~So girl
You just be honest with me, I know we can make this work
I love you
I know that you afraid, babe
But you don't need to be saved, babe
You just need someone who understands
And I think I need the same, babe
Show me where you at, let's keep it honest
Home is where you at and that's a promise
Open up and never keep it from us
Nothing left between us, baby, nothing
Tell me what you want, let's keep it gangsta
Tell me who created you, I'd thank her
Open up and never keep it from us
Nothing left between us, baby~
Camila's P.O.V.
The school hallway was suddenly flooded with students and all I could see were bodies walking in every direction possible, but none of them Lauren.
That poem was for ME; where is SHE?!
I was still in a state of shock, standing in the middle of the hall, as my desperate eyes continued to search for the green-eyed girl that ran off along with my heart.
I felt a tug on my arm, pulling me to the side, "Mila!" The shorter girl exclaimed with wide eyes, "what the heck was that all about? What's going on with you and Lauren?"
The hall was gradually clearing of bodies as my concerned brown orbs focused on my shorter friend, "remember how I spent most of my summer at the lake with my uncle?"
"Yeaahhhh..." Ally's faced scrunched in confusion, eyes gesturing for me to keep going.
"Well...remember how I told you about my summer romance," I hoped my tone and facial expression would be enough for the shorter girl to figure it out on her own.
LIGHTBULB!
"Oh shoot! YOUR summer romance was with Lauren?" her eyes showing shock and disbelief, "THE Lauren Jauregui? Billionaire heiress, Lauren Jauregui?"
I simply nodded.
"WHAT?! How? OMG Mila, tell me! Tell me NOW!" Ally pulled her into an empty classroom, "DETAILS!"
"Well..." I began as we both sat down.
~Hopefully you'll give me a chance
All I want is love and romance
I wanna give it all, give it all to you
I wanna dream what you dream
Go where you're going
I only have one life
And I only wanna live it with you
I wanna sleep where you sleep
Connect with your soul
The only thing I want in life
I only wanna live it with you
Oh yeah, oh yeah
I only wanna live it with you
Only wanna live it with you~
***Flashback***
Camila's P.O.V.
"Uncle Tim!" I yelled as my uncle worked out back, "I'm gonna take a walk around the lake, take in some fresh air, maybe take swim!" I yelled excitedly.
"Okay sweetie, be back before dark!" He yelled as he continued to chop wood.
I had been walking for what seemed like forever. I think I probably reached the other side of the lake; some rich family owns most of this area, except for the trail that goes all the way around.
I scanned the area and I could see the large mansion yards away. Wow that house is beautiful. It's so big, I mean, who needs THAT big of a house? Maybe they have a really big family.
Lauren's P.O.V.
I love summers at the lake! I was in the back house right next to the lake that my dad had converted to a workout area for me. No days off in hockey! If you want to be the best and I wanted to be the BEST. I know I've been working out for the last two hours, but I'm in great shape and another half hour won't kill me.
What equipment to use? What equipment to use? Ahhh, the row machine it is!
My sports bra and compression shorts were pretty soaked. I wiped the sweat off my abs and forehead and took a seat on the row machine. I started pumping with my arms. Fast, faster and I could feel the burn in my back, arms, and legs, pretty much my entire body.
I maxed out, beats of sweat all over my body and I loved it. I slowly stood up and wiped some sweat off and I started to feel dizzy. The room was spinning and I couldn't stop the black from taking over.
Oh no, oh no...
~THUD~
Camila's P.O.V.
I continued to walk along the trail of the lake, taking in the beautiful scenery around me. I can't believe I get to spend the summer here; I am so excited!
That's a cute backhouse, probably belongs to the mansion, I'm sure.
~THUD~
What was that?
I ran towards the backhouse, which was only a few feet from the trail. I pushed the door open, but I did't see anyone; all I see are workout equipment.
I scan the room when my eyes halted at the sight of a girl on the floor. I ran towards her and kneeled down beside her.
OHHH MAHHH GAHHH! Is she okay? Is she breathing? Oh gosh!
"Wake up!" I yelled, at the very beautiful, sweaty, porcelain-skinned girl lying limp on the floor.
Wow she's gorgeous. STOP IT! At least make sure she's okay fist before you go gaga over her! GEEZ!
