Camila's P.O.V.
FRIDAY! YESSSS! OMG! I am beyond excited! I MUST be, this is the first time I've woken up before my alarm clock went off, and I guess there's a first time for everything. You know, first time feeling THAT feeling in my stomach, first time being into a girl, first time KISSING a girl and I'll gladly do that OVER and OVER again, first time kissing a teacher, HA! I couldn't help but chuckle at that one. I made my way into my walk-in closet spinning around trying to figure out what to wear to school today. Hmm, I flipped through some clothes that were hanging, gosh why do I feel like a five year old going to Disneyland for the first time. She just makes me feel so-BREATHE, JUST BREATHE-soooo…I don't even know how to describe it, all I know is I can't stop smiling whenever I think about HER and the butterflies, oh the butterflies that I feel whenever I look into her emerald eyes, they're dangerous, they make me do crazy things...IS THIS LOVE? Ahhh, I don't know what THIS is, but I'm jumping on this rollercoaster, wherever it decides to take me. Ooo, this is cute! I'll wear this! I grabbed a pair of black leggings, a black sleeveless t-shirt with a pizza logo on it-YUM PIZZZAAAA-Ooo and classic high top Chucks! Geez my mind is all over the place, can't forget the bow! Black it is! But my heart, well that's only at one place. Our FIRST date and it's for my birthday too…this is much BETTER than Disneyland and not a lot of things are better than Disneyland, but SHE sure is.
It was the end of 4th period, more than half way through the day, I'm excited, yes, but I'm also nervous.
WHY AM I NERVOUS?
Maybe it's because it's my first date with someone that actually means something to me. I feel like every guy I've ever dated has always just worshiped the ground I walked on, almost too easy, but Lauren, she's different. She's older, she's intellectual, she's confident, she's absolutely beautiful and I'm sure she's more experienced.
MORE EXPERIENCED.
Oh gosh, now I'm just psyching myself out! STOP IT!
The halls began to clear as I made my way to my locker and all I could see was green…yes green eyes consumed me as I opened my locker, they were all I could think about, "Your beautiful eyes Stare right into my eyes and sometimes I think of you late at night I don't know why i want to be somewhere where you are I want to be where..."
"DAAAWWWGG!"
I jumped a little, "seriously Dinah! You really need to stop doing that to me!" I smacked her arm.
"Ouch!" she perked an eyebrow.
"That didn't even hurt you!"
"HA! Yeah you're right," she laughed, "were you just singing a Taylor Swift song?" her face questioning.
CRAP. She heard that.
"NOOOOO…" I looked around innocently.
She placed a hand on her hip, "Liar!" she began to laugh, "Beautiful Eyes, geez…you're sprung!"
I smacked her arm, "am not!"
She gestured with her thumb and index finger, "a teeeeeennny weeeeeennny bit sprung," she nodded.
"I-I…uh..naaaahhh." I couldn't find the right words, "I hate you sometimes." I pouted.
"You love me!" she said walking away, "You're here, your eyes are looking into mine So baby, make me fly My heart has never felt this way before I'm looking through your I'm looking through your eyes…" she sang loudly, back pedaling through the hall, staring and pointing at me, basically making fun of me, "I'll see you at practice!" she said turning around and disappearing down the hall.
HEY…WHAT ARE BEST FRIENDS FOR RIGHT?
Lauren's P.O.V.
I pulled into the parking lot in the back of the gymnasium, kicked my kickstand down, popped my helmet off and let my hair roll down. I shook my head back and forth and ran my fingers through my hair. That was a nice ride, what a beautiful day, maybe it's because it's Friday, YES, FRIDAY. I chuckled realizing exactly where I parked…
***Flashback***
WHAT THE FUCCCCKKKKK! CAMILA?
I pulled my helmet off, "Camila! Are you trying to kill yourself!" my eyes intensely staring into brown ones, IS SHE CRAZY?! "I didn't even see you, you could've gotten hurt!"
Running in front of a revving motorcycle-CRAZY! She makes me so…CRAZY!
"But I'm fine," she let out so sweetly causing me to exhale, letting my walls come down.
How DOES she do that to me?
"Well you COULD HAVE." What is it about this brown-eyed girl, I tilted my head, scanning her-AHHH, I NEED to get out of here, "What is it? Did you have a question on an assignment?"
"No," she fiddled with her fingers like a little kid.
"Mila!" a cheerleader in the distance near the front of gymnasium yelled, "we're heading to the lockers and changing, meet us at Dinah's car in the font parking lot!"
Mila…REALLY? Hmm, never pegged her for a MILA, not this brown-eyed beauty…CAMZ, yeah Camz, that fits her more, not that it matters what I think.
"Yeah, I'll be right there!" she shouted back.
She turned to face me, our eyes locking and I couldn't stop my lips from curving into a smile.
"What?" she shook her head, brown orbs gazing into mine.
I shook my head lightly as I bit my bottom lip, almost a reflex whenever I looked into her eyes "nothing." I could feel a little smile creep on my face, I'm sure it gave me away.
