LIGHTBULB!

I'm standing here, looking into her beautiful emerald eyes, geez they're hypnotic, WOW, there has to be some balance needed in this world, you know, you can't be THIS beautiful and have eyes like THAT…universe, what were you thinking? Universe, if you're listening, I am just kidding, I am NOT actually complaining, she's just so breathtaking; I had to shake my head just to regain my thoughts. I can feel the warm container of banana pancakes against my skin, MY FAVORITE, I LOVE them and bits and pieces of memory that were apparently blacked out are starting to come back to me, ohhhhh CRAP!

"Camz?" her softened, husky voice let out as she placed both hands against my arms, rubbing them up and down, I didn't even realize how cold it was until she starting rubbing her arms on me, "everything okay?" she dipped her head, her green orbs locking with mine, "you haven't said anything for awhile now," she chuckled, "you're starting to worry me," she teased, her lips pulling to a smirk.

I shook my head and swallowed the lump in my throat, "yeah," I shivered, but not from the cold, her hands on my arms sent electricity throughout my body.

"Here," she took her leather jacket off, throwing it around my shoulders, pulling me closer by the jacket, her smile coming through before she leaned in for a kiss.

I could get used to THIS, HER LIPS.

We slowly parted, our lips still somewhat lingering on one another and there it was again, her scent invading my senses, fresh with a hint of sweetness to it this time, "you should really eat those before they get cold," she said into my lips that were now curved to a smile, "I forgot to bring you a fork though," I chuckled, she's so adorable, "or spoon, whatever you use to eat your banana pancakes," she placed her warm, gentle lips on mine again causing my heart to beat rapidly.

Hmm…fork, spoon…SPOON…NO I DIDN'T!

***Flashback***

"I wish you were here," the words just came out and I tried to sound as sweet as I could; I really wanted her in my arms.

"Oh yeah?" Awww, Ms. Lauren is such a cutie pie, sounds just like a cutie pie woooouuuullllldddd!

"Yeah!" I screamed excitedly, "we could cuddles, I could be the BIGGESSST spoon and you could be the TEEEENNNY spoon." I wanna be the bigggessst spoon so I can hold her, YEAH! WOOOP WOOP!

***End of Flashback***

Yup…SURE DID!

The heat quickly made it's way towards my cheeks and if Lauren wasn't in front of me I would've smacked my head right about now. I can't believe I said that; I groaned on the inside.

I felt her warm hand cup my cheek, "hey, you okay?"

"Yeah," I said with a half smile, my cheeks must be red, oh gosh.

Just a bit embarrassed that's all, no big deal, you know, just made an ass out of myself telling you I wanted to be the BIGGESSST spoon, yeah no big deal! SHEESH!

I watched her eyes drift from my head back down to lock with mine, "no bow today?"

I shook my head, "I took it off for practice," shrugged my shoulders as I wiggled my eyebrows.

She began to rub her thumb on my cheek, "I love your bows." She smiled, her glare holding me in place.

I felt my lips pull to my eyes, SHE LOVES MY BOWS…

***Flashback***

"Mszzss Lauren," she's so sexy, I can call her that alllllllsssss ddaaaayyy, yeah, Mszzss Lauren.

"Yes Camz?" I love her voice; it just makes me melt.

"Do you love that girl?" I don't like her one bit, uh uh!

"Camz…are you talkin-"

Oh no…here it comes, word vomit…or is it actual vomit, I don't feel so good, "She's so pppuuurrrttty and beeeyoootifuull and tannnned and more sophistimacccaattted than I am," please say you don't love her, pleeeasssseee, "you're better off with someone byooootttiifffuull and tannerrrr than me."

Just word vomit, thankssss gooodddnessses, room is STILL trying to get me!

"Camila…"

I sighed, "yes Lauren?" I think I'm sleepy.

"You're right," I'm RIGHT? She does lurrrrvvvv that girl, is it because she's more tannnnnnerrrr? I can be tannnerrrrr! "I am absolutely IN LOVE with an intelligent, absolutely beautiful, remarkable girl…she just so happens to wear bows and her skin is perfectly tanned, caramel like."

That girl doesn't wear bows! NOPE! Who wears bows? Come on think…think, oh wow the ceiling is spinning faster, "Oooo! I wear bows! I LOOOOVEEE BOWSSS!"

She's laughing, "Yes, yes you do wear bows," what's so funny? Ahhhh I don't even care, she can laugh all she wants…so adorable.

***End of Flashback***

She's in love with a girl who wears bows, I WEAR BOWS…omg, SHE'S IN LOVE WITH ME!

My heart was pounding and I could feel my breaths quicken at the realization, SHE'S IN LOVE WITH ME and I was too drunk to even acknowledge it. Did she mean it? Maybe I was just so drunk that she felt like she had to say it, my eyes dropped to the floor, I'm so dumb sometimes! GRRRR!

"Hey," she cupped my cheeks with both hands, bringing my gaze to meet her shimmering green eyes, "why the face birthday girl?" she smiled so sweetly, I couldn't help, but smile back, "do you not like banana pancakes anymore?" she said playfully perking an eyebrow.

"I love banana pancakes," I scrunched my nose at her, placing a kiss on her lips, "thanks again," I said as my lips remained on hers.

THEY'RE MY FAVORITE.

***Flashback***

She began to laugh again, I love her laugh, "whatever you want Camz, what else?"

"And then we could just stay in and sleep in and then we could make BANANA PANCAKES! They're the bessssttteeeessstt! Maybe it could just raiiiiinnnn all day and we would never have to go outside, we can just snugggleeesss and eat more banana pancakes and stay that way forever…" I need to breathe! "and you could just hold me." Yeah, I wish you could just hold me right now…yeaaaahhh.

"That sounds nice, you must LOVE banana pancakes?"

"I do," I'm sleepy, sleepy time, sleepy time, "I LOVE banana pancakes," like I love you, alotta, it's like a little, but ALOTTA, "…and you're MY banana pancake."

***End of Flashback***

I pulled back, eyes wide, I told her I LOVED her…did she know I told her that, oh gosh, that's what I get for drinking so much! But she loves me too! I think, ahhhh that whole night is such a blur mess!

"What are you thinking about Camz?" she asked taking my hand in hers.

She noticed my face, of course she did! I'm not every good at hiding my facial expressions.

Whatever, here goes, "I just wanted to apologize."

She tilted her head, almost confused, "for what?"

"For drunk dialing you," I poked my lips out, making a sad face and flashing my best PLEASE FORGIVE ME BECAUSE I'M ADORABLE FACE at her, "I'm sorry."

Her lips pulled to her sparkling emerald orbs, GORGEOUS, just gorgeous, she slowly leaned in, her lips so close to my ear I can feel her warm breaths, "don't be," she breathed out, the contact of her breath on my skin causing goose bumps everywhere, "I'll be your TEEENNNY spoon any day," her tone seductive as my eyes went wide; she placed a gentle kiss on my ear, the feel of her lips relaxing my body as I closed my eyes.