I leaned in to try to listen to her breathing; I don't know if she's breathing!
I tilt her head back, place my lips on hers and begin giving her CPR.
Come on, Come on!
I feel a hand gently caress the back of my head.
Is she KISSING ME?! She's kissing me.
I wasn't really sure what was going on, but I just closed my eyes and went with it. Her tender plump lips guided my own, caressing gently back and forth for…I'm not really sure how long. I finally lifted my head and I waited for her eyelids to slowly flutter open revealing incredible green eyes; she had a smile plastered on her face.
Lauren's P.O.V.
Am I dreaming? I must be kissing an angel.
I slowly opened my eyes and I was met with the most alluring, sparkling, brown eyes.
She IS an angel.
"Angel..." I mumbled out.
She chuckled, "no," she reached out to help me sit up. "You must've hit your head, are you okay?"
I am NOW. I thought as I bit my lip.
"Yeah, thank you, I was working out and I must've fainted." My eyes couldn't tear away from her brown ones.
She has a beautiful smile.
"You really need to make sure you intake plenty of carbs and tons of water." She said as she helped me sit down on the bench press, "do you need me to get someone for you?"
"No, I'll be okay, I just need to breathe and ill head back inside, thank youuuu...?"
"Camila, my name is Camila." I reached out to shake her hand.
"Lauren Jauregui, I owe you."
Camila's P.O.V.
"You don't owe me anything Lauren, I ugh better get going." I said as I bit my lower lip before turning and walking towards the door.
"Camila."
YES!
"Yeah?"
Gosh those green eyes are deadly.
"Are you gonna be around this summer?"
"Yeah, I'm right across the lake." I nodded.
"Tomorrow afternoon, boatride, you and me?" She asked with a half smile.
"Sure." I smiled back.
***End of Flashback***
~Tell me what you want, I can't believe it
I know that if we make it there's a reason
Sometimes the sun shines, baby
Sometimes it ain't breezy
I hope that maybe this time it may be different
I told you I'mma make it happen,
Yeah, you took your shot and didn't miss it
Ain't nothing more attractive than a mission~
Ally's mouth was wide and her eyes were dreamy.
"That's how we met and we spent pretty much everyday of summer together." I sighed at the thought. It completely melted my heart; she melted my heart. "I didn't expect to see her after the summer, but when you and I got the scholarships HERE, Lauren spotted me the first day and we've been seeing each other in secret." I shook my head a little saddened, "something about family expectations and blah blah blah."
"Oh Mila, she cares about you. Screw expectations and rich/poor bullcrap!"
My eyebrows furrowed, "what?"
"That poem, the way she stared at you," she held her hands to her heart, "you have to find her!" She stood up wide eyes.
"That's what I've been trying to do!" I said I'm frustration. "Well I know she has practice after school! I'll find her then." I was hopeful.
"Dinah!" I approached the much taller girl.
She turned around to face me, just outside the locker rooms, "I'm Camila." I introduced myself.
"I know who you are," she extended her hand, "Dinah, but you already knew that." Her smile was warm and welcoming.
"I've been looking for Lauren since first period do you happen to kno-" I was cut off mid question as both our eyes turned towards the ceiling as all the lights turned off.
~BLACKOUT~
"That snowstorm is worse than I thought," Dinah said looking at the ceiling.
Intercom: All remaining students please report to the music room, all remaining students.
"We better get going, this whole no light things is giving me the creeps." Dinah said as we both walked down the west hall towards the music room.
"Mila!" Ally hugged me, "I'm so glad you're still here, I was scared."
"I hope we can get out of here soon." I said as I scanned the room.
The entire hockey team was in the room, a few random students and coach tanner, but no Lauren.
"Dinah! Normani!"
"Yeah coach?" They said in unison.
"Where's Jauregui? She's the only one not here."
"She's was still in the locker." Normani said.
"Okay well why don't you two check." She gestured towards the two girls.
"I'll go too!" I yelled a little too loudly, "if that's okay."
"Sure, take the bow with you." Coach said as Dinah, Normani and I made our way to the halls, towards the locker room.