"You're not a very good liar, WHHHAAAAAT?" She whined-THIS IS TOO MUCH CUTENESS COMING FROM ONE PERSON, "Tell me, PLLLEEAAASE." She pleaded flashing me her puppy dog brown eyes, leaving her hand on my arm.
"I just never pegged you for a MILA," her hand is still on my arm.
"Why not? Is MILA a bad nickname?" she squeezed my arm, "what would you have pegged me for?"
"I don't know," OH I KNOW, I looked up towards the sky, I had to break eye contact, it was too much!
She broke contact, I was relieved and sad all at the same time, but then I felt the warmth on my cheek, bringing my gaze back to hers "yes, you do," she inched closer "tell me."
"CAMZ. You seem like a Camz, if we're talking nicknames."
I watched a smile appear on her face, "you can call me CAMZ."
A few seconds passed and I had to break contact, "Camz," CAMZ? Don't call her Camz, she's your student! Gosh I can't think! I closed my eyes for a second, "I mean Camila, your um…" I snapped my fingers trying to get my head straight, "your question, what was it again? I need to get going."
I NEED to get out of here before I do anything out of line.
"Lauren, what happened on Monday, I wanttt-"
"Look Camila, what ALMOST happened can't happen again."
CAN'T…CAN'T, I WANT IT TO, BUT CAN'T-NO.
"'Can't happen'?" her tone was down; she looks sad.
"I'm your teacher, you're my student and this has NEVER happened to me before. I really don't even know why I let it happen, I should've never given you a ride home and it was just inappropriate on my part, I should have known better, this is all my fault." You're rambling, cut it out, you're rambling! "Whatever this is, it needs to stop, it's just too risky AND you HAVE a boyfri-"
Before I could finish she grabbed my face, leaning in for a kiss. She's kissing me, her soft full lips are on mine and I'm kissing her back, no doubt about that. Her lips are so tender, so gentle…perfect. Our lips continued to graze each other and I didn't think I could get enough of her warmth, enough of her touch, her taste…I'm in trouble.
We slowly parted, "Camz," I manage to let out in between breaths.
"I'm not sorry," she confessed, her breaths heavy "not one bit," her eyes pierced through mine, "I know this isn't suppose to happen, but I can't help the way I feel. I've been going through the motions of high school, not really knowing WHY, but after you, I know WHY I'm here. This all feels strange and different," she flashed me a half smile, "but I don't think I could've lasted another second here without you…do you have a pen?"
CAN'T HAPPEN…"Bag pack." She pulled a pen from one of the zipper pockets, grabbed my arm and pulled the sleeve up and wrote her number on my arm.
She cupped my face, I was still speechless, "'every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet.'" She whispered out and 'CAN'T' was no longer an option…she just melted my heart.
YUP-BIG TROUBLE!
"Plato…how are you seventeen?" was all I could say; she's unbelievable.
"Eighteen in two weeks." She let out.
"You're making this REALLY hard for me Camz," I had to swallow the nervousness in my throat.
She leaned in, placing her lips on mine, "the best things in life are rarely ever simple and easy Lauren. I'm just figuring that out now, whatever this is, it could be nothing or everything, you have my number," she squeezed my arm, "we could go somewhere, just you and me, talk…or not talk," OH REALLY? I couldn't help but smile.
Our eyes remained locked; I was lost in her bright brown eyes. She finally broke eye contact, walking away and I couldn't bring myself to tear my eyes from her. She had to disappear, I wasn't leaving…I wanted to watch her until she disappeared.
***End of Flashback***
"Okay class, that's it for today," my eyes gravitated to the brunette flashing me a smile, "and since I'm in such a good mood today, no homework this weekend!" the students roared at my announcement as they bolted out of the auditorium eager to start their weekend I'm sure.
I sat on the stage, my legs dangling as I watch her walk down the isle, making her way to me, "why are you in such a good mood Ms. Jauregui?" she let out seductively, placing her hands on my thighs, giving them a squeeze.
I took in a deep breath, "no reason, no reason at all," she made her way in between my legs, wrapping her arms around my waist, I had to take another breathe, "yeah," I exhaled, "no reason at all…" I'm falling so fast…with her; I'm falling so fast.
Her eyes narrowed, tilting her head as she scrunched her nose-SO ADORABLE. I tucked a stray hair behind her ear, leaning down a little bit, I paused, glaring into her bright brown eyes, all I wanted to do was kiss her…I leaned down a little more to caress her lips with mine, but instead she tipped toed, rubbing her nose against mine before pulling back. She squeezed my thighs before turning around, making her way down the isle.
"CAMZ…" she's teasing…so unfair!
I watched her walk backwards, "oh come on Ms. Jauregui," my eyes narrowed, a smirk making its way onto my face, it's sexy how she says my name, "you didn't think I'd kiss you before you took me out to dinner or something," I shrugged my shoulders, perking an eyebrow, "…awww you did, that's cute." She winked at me
"You're cute!" I shouted, "I guess I can wait, what's a few more hours."
I can wait to look into those pretty brown eyes later tonight…yeah, I can wait.
My lips pulled to my eyes as I watched her pause near the door, her brown orbs locking with mine, "it'll be worth it, I promise." She said before pushing the door open and walking out.
