pushed play. "Just kidding, I know you don't do this kind of stuff." She winked and flashed the younger brunette, still by the coat rack, a half smile.

Camila flashed her a questioning look before quickly approaching the green-eyed girl, grabbing the bottle of whiskey from the side table and chugging down what seemed to be about three shots worth of alcohol.

Green eyes grew wide, "whoa killer, slow down." She let out as Camila placed the bottle back on the table wiping her mouth and flopping down on the beanbag next to Lauren.

Both girls kept taking shots and not before long, both were a little tipsy.

"Okay, okay, confession, I HATED Rick! I can't believe you dated that guy for a year." She said to the brown-eyed girl right next to her, their faces just inches apart.

-Can't really stand you dating anyone, really.-

Camila began to giggle as she slapped Lauren's thigh, leaving her hand in place. "Yeah, I know." She shook her had in disbelief, "he HATED you too." She continued to giggle, biting her bottom lip as she nodded up and down.

"Wait, what? Why?" Lauren chuckled out, glancing at Camila's hand that was still on her thigh.

"He knew about your reputation and well remember that one time he caught us in bed cuddling when he decided to surprise me with breakfast?" Lauren nodded, acknowledging that she remembered. "Yeah, he didn't like that at ALL. He tried to give me an ultimatum and well, yeah, I wasn't about to stop cuddling with you, and so I told him to hit the road." The younger brunette continued to giggle, Lauren finding it completely irresistible.

Lauren inched closer to Camila's face, "Camz…" lips almost touching.

"Yeah Lo?" her warm breathe crashing onto Lauren's lips.

"How drunk are you?" Green eyes narrowed, looking into shiny brown orbs.

"Intoxicated enough to let go, but coherent enough to know, whatever's about to happen, I WANT it to happen." She said confidently and Lauren couldn't hold back any longer.

She pounced on the younger brunette, placing one hand on the back of her head, laying her down slowly against the beanbag as she took control, crashing her very experienced lips onto the brown-eyed beauty's full, eager lips. To Lauren's surprise, Camila knew EXACTLY what she was doing as the younger girl bit onto Lauren's bottom lip, lightly tugging on it, causing her to moan.

Camila began to take her shirt off, their lips parting so she could pull it over her head, "Wait, wait, Camz," Lauren looked into brown, adoring eyes, "Are you surr-"

"Lauren. Shut. Up." The younger girl pulled her back into a kiss and what happened next both girls WANTED very much to happen.

++Clothes shedding++

++Caressing, kissing, teasing, touching++

++Loud Moans++

++Heavy breathing++

++Satisfied exhales++

Lauren's never even let anyone spend the night with her after being intimate, let alone hold them throughout the night, but Camila was different. She cared about her. She pulled the brown-eyed girl closer to her body, holding her tightly in an embrace as she listened to her breathing go steady and felt her fall asleep in her arms.

-She's so beautiful.-

Lauren gave Camila a kiss on her head before falling asleep herself.

~So what I'm really trying to say is, and what I hope you understand

Is despite of all the imperfections of who I am I still wanna be your man

I know it hasn't been easy for us to talk with everyone being around

But, this is personal, this is, for me and you

And I want you to know that I still love you

I know the seasons may change

But sometimes love goes from sunshine to rain

But I'm under this umbrella and I'm calling your name

And you know I don't wanna lose that

I still believe in us

(I still believe)

I still believe in love

I still believe in us

I hope you believe in us

The way I believe in us~

"So glad to be back! That camping trip was," Cece shook her head back and forth, "No, never again, no."

"Come on Ce, it couldn't have been THAT bad." Lauren rolled her eyes playfully.

"It was! Lets not talk about it anymore." She shook her head as if trying to rid herself of the memory. "Tonight Jauregui, Club Chaos! You, me…all the single ladies and gents better watch out!" She threw Lauren a smirk as Ally and Camila walked into the kitchen.

"Are you two going to Club Chaos tonight?" Ally asked looking from Lauren to Cece, then back to Lauren.

"Yeah, you two should come! More the merrier right Jauregui?" Cece said excitedly.

Lauren nodded with a smile.

"Sounds like fun, I'm in!" Ally beamed, "Mila, we're going Club Chaos tonight!"

Camila slowly pulled her head out of the fridge popping a piece of chocolate in her mouth, her eyes making their way from Lauren to Ally, back to Lauren.

"Sure, why not? Dancing sounds like fun." She leaned on the counter shrugging her brows at the green-eyed girl.

-Dancing with Lauren…sounds like my kind of night.-

Lauren just smiled.

-Gosh she's so beautiful, I wish I was that piece of chocolate.-

***Club Chaos***

"Have you seen Lauren?" Camila yelled into Ally's ear so she could hear her over the loud music.

"Yeah, she's on the other side of the dance floor," Ally gestured in a general direction before turning her attention back to the bartender she was flirting with.

Camila made her way through sweaty bodies that were grinding on each other, her eyes searching for the green-eyed beauty. She's wanted to dance with her all night; but Cece needed HER wingman and has been hogging Lauren for most of the night.

-There's Cece, Lauren should be around here somewhere.-

Lauren was being an awesome wingman; she was dancing with the friend that Cece's current interest brought along to the club.

"Gosh I love this kind of music!" The random girl slurred to Lauren, she just smiled and continued to dance with her, trying to keep a safe distance.

Lauren wanted to be there for Cece, but she didn't, in any way, want to disrespect Camila. She was slowly falling for the brown-eyed beauty and didn't want anything jeopardizing whatever IT was going on between them.

The drunken girl began to grind on Lauren, a little too close for her liking.

"Whoa, whoa, hey you're a little-" before Lauren knew it, the random, drunken girl had pulled her in for a kiss; she abruptly pushed her away.

"What the f-" but before she could finish her words, her eyes caught sight of very sad, shocked brown eyes, just a few feet behind the drunken girl.

Lauren's eyes were wide, locked with brown orbs that began to form tears, "No, no, Camz! NO! It's what you think!" She tried to yell, over the music, but it was no use.

Camila had bolted out through the exit.

Lauren pushed through the crowd as fast as she could and bolted out the exit. She ran towards Camila who was waving down a cab on the street as the rain began to pour down.

"Camz! Wait!" She ran down the alley and grabbed her by the hand, causing the younger girl to turn around as watery brown eyes met green, desperate eyes. "It's not wha-"

"No!" She threw Lauren's hand, which gripped her own, away from her as she shook her head in disbelief. "I can't believe I thought you ACTUALLY cared about me," she continued to shake her head, "that you'd be different with ME." Tears falling down her face along with the rain, "You're nothing but a heartbreaker Lauren and you're never going to change." Camila hopped in the cab and took off before Lauren could say anything.

Lauren watched the cab disappear, her own heart breaking, as she stood, soaking in the rain.

~You don't see, cause what you don't see, is when we don't speak

I really don't sleep, I wanna talk to ya

And if I had the world in my hands I'd give it all to ya

I wanna know if you feeling, the way that I'm feelin'

I wanna know if you feeling, the way that I, the way that I

You told me to be careful with your heart, your heart

You told me to be careful with your heart, your heart,

With your heart.~