The two girls walked a little ahead of me, probably because my strides were shorter. I kept on walking down the hall when I felt an arm wrap around my body and a hand over my mouth. I wanted to scream, but I couldn't!
~Hopefully you'll give me a chance
All I want is love and romance
I wanna give it all, give it all to you
I wanna dream what you dream
Go where you're going
I only have one life
And I only wanna live it with you
I wanna sleep where you sleep
Connect with your soul
The only thing I want in life
I only wanna live it with you
Oh yeah, oh yeah
I only wanna live it with you
Only wanna live it with you~
Lauren's P.O.V.
I was on my way to walk to the music room when I saw Dinah and Normani walk past me; wait who is that? Camila?
I need to talk to her, tell her how I feel; I need to tell her EVERYTHING.
"Shhhh, it's me." Even in a whisper I know my raspy voice still made her knees weak; I felt her body somewhat go limp in my arms.
I guided her into the janitorial closet, OUR closet, as I quietly shut the door. I could hear her breathing pick up as my breathing somewhat, did the same.
Okay Lauren, you brought her in here…do I talk first? Does SHE? Why does it have to be so dark in herrrr-
I was interrupted from my thoughts when her delicious lips landed on mine. She pulled me closer, wrapping her arms around my neck as I wrapped my arms around her waist. Our kiss deepened, lips dancing with one another, flesh on flesh, warm, smoothly gliding on one another.
We reluctantly parted, as our foreheads remained touching; we needed to breathe.
The lights finally flickered back on and I was looking into glimmering brown eyes, I missed them so much.
"Hi," I let out with a smile.
~If I came to your crib would you open the door?
I don't wanna go down that road no more
Said you wanted it bad, but girl I wanted it more
You're the only one I wanna be with, yeah~
Camila's P.O.V.
I could get lost in these heart-melting green eyes in front of me and I'd be okay with it.
"Hi." I breathed out.
"Camila I um," I watched her inhale and exhale. "I'm sorry for being so stupid and I should've been honest with you from the beginning."
I could feel my heart beat pick up and I quickly kissed her lips before she continued to speak.
We slowly separated and she was panting as she continued, "hopefully you'll give me a chance. I know we're so young, but this," she placed her hand on her heart, "it only wants YOU."
I could feel my eyes begin to water at her words as she squeezed my hands, "tell me what you want, tell me, it's yours; I'll do anything." Her eyes pierced though my heart.
"It's hard to dream without you Camz, it's almost pointless. Whatever's next for me in this life, I want you to be next to me. Most people live their entire life without knowing what love is, but not me," she rubbed the back of my hands with her thumbs.
I could feel my tears fall down my face as her lips pulled to her eyes.
"You're the last thing I wanna see before I close my eyes at night and the first thing when I wake up in the morning." Her eyebrows perked, her words hinting.
She would say that; I couldn't help but giggle at her as I felt the heat rush to my cheeks
"When I look into your eyes," she said cupping my face, "I feel complete; I see my own soul. I want you, ALL of you, the good the bad, everything. I only want to be with YOU, and I'm sorry I didn't say anything before."
Lauren's P.O.V.
"I love you Camz; I'm IN-LOVE with you." I watched her lips pull to her eyes.
Say something, Camila, say something.
"So…" she cupped my face, looking intently into my eyes, "are you telling me you're ready for love? That you're ready to love me?"
I nodded; I could feel my heart swell.
"I hope you're ready to be my EVERYTHING, because if you're not, well then just forgetttt-"
I grabbed her face, pulled her lips to mine before she could finish. Soft, tender lips; I could stay life this forever and at seventeen, forever doesn't seem like such a bad idea.
"I'm ready." I said into her lips, "I LOVE you, I've loved you since you kissed me on the floor of my backhouse." I said to her with a playful smirk.
"You KISSED me! I was trying to save your life!" She said as she pouted.
"And you did," I pulled her closer, "You saved me."
She placed her lips on mine, pulling back slightly as her brown eyes looked deeply into mine, "I love you too Lauren."
~I wanna dream what you dream
Go where you're going
I only have one life
And I only wanna live it with you
I wanna sleep where you sleep
Connect with your soul
The only thing I want in life
I only wanna live it with you
Oh yeah, oh yeah
I only wanna live it with you
Only wanna live it with you~
